157. The Past of Lu Chan
It's not just those traffickers who are beating and scolding, but there is also a lot of competition among these children.
Sometimes Lu Chan doesn't know whether human nature is good or evil, or whether it is driven by environmental factors and the instinct to live, and most of the time, the children's own competition is even deeper than the harm inflicted on them by those traffickers.
Because of innocence, because of ignorance, because there is no guidance and restraint of moral law, so there are no scruples and unscrupulous means.
Most of the time, children who have a good harvest during the day and get food at night will have a hard time keeping it when they return to their homes.
Either it will be snatched up by some children with strong physique, or it will be divided up by those children who are hungry and crazy. The ability is sufficient, even if the food is saved, the whole person is already tired and exhausted, and I don't know if I can survive the devastation before begging on the second day.
Lu Chan has seen too many children who have been killed because of some dirty methods in private. Sometimes your good partner may be the one who killed you, and the reason may be simple...... A bite of rice.
There is no one in this world to trust, no one to rely on, after all the illusory scenes are over, the only one who can believe in it with all your heart is yourself. That's what he understood at that time.
Although he was small at the time, his body was similar to Su Qi's now, and he was congenitally emotionally indifferent. is more ruthless and unscrupulous than those normal people, and it is not easy to mess with in that group of children.
Except for being bullied a few times in the initial ignorance period, few people dared to provoke him later.
has always been alone, and the only companion he has ever recognized has also yin against him, almost killing him, and it was she who made him understand the truth before.
The story is very simple, once he was beaten half to death for not completing the task, and when there was no food at night, a girl gave him half a steamed bun. For him at that time, it wasn't that he had much emotion, that is, he knew that what he owed that girl would have to be repaid in the future.
And that girl was the first person to treat him well besides himself for as long as he could remember. Since then, he has been protecting her within the scope of his ability, and her food is also within his protection.
When he was a little older, he did well every day, and he seemed to be very obedient, and those people were very happy with him, and they didn't take care of him so strictly. Once he found an opportunity, he passed on a distress message to an old man who looked very charitable while begging.
This was done very carefully and secretly, and the only one who knew about it was the girl who was begging with him. He wanted to run away with the girl that time, but the girl didn't dare to live or die, and when he went back that night, he told the group of traffickers that he wanted to escape.
The girl got the food and trust she wanted, and he almost died that time. Iron rods, barbed whips, knives, soldering irons, medicines......
He tried almost everything he could, and in order to warn the others, he was taken to all the children, stripped of all his clothes, and executed in public.
Looking at the timid but somewhat gloating looks of the children in the audience, especially the numbness on the girl's face and a hint of mockery, he closed his eyes, although there were no specific mood fluctuations, but he knew that at that moment, some strange and distorted changes had occurred in the emotions in his body, and he had changed.
In a sense, that girl is his first bond, the first person he cares about in that world and wants to protect.
When the bond abandoned him, his psychopathy was aroused, and he had begun to slowly become abnormal.
He didn't die in that execution, but was finally rescued by the old man he asked for help and the police who rushed to save him, and when he was saved, it was all flesh and blood, and there were knife wounds, whip wounds, and brand burns everywhere, and those people did it to kill him in order to go to the end of beating him to death, but it didn't go as they wanted, and in the end he survived.
But the scars on that body can't be removed, and the hidden diseases on the body have also fallen a little, so that many scenes can't be filmed when filming later, and when practicing martial arts, they will often suddenly lose their strength. In fact, a large part of the reason for his death while filming in that life was also due to the superimposed explosion of his dark illness when he was a child and the injuries caused by the later struggle of unbelieving in his life, and the body had reached the limit.
After being rescued from the traffickers, he did not know what happened to those people. He went directly to the orphanage with a group of children who still hadn't found their parents, and followed the grandfather of the orphanage, who took his note and rescued them.
That grandfather was very good to their rescued children, no matter how bad they were, no matter how bad their personalities were, the dean's grandfather was still very good to them, especially him.
Maybe it was because he asked for help at the time, and because he was too bloody and tragic when he saw him again, the dean's grandfather cherished him very much, very, very good, so good that he felt unreal, just like treating his own grandson.
Although his blood was cold, he couldn't help but be so hot. He had just experienced betrayal, but he was actually hostile and defensive to the world at that time. At first, I didn't believe that my grandfather would treat him well......
He's just a kid that no one wants, he knows it.
Even his parents don't want him, and his only friend can betray him unscrupulously, what can he trust.
He didn't dare to trust anyone, because he couldn't afford it, and his nerves couldn't withstand another injury......
But in the end, I couldn't help but show kindness to the dean's grandfather almost meticulously, opened his heart to the dean's grandfather, and chose to trust it one last time, or use his imminent humanity and expectations for the world to gamble one last time.
Thankfully, he won the bet. Grandpa Dean was really good to him, without any malice and attempts, and until the last moment when Grandpa Dean died in a car accident because he saved him, he did not end his kindness to him.
He was fortunate to be redeemed, and after experiencing the dirty side of the world, he also felt the warmest side of the world.
He miraculously had the second or third bonds, the second was the dean's grandfather, and the third was the dean's grandfather's instructions to him before he died.
Let him not only see the evil of the world, nor be immersed in hatred and hatred all the time. In addition to hatred, there are some beautiful things in this world, such as dreams, the pursuit of a thing, and when he is completely immersed in the emotions of these things, he will not feel pain, and then he will be happy.
He listened, at first to fulfill the last wish of the dean's grandfather, and then gradually immersed himself in it.
And his choice is - actor.
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