Lu Chan wasn't afraid of disgust or anything, and he couldn't produce this kind of emotion in this body.

There is also some sympathy and pity, yes, pity.

Because Lu Chan deeply understands that how powerful a person like Shentu Mingliang is on the surface, how painful he is in his heart.

It was a painful and tired moan after climbing back from hell, and when I just crawled out, I still longed for redemption and healing, desperately wanted to integrate into the life of a normal person, wanted to be a normal person, not like becoming different, didn't want to become a monster!

But the truth is...... They can never be normal, and when they are pulled in, the moment they are forced to assimilate into those morbid dark thoughts, they are no longer normal.

When their last hope for this world, the last longing for salvation, does not appear, they are completely hopeless, and can only give up on themselves and fall into darkness forever.

With the ugly sin and hatred that the world has given him, a person struggles, suffers, and twists alone, until his fragile nerves can no longer bear this torture, and then immerses himself in the abyss of loneliness and darkness, and pathologically and painfully pulls others into the dark and desperate hell with him.

Many times, people will always be infected and assimilated by a certain ideology at a certain inadvertent moment, unconsciously dive into the depths of their minds, take root, and then never quit and can't erase it.

……

Lu Chan rubbed his sour body, and under the shadow of the tips of his hair, the look of amazement, pity and indifference in his eyes was intertwined, which was a little complicated.

Compared to Shentu Mingliang, he is much luckier, isn't he......

The corners of his mouth pulled out a faint mocking smile, it was no one else who was laughing, it was himself who was laughing.

laughed at his binding system and got out of that world, went around and around for two lives, and actually returned to such a body, such a body with psychopathic genes that was exactly the same as the original body before he crossed over.

He now finally understood why the pass rate for the first time in the special time realm was so low. Not only is the reason for the vagueness of the goals of the world mission, but the most important fear is that the world that those missionaries are transported to are the scenes and characters they least want to face, or not like to experience again, because those can be called their inner demons.

Just like him, he tried his best to dodge, but he was thrown into this body. Yes, he hated the body now, even the most disgusted, he hated the feeling of barely feeling any emotion.

Even the most basic pain and sadness can't be felt, even if the heart is pierced with thousands of holes, the pain is dripping blood, and there is only a piece of peace left under the filter of the mind......

Just like the dean grandfather who saved him at the beginning, because after he died, he should have felt so sad that he was almost dying, and his heart was almost stopping, but he could only feel a trace of undetectable sadness in his mind. In the end, he could only watch his grandfather with a calm and cold-blooded face, and cut off his last breath until he was buried.

Even if he is extremely self-spurning in his heart, even if he wants to kill himself in pain, it will not help......

Fortunately, the general experience and environment of this body are not the same as his, although it is also extremely depressing, which can induce psychopathic environment, but it is much better.

If you really restore the original orphanage to him, and the things before the orphanage, he may really not be able to restrain himself after recovering his memory, he will go crazy, and he doesn't know what he will do.

……

He came to this world eight years ago by blocking his memory, and changed the trajectory of many of the original owners. According to the original plot, Su Qi's life is not like this.

In the original plot, Su Qi of this body is just a character who has been brushed aside, a real cannon fodder.

Because of congenital genetic problems, his mother fell ill from time to time, and without his participation, Su Qi himself had autism, and those bastards in the alley bullied his mother and him from time to time, Su Qi didn't go to school at all.

The mother's suicide also happened in the plot, but Su Qi, who was still young and autistic, couldn't do anything to deal with it. At that time, Su Qi, who was beaten up by those bastards who asked for money and didn't ask for it, came home and saw his mother in a pool of blood, and the whole person was frightened.

After that time, his mother left, and Su Qi was also psychologically distorted in the successive blows and abuse.

Su Qi has always been in this oppressive, dangerous and painful environment, the string called tension in his heart is tense all the time, and it is extremely fragile, and the death of his mother directly broke Su Qi's string.

The congenital psychopathy was completely induced by the environment, and the whole person became distorted and perverted.

After being suppressed for a while, he also became a criminal like Shentu Mingliang who committed a lot of perverted murders.

Usually working all kinds of jobs to make a living, people are as silent as ever, and they look like they are good bullies.

Those bastards in civilian areas are still used to bullying him, and every time Su Qi makes money, they divide it up, leaving only a little money that can barely eat, and Su Qi doesn't care.

It's just that every once in a while, I always like to find some "prey" and brutally torture and kill. Su Qi at the time of the massacre also did not have any mood fluctuations like after being bullied by others, and was as calm as chopping melons and vegetables.

Among those prey, there were also a few of those bastards who had bullied him, and their deaths were extremely cruel, but none of them would think of Su Qi, after all, he was such a wastewood.

In this way, until he was sixteen or seventeen years old, when he was working in a bar, he saw Zhou Yujie at a glance and fell in love at first sight.

However, how can such a madman who has completely lost his emotional humanity have such feelings as love can have feelings similar to love, so it is just a glorified statement.

After seeing Zhou Yujie, Lu Chan also understood why Su Qi fell in love with her, the reason is very simple, Zhou Yujie's face is seven or eight points like Su Qi's mother, the only person Su Qi cares about and has a relationship.

Su Qi forcibly applied that emotion to Zhou Yujie and pursued her frantically.

And psychopathic people like this have an almost pathological desire to control what they care about, the kind that destroys if they don't get it.

And coincidentally, Zhou Yujie's fiancé Shen Tu Mingliang happens to be such a madman.

According to the description of Zhou Yujie in the plot, he is only a cannon fodder, because Shentu Mingliang in the plot is not as dazzling as now, and Zhou Yujie does not worship and like Shentu Mingliang as much as he does now. And Shentu Mingliang didn't have any feelings for her in that physical situation.

But for that kind of madman, it is his belonging, and being coveted and prying eyes by others is a provocation and insult to him.

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