060: I don't hate you anymore
Xu Shaobei thought that he had shown too much, so he would make Ruan Niansheng burdened, and he couldn't help but resist him, every time he thought of this possibility, his heart couldn't help but shrink and throb.
Ruan Niansheng fell weakly on the bed, her heart was numb, she wanted to explain, but she couldn't say anything when it came to her mouth, as if a stone was pressing on her, almost suffocating.
Sleepless all night, when he got up, Ruan Niansheng had two dark circles under his eyes, and Leo couldn't help but come over to see, "Mommy, are you unable to sleep again, didn't I say it? As long as you can't sleep, come to me, I can coax you." β
Ruan Niansheng's heart warmed when he heard this, and he touched his little head melancholy, children are so good, they can be carefree. "Then I'll look for you next time, okay?"
"Yes!" Leo nodded immediately, then added, "You have to say something before you come to my room." β
"Why?"
"I, I'm not going to tell you!" Leo blushed, he wouldn't admit that he always made a mess of his closet because he had to wear handsome clothes every morning, and it wouldn't be good if Mommy accidentally came in and saw his littered little Superman panties!
Ruan Niansheng smiled softly, cut the eggs and ham into pieces and put them in front of him, "Eat it." β
As she spoke, her eyes inadvertently fell on the position where Xu Shaobei had always sat on the side, empty.
"Is Mommy thinking about Daddy?" Leo said.
Ruan Niansheng subconsciously shook his head, Leo continued, "Daddy, he came over early in the morning to kiss me, and told me that he was going to go on a business trip for a few days, let me take good care of you." β
Was he so caring before leaving?
A heart suddenly couldn't help but warm up, and an indescribable emotion was about to spread in the heart.
Seeing that Ruan Niansheng's face was not very good, Leo continued to complain, "Really, his wife is not optimistic, and he still wants me to take care of it, what does he want to do?" 3
Ruan Niansheng was silent, I'm afraid, I left because of last night's words, right?
After breakfast, Ruan Niansheng hurriedly went out, telling Zhang's mother to look at Leo, and contact her at any time to go out with confidence.
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In the company, Ruan Niansheng felt a little strange as soon as she stepped into the office, everyone looked at her with strange eyes, and she was watched all the way until she was in her position, and then she pulled her and asked, "Ruan Niansheng, your husband is so generous, he actually sent such a big bouquet of flowers!"
"Where are the flowers?" Ruan Niansheng didn't know.
Coral snorted, and sure enough, the front desk had already come over with a large bouquet of red roses, which made her heart fly with it, was it sent by Xu Shaobei?
She took advantage of the bouquet in her hand, and the fragrance of roses emanated, and she was in a good mood!
"Editor Ruan, I really envy you, you have such a good husband!" said Coral with envy, his hands touching his face, looking like a girl with a spring in his arms.
Ruan Niansheng's face was almost as red as a rose, and he thought, isn't he on a business trip?
There was also a small card pinned to the bouquet, and when she opened it, the smile immediately froze on her face, not why, because, she saw the signature, 'Jiang Yucheng'.
"What? What did you write, why are you suddenly upset?"
"Nope. Ruan Niansheng shook his head, but couldn't help but sigh, "Work." β
Coral gave her a strange look and didn't ask any more questions. Ruan Niansheng sat back in his place listlessly, and the mobile phone screen just lit up, it was a message from Jiang Yucheng, "Did you receive the flower?"
Ruan Niansheng furrowed his brows and quickly went back, "Jiang Yucheng, what do you want to do?"
Jiang Yucheng, "Can't you see it yet? I want to pursue you again." β
Lunatic!
Ruan Niansheng cursed in a low voice, did he think that the Ruan family's affairs yesterday were not big enough?
While she was silent, Jiang Yucheng sent another message, "I know you can't accept me yet, but I will also prove it to you, I love you not because of the so-called self-esteem, but I really know your importance, I have thought about it a lot, and now I plan to divorce Xiaoying, if you want to understand, I will wait for you in the same place." β
After reading it, Ruan Niansheng couldn't help but curse again, and pressed the phone to the side with a snap.
The eye-catching red roses on the side also stinged her eyes, and she took advantage of the gap when everyone was not paying attention to work and threw them directly into the trash can in the stairwell.
Ruan Niansheng immediately went online and couldn't help but complain to Su Nan, and Su Nan on the other side of the computer scolded directly, ", isn't that Jiang Yucheng? He was the one who cheated at the beginning, and he was still involved with Ruan Ying behind your back, and now he still wants to eat back grass? Is he going crazy?"
"I don't know, I think he's crazy. "Otherwise, how could I suddenly think of her?
