Chapter 48: Resentment of in-laws

I can't go to my parents' house, I can't go to my in-laws' house, I can't go back to my own house, and I don't dare to go back to the dormitory, for fear that my depressed appearance will frighten my colleagues.

I went to open another room, and this time there were no tears, and the tears were all drained. Marriage is inseparable, since Fan Junchao can apologize to her, although it is an insincere apology, it also shows that he doesn't want to divorce, he understands that she has no use value for him, but his parents are still involved in money and business, and he will not affect his wealth.

And both parents have their own selfish intentions, for money, for their son, in short, not for her, on the one hand, their biological parents, on the other hand, they are the parents in their hearts, whether it is family affection or feelings, they are all love, but this love, she is injured and her body is incomplete, like invisible sulfuric acid poured on her, she can't see but is in pain.

Since she can't get married, she can only accept her fate, but she doesn't want to admit it, wants to change, wants to break free, and wants to live for herself.

Why did everyone force her to death? She hated them so much, she hated them to death, and even her in-laws had begun to hate her, and she had changed from dependence to trust to resentment.

She recalled from beginning to end, she shouldn't have taken her parents to travel, she couldn't go with her because she wasn't at ease for a while, she couldn't go with Yuan Zhixia to get acquainted with her and leave WeChat, she couldn't contact WeChat so hotly, she couldn't agree to meet her son if she was not suitable for her son at the first time, she couldn't continue to get along with her son at the beginning, and she shouldn't get married。

After marriage, Fan Junchao's gambling led to bankruptcy, and he still failed to divorce, soft-hearted again and again, hesitant again and again, and took the wrong path again and again, resulting in this situation at this moment, Qiao Qiaoyan did not have a tear in the hotel, and thought clearly about the story from beginning to end with a quilt, her experience has to be said to have her own responsibilities, and she can't choose to be born in her parents and family environment, but all decisions in adulthood will lead to future fate, fate can be changed, but she is getting worse and worse.

If she has selfishness, it is to covet her father's love and mother's love, which she lacks and desires. In exchange for father's love and mother's love, the sweetness of marriage and love was buried.

Father's love and mother's love for themselves is obtained, but it is hypocritical, Yuan Zhixia and Fan Qinglin's care and care are also purposeful, selfish, all for their son, looking back on their good things, in a word, it was touching and warm at the time, but now the memories are full of falsehoods, she was deceived, and she can't see through.

She hates Yuan Zhixia and Fan Qinglin so much, more than she hates her parents, her parents have never let themselves have any hope and illusions, but Yuan Zhixia and Fan Qinglin let themselves sincerely believe that they have been warm, and this kind of taste is more sad than not getting their care.

She actually understood the couple at the beginning, but she pitied the hearts of parents all over the world, and no matter how good a person is, she can't make a fair decision when facing the affairs of her children.

But they don't care about her too much, Fan Junchao has made serious unforgivable mistakes again and again, and they will intercede for him, they are reasonable people, but now they are unreasonable, and even their gentle faces have become sinful.