"I can feel her, but it's been felt so many times, and every time she ends up ...... Haha, just as I was talking, it was gone, sure enough. ”

The dangerous man looked out the window from the dim room, looking at the smoke and dust in the sky, and he, who had always thought that he was in control of everything, was even a little powerless at this time. The current plan is his last resort, and if he can't achieve the result he wants this time, then he can only accept his fate.

But let's be honest, although his position makes people look like a god or a demon, in reality, he is just a little bit of a special human being.

None of us are gods, or there is no god in this world, so there are no miracles, just someone's efforts.

To make things the way they are now would be a waste of his mind, and now he is forced to confess something to people, which may jeopardize his future. He didn't want people to change their impression of him just because they knew what was going on, and that would undo all the work he had been doing for so long.

Including the current "administrators", people only need to know one thing - the death of the country is their public enemy, the cohesion of the dark side of the human heart.

Coming out of his only house where he could hide, Boss Wu has been followed by unknown people.

He could feel someone watching him, but he didn't know where it was, or if it was a hallucination. Continuing to walk with questions, Boss Wu found a small grocery store still open in a remote corner. It seems that the things here have been salvaged, after all, the shops on the main road have basically been smashed.

It may not be possible to exchange money for things now, but Boss Wu has a lot of books, which is one of the new "currencies" now.

After changing some food, Boss Wu hurriedly looked around and walked briskly in the direction of his home like a black marketeer who had completed the transaction. However, just around the corner, a familiar figure appeared in front of him. According to the previous relationship, even if Boss Wu has not met this person, at least he has heard of it, or has seen her photos.

So, he stopped and looked at the familiar man. And when that person saw him stop, he also kicked the wall and stood up straight, facing Boss Wu.

"Boss Wu, do you really want to hinder us like this?" the man sighed.

"Then can you be sure that the death of the country must be correct? How do you know that they are not looking for an excuse to get rid of the 'Administrator', and how do you know that the 'Relic Disease' can be suppressed by this kind of thing?"

"But Boss Wu, you also know that there is no future without exploration, and we must move forward and try every possible opportunity. That person seemed to be begging Boss Wu for something, and then he lowered his voice and continued, "Besides, Boss Wu, why did the Black Lake City Blood Sea Incident come to such an end, you should understand." ”

This sentence seemed to set off a memory that Boss Wu didn't want to see, but no matter how reluctant he was, he still remembered what happened at that time and fell into deep thought.

However, in the end, he still sighed, waved his hand and said:

"No, I can't. I'm just old-fashioned, I'm sorry I can't do that kind of thing anymore, I've done enough, I can't do it, I can't do it. ”

"Boss Wu......"

"If you insist on doing this, then remove me as an obstacle, anyway...... I'm a white-haired person anyway, so I don't have anything to wait for......"

As he spoke, Boss Wu's mouth was open but he didn't continue, but his eyes seemed to have continued to say the rest of the words to the person in front of him. After a moment's hesitation, the man nodded, turned and walked to the corner. Sure enough, this white-haired man still couldn't overcome the guilt in his heart, after all, it was too difficult for such an emotional old man to continue to bear the guilt.

Seeing that the person didn't respond, Boss Wu looked around, silently passed by her, and gradually disappeared on the street corner.

When people live in the world, they always need to believe in something and love something, otherwise they will live an unclear life.

And when the goal of living has disappeared, what is the meaning of living like this? Bai Nanyu always asks herself, she doesn't know what the value of her life that has come to an end is still there, maybe from the beginning, she has always been a toy played with by God.

I was bullied when I was a child, and when I grew up, I was forced to wander, and I accidentally came to this world, and I accepted a mission that I couldn't control with the illusion of saving my sister, but I found that I couldn't save anyone in the end, and I came to an end.

Oh yes, and my sister, although it has been "confirmed" that she was sacrificed at the time, but I didn't see the body, and I don't know if it's true or not. If it's just a joke, then hurry up and end it, and if it's my sister's punishment for not keeping her promise, then hurry up and get to the end.

Just thinking about it, Bai Nanyu stopped thinking again, and slowly lay down and looked at the ceiling.

Now that Black Lake City is basically destroyed, it is only a matter of time before people die, and the only thing that can bring Black Lake City back is that people suddenly have a unified mind, and there is such an impossible miracle as a leader.

Outside of this Black Lake City, there are many urban districts, maybe they are looking at Black Lake City like a viewer, or maybe they don't know what is happening in Black Lake City now.

It's okay, anyway, I don't need to worry about these things anymore.

"Boss Wu, you're back. ”

Bai Nanyu on the sofa suddenly spoke, making Boss Wu, who had just opened the door, stunned for a moment, then nodded in response, locked the door, and went to the kitchen with his things. After about a few minutes, Boss Wu returned to the living room and looked at Bai Nanyu, who was starless, as if he had seen the confused child he had been.

It was his child, a child who felt a dark future in life.

Although the child is now able to stand on his own, Boss Wu still thinks of him from time to time and is also worried. At this time, when he saw Bai Nanyu's appearance, he felt distressed.

Even if she really wants to die, it can't make her leave so painfully. Boss Wu thought so.

"Kids. Boss Wu called tentatively.

"Huh?"

