"Where are you going?"

As soon as You'er got up, she saw Junichi walking out.

It was not yet dawn, and the outside of the house was gray.

"Sleep, children don't care about adults. ”

Net one pushes the door and goes out.

She passed by a courtyard where there was a "crackling" sound of a fire burning, and she looked around and walked in softly.

Everything around is asleep.

The yard was barren and overgrown with weeds, and a gray sky covered the entire house.

It was only after stepping on the broken masonry and over a ruined wall that she could see the sparks coming out of the window.

She snuck against the wall and looked inside.

Suddenly, a face appeared at the window in front of Jingyi, red flames shining on his face, and his pupils were cold......

"Ah......h

"What are you doing here?"

"Yunshang-kun, you're scared me to death......"

Yun Shangjun sat back in the corner of the wall, with a gloomy face, "Get out of here, get out!"

A gust of wind blew, and Joichi fought a cold war, and she took a few steps before returning to her original place.

Joichi sat one meter away from Yunshang-kun.

The light in Yun Shangjun's eyes pierced into Jingyi's body like a piercing knife, and in the darkness, a little red firefly light shone on half of his face, and the light flickered on and off, which was very terrifying. He is like a man from hell, without any popularity on him, and he is cold.

"Yunshang-kun, you're sad, aren't you? Jing Yi sniffed out.

"I am the heaven of the north, what can I do to be uncomfortable?"

"The way you looked just now is really scary, but the helplessness in your eyes can't deceive people. Jingyi didn't look sideways at Yun Shang-kun, but looked straight ahead, because she was afraid of Yun Shang-kun's eyes at this time.

"The more you know, the faster you die. ”

"I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?"

Yun Shangjun secretly glanced at Jingyi.

"Today is my mother's death day. ”

"She's gone?" Jingyi had never met Yun Shangjun's mother, and this was the first time she had heard Yun Shangjun mention it.

"Well, my father killed ......"

"What?" "How can this be?"

What's going on?

Yunshangjun lowered his arrogant head.

"Beigong Qing you know, right?"

“……”

"Oh, you don't remember...... In the past, there was no division between the south and the north, and the south and north belonged to the Beigong family......"

"Well, I'm listening......"

"This matter is a long story, the ruler of the Beigong family is a person named Beigong Qing, and he actually has a half-sister named Beigong Shu. ”

"What does this have to do with your mother?"

"Beigong Shu is my mother. ”

Jingyi didn't understand much, but she still learned to try to understand.

"Before my mother married my father, she liked a man. ”

"You're saying that your mother liked someone else, and then brought it to your father...... Shame on your father, so your father killed your mother?"

"The man my mother likes is called An Mufeng, I heard that he is very good-looking, he is a loyal servant of Beigong Qing, he can spare his life for Beigong Qing, the time Beigong Qing was defeated, he used his life to cover Beigong Qing's escape...... The blow that his father gave to Beigong Qing was blocked by his mother, and his mother knew that if she didn't go, An Mufeng would also go......"

"What about An Mufeng, is he okay?"

"This is where my mother lived when she died...... See that wall?"

"Hmm. ”

"Father broke An Mufeng's body into pieces and poured his blood into that wall. ”

"Why do you do that?"

"In An Mufeng's eyes, except for Beigong Qing, he can't see anyone else at all...... Until the moment when his mother died in front of him, he was still not moved...... Beigong Qing died, An Mufeng was arrested, and his father wanted him to stay out of here for the rest of his life and atone for his sins here. ”

"It's cruel...... "Jing Yi moved to relieve the discomfort.

"Cruel?" Yun Shangjun suddenly became emotional, "Jingyi, do you think that the party who can't love deserves to pay all the time, and the other party can accept it happily, and then be unashamed?"

Somehow, Jingyi let this sentence into his heart. "Love is not love, love is a person's thing. ”

"Selfish ......"

"For example, if I like you and You'er likes you, what do you do?"

"I ......"

"If I can't be liked by you, isn't it, you're a loser to me. ”

"How dare you talk to me like that!"

"You kid," Joyi patted him on the head, "but that's ...... Proud of the unbeatable......"

"Why do you refuse to change so many times, and there is no distinction between respect and inferiority?"

"I don't belong to you...... Where's your father?"

The corners of Yun Shangjun's mouth twitched, he didn't seem to want to mention these sad things.

"Father...... He hadn't been here since, he was a drunkard, he killed people, and soon after he became very ill, and I remember I told you, he gave me to Satoshi. ”

"Hmm. ”

"My father told me before he died, don't trust women, don't fall in love with anyone, don't trust anyone but yourself. ”

"No wonder you killed Satoshi ......"

Yun Shangjun's eyes were red, he pushed to Jingyi, pressed on Jingyi, and said viciously, "Don't try to provoke me with my sadness, it's not good for you at all!"

"You...... Your father killed your mother, and you killed your faithful servant...... When you killed Cong, you must have remembered your father's words...... You resent him...... You resent the narrowness he gave you, the loneliness he gave you, the locks he put on the door of your heart...... You just wear the appearance of conceit, and your self-esteem is inferior to the bone...... The blockade told the outside world that his mother was sick and died, his father was sick and died, and Satoshi was also sick and dead...... But he lives in the night, letting guilt swallow him, and letting loneliness wrap him...... You are so gentle with You'er, you are atoning for your sins......"

Yun Shangjun let go of her and sat down on the ground decadently.

"Let it go, your mother fell in love with someone else, it was her own decision, your father killed your mother, he accidentally missed, I believe that your mother did not hate your father, because the moment she rushed out, she expected the ending, Satoshi died, maybe he already knew the demon barrier in your heart...... He took on all the tyranny you practised, so when he died, no one fought for him, and he left his daughter with you...... Why doesn't You'er have hatred in her heart, I guess, when Cong died, let his own daughter definitely use love to influence you......"

Yun Shangjun's eyes were full of tears, but his immature face made Jingyi inexplicably familiar.

"The love you don't feel is actually there all the time, the world is so big, it's not just the love of your parents. ”

Yun Shangjun pounced over, hugged Jingyi, and cried nonstop.

"Don't pretend to be an adult, be yourself......"

Outside the black window, another immature face, leaning against the corner of the wall, she wiped the corners of her eyes frequently, and finally a line of tears fell, and she raised her head and looked at the moon in the sky, as if she had seen her father when he was alive.

"Shine...... Take care of ...... Lord ...... Don't let him hate anymore...... Enough to ......"

She didn't understand why her father was stupid and loyal, she knew everything, but she still had to face Yun Shangjun with an innocent face.

The first time she saw Yun Shangjun, she felt black and cold, what made a person of her own age become like this? she approached him, and she couldn't warm him with all the warmth around her......

Yun Shangjun really only has guilt for himself?

No matter what choice Yun Shangjun makes, it is his own business, and her responsibility is to see him well behind him.

She seemed to hear what Jingyi said, love is a person's business, and love is a two-person thing.