537 STOP-2: The End of Patience in New Purgatory City

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

In such a situation where there is a huge disparity in strength between the two sides of the actual confrontation, and to regard a tiger as a sick cat, isn't this a big joke in the world? Can it not fail?

In front of Xiuxiang's eyes, because of the gray sky, she felt that those flying birds had come back again, and there were silver, shiny things, which seemed to be white pigeons, Xiuxiang closed her eyes, and after opening them again, her vision returned to normal again.

"Wrong!"

"It's messed up!"

"I'm so angry!"

"Why?"

"Why is that?"

On the tranquil surface of the lake, the fish are still swimming beneath the surface.

In the calm sky, there are surging shadows that are about to emerge.

There is movement in the stop, and the force is hidden in the stillness.

Inadvertently, Xiuka was confused by herself.

- This is an overconfident gamble, a gamble on the judgment of strangers.

"We were wrong! ”

Xiuxiang has some unreliable judgments about herself...... She felt that it was useful to say this now.

(several wrong adjectives omitted here)...... And the giant is our opposite, she is good at hiding herself, good at keeping her head down, good at strategy, good at dominating, good at controlling, she uses a hard heart to turn the ground under her feet into what she wants. ”

Xiuxiang's evaluation of the giant is too kind, is she a person who can see her own shortcomings and not the shortcomings of others?

"Who knows?" Hideka didn't know, she had thought so too, and quickly gave up. There is something cloudy in the brain that hinders all the bursts of inspiration.

......

"Hey!"

"The disadvantages and advantages belong to the past. Now is the most important thing. "Xiuxiang thought about it for a moment, it didn't matter.

Xiuxiang felt that although there was nothing to be sure or appreciated about such a giant, she had to admit that she was indeed a step above herself. In a way, this is a means of evil.

"In an evil world, do evil things, use evil means. What can you get in this way? Except for evil, only more evil-" Xiuxiang looked at the sky, suddenly a little sad.

Why is the world not like a fairy tale, why is it so cruel?

If the innocent heart disappears because of lies and reality, then the innocence is also false.

It's not that because you're young, you can be immune to anything.

Immunity can also fail, not unusual......

Once self-discipline collapses, mercy is exhausted, patience is exhausted, the end is ...... It's the place of death.

We are all born precious, but we are born evil, but we are also born beautiful......

Because beauty is a treasure that we can easily destroy by our own hands.

When I was a child, where did all those good things go?

Xiuxiang's thoughts gradually blurred, and she remembered the song "Jingle Bells" in her ears, "Is that the song you loved to sing when you were a child?"

Beauty, it's that simple thing.

"Believe?" she wanted to believe in those good things in vain, but the reality always hit her hard, even if she stubbornly believed in the past, she would not be happy again.

"The real appearance of the powerful should be the appearance of a giant, right?"

Hideka poked her head out, but she couldn't see the shadow of the giant.

"Giants are not afraid, unassuming, or merciful, but methodical and step-by-step. She is a refined hypocrite. ”

"Great! As long as you do extreme work in one area, it is also a kind of success. ”

Whether success is simple or not has little to do with Xiuxiang, she is now at the beginning of her confusion, so she has begun to understand why, but she is leisurely because she always is.

The heart must be big, and the secret of a big heart is simplicity.

Thinking of this, Xiuxiang felt that the world was originally simple, but it was becoming more and more complicated by people, and if the world was already complicated, what would it be like by people?

"People are just susceptible to this, some people say it's bad roots, it's good to say it's born with evil, it's good to say it's weak, it's easy to be changed by the environment...... No matter how you judge, you can't really judge others accurately, because we are on the same level, and our levels seem to be very different, but in fact they are all the same. There is no difference. ”

In the high mountains, I feel that the valley is very small.

In the middle of the sea, I feel that the desert is extremely difficult.

The establishment of a sense of superiority is too easy, we all think that it is just a public facility in the community, and it doesn't matter if you use it casually, the property fee we spend is not in front of us, and the feeling is not so real.

We anesthetize ourselves in such feelings.

In such a theoretical system, we deceive ourselves.

In fact, they are all the same on earth, no matter how good they are, they can't go to heaven.

"No one is much nobler than the other. Xiuxiang felt that she had to grasp something to comprehend, and found that this moment did not belong to comprehension, only applied to realism, the more realistic the better, the lower the level, the better, the most basic survival needs are the first.

"Is the giant at fault, or is it his own fault?" Hideka thought again, "It's better not to go around with a little magic wand of morality to turn the fate of the good."