Chapter Ninety-Four: Heartfelt Conversation in the Valley
He shook his head amusedly, knelt down, and applied medicine to the wound on my leg.
"I'll just do it myself, it's just a minor injury. β
He ignored me and pinched his fingers at the joints a few times: "It doesn't look like it's just a bruise. Yun'er, bear with me. β
"Bear with me?" As soon as the words came out, I heard a click, the bones shifted, I exclaimed in pain, and I didn't have a good breath, "Please say hello in advance, okay, every time it is all sudden, deliberately scare me, right?"
He smiled faintly and did not speak. The campfire crackled, his face was so handsome in the light of the fire, and the shadows on the rock wall outlined the outline of his bowed head and serious application. Every time, he medicated medicated, bandaged my wounds, was careful, meticulous and attentive, and every time I was not allowed to refuse, as if this was his obligation. With him by his side, I feel that I have never been alone, even if I am alone in this strange time and space without relatives and no reason. And the care he gave me was the kind of care that no one else had ever given me other than his own parents. And what have I done for him......
I was faintly frustrated, and sighed lightly: "Ovary, am I not stupid. β
He looked up at me, with a warm smile in his eyes: "I don't think you seem to be a little stupid when you say that." β
"I'm so stupid, isn't it troublesome?"
"How can I say it, Yun'er is a little clumsy, but...... Yun'er is very good at arithmetic and eloquent, andβ" he paused and sneered, "Isn't it still psychological?" he sat back down beside me, still smiling, looking sideways at me, and concluding esoterically, "So Yun'er's head doesn't seem stupid." β
He also mentioned psychology, this kind of compliment is obviously with undisguised teasing, and he clearly knows very well that the so-called psychology is that I am fooling him.
"But this kind of world, without superb martial arts, I may not be able to talk about it in the future, it will drag you down, aren't you worried?"
"Hmm~~~" He nodded approvingly, and said, "So Yun'er must not run around, I can save some snacks." β
I frowned, my heart sank, and I always felt like I was being ridiculed. Depressed for a while, I continued to persevere in the problem: "If I am discovered by the empire or the Yin-Yang family and arrested, what else can you do?"
His face changed slightly: "Yun'er, why did you suddenly ask this." β
"There will always be times when you can't do it, but there's no guarantee that they won't find out, and given their strength, it's easy to catch me. β
He looked at me for a long time, thought about it, and said slowly: "I think, Fusu will save you." β
"Fusu?" A trace of surprise flashed in my heart, he actually said Fusu, I felt a little angry inexplicably, "What if he doesn't save it?"
He smiled meaninglessly: "The problem is, he will definitely save you! Yun'er is right, everyone will be beyond the power of the time." If Fusu has the ability to protect you, he can heroically save the United States, which is not impossible. β
I looked at him coldly: "You, what do you mean, Ovary!" actually let me out like this, this person is really strange, I was serious before, let me not see Fusu, and now I turn around so fast!
He looked at my expression and said with a smile: "Yun'er, are you angry?"
I snorted and ignored him, even though I knew that this vexatious question was my own beginning. Women are so contradictory, they always like to listen to the answers of men who are carried away by their feelings and lose their minds, but they don't want the other party to really do that. For example, now, if Zhang Liang said that he would fight to save me, I would definitely persuade him not to be stupid, it would be a useless adventure. But he calmly analyzed the problem and said that he would not come to the rescue, but I was a little annoyed.
He put his arm around my shoulder, and when he saw that I deliberately dodged away, he hugged me harder, and said softly: "So Yun'er must protect herself and let me do what I can, you know?"
He rested my head on his shoulder, and my forehead pressed against his neck, warm.
Love in this troubled world is so poignant and sadistic, maybe he also had worries, afraid that there would be times when he couldn't do it, so he silently inspired me to slowly become stronger, so he domineeringly didn't let me out of his control. Compared to Chi Lian, he is really much happier.
"The ovary, His Royal Highness Honglian has paid so much, and she is willing to become a killer for Wei Zhuang, but she has been hurt a lot, and it is really distressing to see her treat herself like this. β
"Everyone will be lost sometimes, there will always be an opportunity for us to re-understand ourselves, just like her today, the meaning of quicksand, she is not talking about herself. β
"Small and powerless, up and down with the wind. Me too, right?"
"Yun'er, everyone has their innate responsibilities, since "Canglong" chose to bring you here, there is naturally a reason, you have to believe that you can bear such a responsibility, you don't have to force yourself to change for anyone, you just need to be the best yourself, for yourself and for the world. β
I sighed and said, "Actually, compared to Princess Red Lotus, I have really paid very little, you have always been protecting me, and I have not done anything for you at all." β
He shook his head, as if he had heard something funny: "Yun'er doesn't need to do anything for me, just take care of yourself and protect yourself." β
My heart shuddered, and my throat choked. Perhaps the best romance is when you can be yourself completely, and your significant other is still obsessed with the real you, and I think I met the right person, who loves me and protects me, and makes me live for myself, not for humble attachment.