Hearing Bai Nanyu's response, Boss Wu walked to Bai Nanyu's side, waited for her to sit up by herself, sat down beside her, and continued: "How about I tell you my story?"

"Okay, anyway, I'm not interested in what I'm doing right now, so I can listen to the story and pass the time. Bai Nanyu said expressionlessly.

After brewing for a few seconds, Boss Wu began to talk about his experience.

It was in the real world, when Boss Wu was still in his prime, he met his classmates by chance in a restaurant. It was a very confused classmate who majored in design, he had recently lost his job, his wife had divorced him, and his family had opposed his decision in every way.

In desperation, he felt that there was no way out, so he began to drink heavily and live in a state of confusion. His situation at that time was similar to Bai Nanyu, who was waiting for death like this.

Boss Wu tried to comfort him, accompanied him to drink and eat, and did not leave until the restaurant closed.

During that time, Boss Wu and that old classmate met more times than ever before, and Boss Wu wanted to encourage some of this old classmate, hoping to help him find hope in life. However, the old classmate still couldn't survive and committed suicide in the rental house.

What's even more embarrassing is that not long after he died, when his family was sorting out his belongings, they turned out some scene designs that he had done that were treated as garbage, as well as some draft copywriting. These things were infused with the emotions of the old classmate, but no one could notice it, and it was not until he died in desperation that he was finally discovered. There may be many similar cases in this world.

This incident made Boss Wu feel very sorry, and it also made some merchants who were deeply shocked after seeing his design later, but no matter how sorry it was, it was useless, because the person was no longer there.

Perhaps one should have the determination to grasp one thing, then keep doing it, and never give up hope even at the last moment. If you give up, maybe you really miss it, miss it forever.

Listening to Boss Wu's words, Bai Nanyu just sighed, if she didn't have the trouble of relic disease, maybe she would have ignited a glimmer of inexplicable hope because of these words. But what's the point of saying these things to a dead person? Isn't it as boring as telling a disabled person with dead legs that some person in a wheelchair has stood up?

After thinking about it, Bai Nanyu still decided to say something, so he started the "deathbed entrustment".

"Boss Wu, if I am paralyzed into a vegetative state by then, please find a way to give me a good time. And until then, I won't continue to be sad, I'll be happy, don't worry. Bai Nanyu said with a grin.

This mischievous smile might have been very cute in normal times, but now all that was left of her face was pity. Boss Wu thought about it, and finally smiled, patted her on the shoulder, and then walked into the kitchen.

In the next few days, I don't know if Bai Nanyu really figured it out, she actually began to become more cheerful. But she has also become like Boss Wu, who likes to talk about her past, like a dying old man who loves to tell stories, even if her body is just a young girl.

Boss Wu always took out some books from time to time to read with Bai Nanyu, discussing the stories on them, as well as the history of Black Lake City.

Although Bai Nanyu's personality is not cheerful now, Boss Wu doesn't expect Bai Nanyu to be cheerful, as long as she can be relieved and be able to see some of it. But this kind of behavior, in the eyes of some people, can be described as a halfway way to bite the gold.

Seeing that Bai Nanyu's body was about to lose her walk like an old man, and she could only sit on the sofa reading and listening to stories, Boss Wu sighed, thinking that he should send her to finish the last part of the road, and had been silently accompanying her.

Although there are definitely more than one or two people who were sent away in the company of Boss Wu, but seeing that Bai Nanyu is a special child, with that magical power, and has taken over the mission that cannot be carried, seeing that she is leaving, Boss Wu also has an unprecedented sense of loss.

One morning, Boss Wu went out as usual, looking at Bai Nanyu's way of trying to get up and read, it seemed that she must have been uncomfortable all night last night because of the relic illness.

"Don't look too close, look at your short-sightedness, be careful and get worse. Boss Wu said casually, just like a parent.

But Bai Nanyu didn't think so, looked at the light seeping in through the window, and then looked at Boss Wu pushing his glasses, and his tone became rare and naughty: "It's okay! As long as my myopia is at its highest, I won't continue to deepen." ”

It's another sophistry, but it's good that she can do that.

Out of the door, Boss Wu was still moving in his usual direction, and the passers-by who passed by from time to time seemed to have lost their souls and had become empty shells. The only person who could get them back was no longer qualified, they were in despair and didn't know when death would come.

As a white-haired man, Boss Wu doesn't have to care about whether he can go back, but he is still worried about how long Black Lake City can survive. There is no one to work anymore, the economy is completely collapsed, and people are looking forward to their own survival, and it is only a matter of time before Black Lagoon City is completely destroyed.

By chance, I don't know if I was used to walking that road, Boss Wu arrived at the door of his bookstore. Looking at the long-closed roller shutter door, Boss Wu seemed to see a loyal dog waiting for his master to go home.

After hesitating for a while, Boss Wu took out the key and opened the bookstore after a long absence, and when he saw everything that was familiar, he felt extremely nostalgic and reassured. Even if there is an abyss behind him, as long as he sees this bookstore, he can leave his troubles behind him and be calm.

After all, this is what he thinks is his real home.

Now that you're here, let's grab some books and go. Boss Wu thought and walked into the bookcase. He didn't notice that by the time he opened the roller shutter, he was already being targeted by someone.