"I'm really not thin, it's just a little stronger than before," Zhuang Lijun took the rice bowl in her hand and smiled at her, "Our food is still guaranteed." ”

They fought the front line, and food logistics could naturally be guaranteed.

She looked at him seriously, and suddenly remembered a sentence, dressed thin and undressed.

Her face turned red instantly, she hadn't seen it, how did she know if there was meat?

"What's wrong?" he looked at her inexplicably, wondering why she blushed at the mention of food.

"Ahem," she coughed lightly and quickly diverted the subject, "Are you going to go again when you come back this time?"

This is the problem she is most concerned about, in the days when he was on the front line, she was worried about his safety day and night, and now he has experienced nine deaths, if he wants to go back, she can't object, but the little heart really can't stand it.

He glanced at her apologetically, "I'm coming back from vacation this time, and I'm going back in ten days." ”

Her face suddenly fell, and her lips moved, but after all, she still didn't say anything, where her responsibilities were, and she would make such a choice.

"Don't worry, I'll be careful. For his family, he was full of regret.

"Well," she replied softly, "I believe you." ”

The more empathetic she was, the more guilty he felt in his heart, "Okay, I-"

"I understand, soldiers take obedience as their duty, and when we can't choose, we can only try to do our part," she couldn't bear to make him feel embarrassed after all, and let out a long breath, "I'll wait for you, you don't have psychological pressure, just let go and do what you have to do, I can understand." ”

His heart was sour and swollen, he knew the truth of giving up his small family for everyone, and he had never hesitated to waver in the past, but after being with her, he had more worries in his heart.

"Yes, thank you!" he paused and looked at her earnestly.

"Thank me for what to do, in fact, it is you who should be thanked, if it were not for you fighting bravely on the front line to protect the family and defend the country, how could we have a quiet time now?" she shook her head lightly, suppressing the sourness in her heart, "Your deeds have touched many people, including my classmates, they are also grateful and admired for you, and they also ask me to pay tribute to you." ”

Zhuang Lijun was a little embarrassed, she had mentioned these words to him in the letter, he didn't take it too seriously at that time, and now she said this solemnly, and then looked at the admiring eyes of the students around him, and his heart swelled with warmth and pride.

It is their responsibility and obligation for soldiers to defend their families and defend the country, and it is their responsibility and obligation to fight on the front line, and he never thought of anything in return, but when he knew that his efforts were respected, he suddenly felt that all his efforts were worth it.

"If you go back, do you still have to go to the front line?"

"Yes, because I have worked there for a period of time, and I am familiar with all aspects of the situation there, I have an advantage in this regard, so some tasks will be entrusted to me to go deep behind enemy lines. ”

Liu Hao knew that he was born as an excellent scout, and the current scouts were like special forces, specializing in some of the most dangerous tasks, which was even more dangerous than fighting directly on the front line.

"But don't worry, it won't be long before you're back. He whispered.

"yes, I know. She nodded.

Zhuang Lijun glanced at her strangely, she didn't say this casually, it seemed that she really knew, but how could she know? His heart jumped, he thought of some ridiculous possibilities, and then secretly shook his head, denying his guess.

"General Chen Ke's incident ......" Zhuang Lijun glanced at her with some hesitation, "If it weren't for your dream, if I promised you not to take a plane, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to come back." ”

"You didn't make it clear in your letter, so I'm a little surprised, it stands to reason that you were already on the battlefield at that time, right?"

"Not yet, he approved my application to go to the battlefield, but I was supposed to come back with his plane to report back that day......" Although the soldier is not afraid of death, he still feels afraid when he thinks of the situation that day, if he boarded that plane, where can he stand in front of her and say this, but at the same time, there is also a deep regret in his heart, "Your intuition is really accurate, if I had known that the plane would have an accident, I would not have said anything to let General Chen get on the plane." ”

She lowered her head and was silent, she knew that the plane would have an accident, but she could only save Zhuang Lijun, not more people.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhuang Lijun noticed her depressed mood and looked at her suspiciously, unsure if he had said the wrong thing.

"If you knew that there was going to be an accident on that plane, how would you stop General Chen from getting on the plane? Say that you dreamed about it? Say that you are an unpredictable prophet? Will anyone believe it? If they insist on not listening to your advice and something really happens, what should you say in the face of investigation? If they don't have an accident, will anyone think that you are crazy and no longer suitable for your current position?"

Her series of questions knocked him down, and he just said it casually, not expecting her to be so serious.

"I advise you because I know that you will trust me unconditionally, you are someone I can trust and rely on, even if what I say is vexatious, you will try your best to fulfill your promise to me, but I can't ask others to treat me the same way you treat me, and I can't bear the slightest possibility of danger for you, even if it's just a possibility, do you understand what I mean?......"

"I know, don't get me wrong," he nodded, her excited attitude surprised him, "I really didn't blame you, I know your helplessness......"

He vaguely felt that the dream that Liu Hao had at the beginning might really be related to Chen Ke's plane falling, so she didn't want to follow Chen Ke and didn't agree to let her take the plane, of course, he also understood her contradictions and conflicts, everyone is an atheist, even if she is sure that the dream is real, it is impossible to tell everyone loudly, not to mention that she herself may not believe in the reality of the dream at that time, so the only thing she can do is to prevent the people closest to her from boarding the plane.

"There are many disasters that we can't completely stop even if we know they will happen, which is the most painful and helpless. Her meaningful words made his eyebrows move.

Disasters happen mostly because of their unpredictability, so why would she explain that she knew that disasters would happen?