I put my arms around him and leaned against his chest.
"Ovary, I know I'm clumsy but... I think I'm going to rely on you for the rest of my life. Are you afraid?"
"I'm afraid. Speaking of this, he chuckled lightly, touched my head, and his tone suddenly became deep again, "I'm afraid that Yun'er will suffer with me." Why should Yun'er give up the past and stay here. β
The thunder was loud, the rain was pouring, sweeping the heavens and the earth, washing the wind and sand, and between me and him, the wind and rain were silent, and the end of the world was silent. Just like the night when the stars were shining, he said that if you can go back, remember to forget about it. And at this moment, I want to say the response from the bottom of my heart.
"One can never know what one should want, because one can only live once, and one cannot compare it with a previous life or correct it in the next. There is no way to test which choice is good, because there is no comparison of zΓ i. A qiΔ is experienced immediately, only this once, can not be prepared. I buried my head in his chest a little more, took a deep breath, and plucked up the courage to say, "I believe in this saying, people are only half born and walk in the world in order to find the other half. Some people are lucky and find it quickly. And some people have to look for a lifetime. If I really meet it, but I give it up lightly, maybe I will never meet it again in my life, and I think I will definitely regret it. β
He didn't answer, and I didn't dare to look up, I just hugged him, and my head went blank.
I don't know how long I held him, he suddenly smiled softly in my ear and said, "If Yun'er really can't go back, then I can only reluctantly take Yun'er in." β
"What do you mean by reluctance!" I let go of my hand around him, sat up straight, and frowned at him.
He looked at me, half playful and half serious: "Yun'er, I will be responsible for the matter of getting married." β
I glared at him, "Who wants you to be responsible! β
As soon as the words came out, I suddenly felt that I was speechless, how to make it seem that I was going to stick it upside down, I turned sideways and moved away. The word responsible, neat and tidy, is just an obligation, and no matter how uncomfortable you feel, you can't listen to it.
I thought about it for a while, and his voice suddenly sounded faintly behind me: "Yun'er sit down." β
"No, I can't. β
"There is only one cape. β
ββ¦β¦β
Hearing the sound of hay rubbing, he moved to my side, took my arm around me, and scooped me into his arms, and put his cloak over him like a child in his arms. He said softly, "So that you don't get cold." β
I saw the dim glow of the fire, casting two shadows that merged into one on the wall.
His chin rubbed my hair lightly and whispered, "Yun'er, I didn't say I wasn't happy. β
I looked up at him. His stretched eyebrows tightened slightly, and he pulled me closer, and said, "I just don't want you to bear too much ...... because of me."
I covered his mouth and interrupted, "Actually, I would rather be able to help you bear something, rather than being so worry-free all day long." β
He shook his head, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, and his fingers were still gently ruffling my hair.
I raised my arms around his neck, showing his smiling appearance, my fingers unconsciously touched my raised lips, and said with a smile: "I can see a little scar from the last injury."
"Yun'er. He took my hand and stroked his upper lip, stared at me, his eyes like the deep sea, as if a starlight had fallen, and suddenly a light smile opened at the corner of his mouth, "I hope Bai Feng will not suddenly appear again." β
I sneered, my face hot, and I lowered my head. He held my face in the palm of his hand to meet him, leaned down slightly to me, kissed the tip of my nose, extended to the lip flap, pecked gently, and covered it softly. The spray of hot air poured into my mouth continuously, and his smelly taste, the faint sandalwood fragrance and the gentle bookish smell, all infected me, clamped the back of my head, deepened the kiss, gentle but carefree, without hesitation, and without the messiness of drunkenness.
I tightened my arms around him, but he suddenly stopped, and looked up at my delicate appearance, his narrow eyes shining brightly, and the red glow on his cheeks was fainted, and it was even more psychedelic in the flickering firelight. Stunned for a moment, the corners of his mouth slowly raised, then lowered his head, and kissed me, I closed my eyes, my whole body was hot as if there was a warm current rushing and running, the intertwining of lips and tongue, unable to extricate myself, let it sink. The corners of my eyes are moist, and I feel that my drifting heart, with the soil of landing, will take root and sprout when it rains, and bloom the most beautiful flowers, full of fragrant flowers.
The sound of the wind and rain gradually softened, and I fell asleep in his arms, and seemed to hear him whispering in my ear with a thick smile: "Yun'er is weak and strong, very cute." β
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Note: The heroine's confession is quoted from Kundera's "The Unbearable Lightness of Life"
One can never know what one wants, because one can only live once, and one cannot compare it with a previous life or correct it in a future life. There is no way to test which choice is good, because there is no comparison of zΓ i. A qiΔ is experienced immediately, only this once, can not be prepared.