Chapter 123: Thoughts
Pache sighed deeply, and she let go of the stunned Wang Yu and wiped his face with oil, salt, and potato chip residue.
"It's a pity, when I was daydreaming, when I was still thinking about what kind of amazing posture to use to save you, the hero, the hero had already thrown the beauty away, far away. β
Pache hugged her knees, her head bowed, and her voice was soft, as if she were telling a dream of an unrelated person.
"And you're not a straw bag hero, who are you? You are Wang Hao, you are the red dragon who caused the doomsday, the most powerful big devil in the world, such a big devil, where does you need a little mage who is not able to save himself? Besides, if the algorithm master takes off his robe and changes into a costume, and wears a crystal slipper to meet you in a pumpkin carriage, the only one who may accompany the evil dragon is the little evil dragon, and the only one who can help the demon take care of it is the devil's loyal head maid, what can the mage do? Can the mage soar into the sky with the demon and kill the innocent? Can the mage help the adversary use a vacuum cleaner to suck out the blood from the carpet and reuse it after he smashes the cup? All the mage can do is rub a few large balls of air, and the adversary can not talk about the big fireballs or frost rockets, he can even rub out the nuclear explosion with his bare hands, such a mage stays by his side...... And what role can it play?"
The Seven Yao Magicians raised their heads and looked at Wang Hui with a complicated expression, and suddenly showed a smile, which was a smile that Wang Hui had never seen on Patchouli's face, warm and bright, but light, like dandelions scattered in the afternoon wind.
"In that case, let's not come forward. That's a demon too, it's always dangerous, and only the little dragon and the maid can stay by his side safe and sound. But even so, I wanted to see him, just watch from afar. After all, just looking at it makes me very satisfied, and it's good to watch, doesn't it mean that he hasn't left me yet. Sometimes the mage also thinks, isn't this mentality too humble, unlike her usual self, as a powerful mage in the world, she should be a little more confident, or a little more self-controlled, or rush up and say yes! The devil in front of him is gone, there is a good business of selling yourself now, you don't want it! Or just say let it go, after all, the devil is already very happy, and he forcibly joining it is just adding a burden to him, it is better to bury those unrealistic careful thoughts with reason, hello and me, everyone is happy. β
Patchouli stared at Wang's slightly embarrassed face, but she smiled like a victor, but this victory must have been a disastrous victory, because her gaze was ...... Proud and sad at the same time.
"But I can't, not both. I don't dare to the former, I am unwilling to take the latter away, I want to look away, but I am still looking at you when I come back to my senses. β
"What can I do, I'm also desperate, who made you by me...... Where's the big devil?"
Wang Yu opened his mouth, wanted to say something but didn't know what to say, and after a long silence, he said in a dry voice:
"You...... Why don't you tell me, just say it, and you'll always find a solutionβ"
"Don't be stupid, Wang. Who do you think I am? I am the magician of the Seven Dawns, the ruler of gold, wood, water, fire, earth, the sun and the moon, and your teacher. β
Patchouli interrupted him without hesitation.
"How long do you think I've been watching you? Guess how well I know you? You petty, vengeful, harsh and vicious monster, I watched you crawl out of the mire again and again, I watched you come out of a desperate situation again and again, and before I knew it, I had fallen in love with your hideous and tragic appearance. I know that your heart is a mountain of needles, and your love is only on the tip of every needle, so scarce, so pitiful, Fran has taken seven-tenths of it, and Sakiya has taken over the remaining three-tenths, how much more can you leave me?
"But I want more than just a needle, I want this whole mountain, and my Pache Norregi's love doesn't need to be given by others, and even if I can't grab it, I want to be graceful and protect my sweetheart's love. β
"At least I feel a little warmth when I look at his happy appearance. β
Wang Yu was speechless.
"I ...... I'm sorry, I didn't even notice it for so many years. β
Pache waved her hand weakly.
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault. I know you've always had a grudge against me, even if you beat me up later, it's not enough to get angry, you say you put it down, and subconsciously you're still wary of me, and your favors and intentions will naturally be ignored by you, and you probably never thought that your mean and cruel teacher would be the first to fall in love with you, right? But anyway...... It's all self-inflicted. If I hadn't treated you that way, if I hadn't planted that thorn in your heart, if I hadn't planted thorns in your own hands...... Maybe everything will be different. After all, the time I spent with you every day was far more than the time you spent with Sakiya every day, so if I hadn't been so blind, Wang Yu ......"
"Will you fall in love with me before you fall in love with Sakuya?"
Wang Yu firmly bowed: "Yes." β
Pache Noreki smiled sweetly.
"You've learned to flamboyate your tongue, Wang. β
Her expression immediately fell.
"But we all know that there are no ifs. β
Pache has a thorough analysis of Wang Yu's psychology than anyone else, and even Sakuya doesn't know him to this extent, after all, the tacit understanding between him and Sakuya is more of a fellow traveler, far from becoming a roundworm in the other party's stomach.
And Patchouli is not to mention roundworms, Wang Hao even thinks that she may be a spirit sucking monster, and quietly ate one of her own brains during an experiment. How would she deal with it, how would she answer her deduced clearly, would it be useful to comfort such a person? Before she could say it, she knew that it was just a scene! She didn't need a scene, all she needed was the love of a negative man, Wang Hao!
But this is exactly what Wang Yu can't give.
Because he really doesn't love Pache Noregui.
He has respect and love for his guide, and as a member of the Red Devil Pavilion, he also has family love, but there is no love between men and women.
Even Komeiji Jue is a historical legacy brought by Natsume, and Pache is right, he really doesn't have any extra emotions to share with others.