Su Jun rubbed his face with his hands, Zhou Yutao's words made him feel very guilty and guilty, he wondered if he didn't say it clearly enough?

Was he not direct enough?

That's why Peaches keeps misunderstanding herself?

"Momoko, listen to me, during the time when the two of us were in each other's relationship, I never had other thoughts and thoughts, really, I swear by my personality!"

Su Jun licked his dry lips, tried his best to control his emotions, slowed down his speech, looked at Zhou Yutao and said word by word:

"Later, you persuaded me not to go to the battlefield and persuaded me to leave the army, but I actually knew in my heart that you were afraid that I would be in danger, and that I would not be able to come back after I went to the battlefield.

While I was sad in my heart, I was actually grateful to you, grateful for your worries and thoughts about me, but it was also at that time that I clearly realized that there were differences in our ideological consciousness.

I am a soldier, and it is my entire ideal and responsibility to defend my family and country, and to dedicate myself.

It is impossible for me to live a life of hot kang with my wife and children around the small family of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea every day like ordinary people.

I can't give you the warm, beautiful, and always abiding married life you want.

Since I can't give it, I can't delay you, so I wrote back to tell you that the two of us are not suitable.

I thought you would understand after reading the letter and would let me go, I didn't know it hurt you so much, I'm sorry. ”

Zhou Yutao broke down, she squatted down, buried her face in her knees, and cried loudly.

She questioned so loudly and roared loudly, but was she really that confident in her heart?

Not necessarily, she didn't receive the letter from the Soviet Army in reply to her, so how could she not read the three words 'inappropriate' clearly?

But after all, she is still unwilling, unwilling, and reluctant!

The fermentation of all kinds of emotions made her blindfold, burned the letter, erased the traces, she only let herself remember those good memories, and told herself over and over again that it was the angry words of the Soviet army, and when he came back, she admitted a mistake to him, and everything would return to the way it was.

But when he returned, he told her that he already had a partner......

So what has become of her?

Who is responsible for her true feelings?

The Soviet army, the Soviet army, can afford to be flirtatious but can't afford to accompany it, if it is not intentional, why bother to provoke people to pay the wrong love?

Even if she took the initiative to approach him at first, if he didn't give any response, what else could she do with him?

In the final analysis, it was he, the Soviet army, who failed her and turned his back on her......

Zhou Yutao cried like a helpless child, she shrunk into a ball, like a fetus hiding in her mother's womb, using the most primitive instinct to protect herself.

"Peach...... I'm sorry!"

Su Jun stepped forward and took out a handkerchief to hand it to her, but she never raised her head.

In the world of love, only two people are allowed, one less is not enough, and one more is not.

Zhou Yutao knew what it meant for the Soviet army to be sorry. In this relationship, she lost to him and herself.

When she felt that her tears were about to dry up, Zhou Yutao collected her gloomy and almost desperate mood and staggered to her feet.

From this moment on, she didn't want any concern after the Soviet army didn't love, and she didn't want to show humility in front of him anymore.

She told herself to be strong, even if fate teased her, she had to live bravely, not thinking about the past, not afraid of the future, no one is anyone's ......

Damn, go to your Soviet army!