In her eyes, Jiang Yucheng was just a temporary prank, but he didn't want to admit it, and he still wanted to show his sincerity, and even wanted to divorce Ruan Ying, no matter how he thought about it, it was too abnormal!
"Don't pay attention to him, the ghost just wants that scumbag, it's better to be with Fu Ningzhi with him!" Su Nan blurted out, and immediately withdrew after reacting.
Ruan Niansheng kept staring at the computer screen, saw it as soon as the news came out, and replied, "What does this have to do with Fu Ningzhi?"
"No, no! I just said that, are you still serious?" Su Nan hurriedly explained.
Ruan Niansheng thought about it, too.
I thought that Jiang Yucheng was just sending flowers on a whim, but what he didn't expect was that he had been waiting downstairs in the company, waiting for her to walk out of the building, and immediately pushed open the car door and got out of the car and walked over with flowers, "Nian Sheng." β
Ruan Niansheng was weak for a while, "What are you doing here?"
"Wait for you to get off work!" Jiang Yucheng looked sincere, "Nian Sheng, I've thought about it, I'm really serious, so don't try to push me away and accept me slowly, okay?"
"Jiang Yucheng, are you so interesting?"
"Yes, as long as you agree with me, I'll be happy!"
Ruan Niansheng took a deep breath, "We have long passed, you should go back to accompany your Xiaoying, not me." β
"But I love you. Jiang Yucheng stuffed the flower into her arms and smiled, "Nian Sheng, I know you have me in your heart, right, as long as we all pass that hurdle, we can be together again." β
"The ...... you can't get by"
She held the flowers, but she felt that there was a lot of gold, and she couldn't hold it at all, so she powerlessly let the flowers fall to the ground and scatter them all over the ground. "Jiang Yucheng, you already know it in your heart, why do you want to deceive yourself here?"
Jiang Yucheng pursed his lips and looked at her deeply, "Could it be that I have no place in your heart?"
"No!" there was a past, not now, and not in the future.
"Nian Sheng, I have already divorced Ruan Ying, you believe me, this time, I am really serious!" he said eagerly, wanting to say everything he had done for her.
"Jiang Yucheng, that's not what I want!
The two of them were downstairs in the company, and they had already attracted the attention of many people, she didn't want to continue to entangle, so she bypassed him and left, Jiang Yucheng didn't agree, and directly pulled her into the car and locked the car door.
"It's hard to talk here, let's find a place to talk. Jiang Yucheng started the car, Ruan Niansheng immediately pulled out the car key when he heard it, "Jiang Yucheng, you are enough!"
"Nian Sheng, I think we need to talk about it. β
Ruan Niansheng suppressed his anger, "I don't want to talk to you, there is nothing to talk about between us, Jiang Yucheng, do you still want to continue to pretend to be garlic?" I don't have you in my heart for a long time, and I don't want to hate you even when I see you now, it's too tiring." β
Jiang Yucheng's body was shocked, and she wanted to speak, but she continued, "Don't you be so selfish, okay? Do you think that what else can you do now to promise that you will be with me well, can you guarantee that I am not the next Ruan Ying? Or maybe I won't repeat the same mistakes?"
"No way!
"No! you can't. Ruan Niansheng vetoed him without thinking about it, "What you have left now is no longer love, you have lost your freshness to Ruan Ying, so you feel that you can't get it in the end, and you want to redeem me, you are too naΓ―ve! How can such a thing exist?"
She was always so sharp that she didn't give him a chance to refute at all.
"Jiang Yucheng, we are all adults, dare to love and hate, if we are separated, we will be separated, it is impossible that there will be a time to do it again, you have died of this heart!" Ruan Niansheng said, returning the car key to him and pushing it away to get out of the car.
Jiang Yucheng took her hand, "Aren't you even willing to give me one last chance?"
Ruan Niansheng's starry eyes flashed a touch of gloom, "A long time ago, when we took that step between us, it was destined that we would not be together. β
He asked for it, she couldn't afford it, he always felt that he was an unclean woman, and she didn't want him to touch it, so the two became estranged and went further and further.
"Jiang Yucheng, there are some things that are destined to be separated, you can only accept it, instead of fighting for what you can't get, it's better to take a good look at what else is in front of you. She sighed imperceptibly.
Jiang Yucheng subconsciously let go of his hand, his eyes were full of pain, yes, no matter how much he missed it, it was still just a memory.
"If you can, you can accompany Ruan Ying well, I don't want to hate it, and I can't hate it. Ruan Niansheng dropped the last sentence and got out of the car.
He was left alone in the car, he always thought that he and Ruan Niansheng could start all over again, and she still loved him, but when she said that she didn't hate anymore, he couldn't say anything.
Because there is love, there is hate.
A person is not even willing to hate you, which only proves that she really doesn't care about anything......