Chapter 195: I want to be willing to change
Jiang Nuan's eyes were always closed, but her ears listened carefully to the sounds around her.
To her disappointment, he never heard the sound of An Hao tearing the medicine. Or any sound of plastic rubbing.
That proves that An Hao has not been taking medicine, he doesn't know An Hao's medicine, and he has to take it several times a day. What is the dosage?
She really wanted to remind An Hao to continue taking the medicine, and she also wanted to know how often An Hao took the medicine.
But he had no one to inquire about.
If Chen Yi inquires, Chen Yi will definitely tell everything about it again, then the matter will be completely exposed.
So she pretended not to care, flipped over again, and then opened her eyes and looked well.
To her surprise, An Hao didn't sleep or take medicine again, and kept staring out the window in a daze, with a very desolate expression.
It was as if it was an old man who was approaching the sunset, nostalgic for the last bit of sunshine.
The thought of this word made her heart ache inexplicably.
Think about what it was like when he first saw Anhao?
At that time, Xiao He was slender and beautiful, and the appearance on his face was magical.
Handsome face is the dream of thousands of girls, that man, but all this is ruined in Jiang Nuan's hands.
After all, she couldn't bear to see such a good thing again, so she interrupted An Hao's musings. "Hey, what are you looking at, so attentive. ”
She said her tone as lightly and happily as possible, but her heart hurt like a knife.
Jiang Nuan, who had just turned around to look at him, always wore an elegant smile that had not changed for thousands of years. "I didn't look at anything, you're fine, why don't you sleep for a while? When I wake up in the morning, I see that you have two big dark circles under your eyes, and they are still on them. ”
After An Hao finished speaking, An Hao gently stroked the position of Jiang Nuan's dark circles with his index finger. "Sleep a little longer, it's still early, I'll call you when it's time." No, the flight attendant will call you. You've got to get 120,000 up, so you have to sleep well. I'm a survival novice who still needs to rely on you to raise some points. ”
The beauty is already in the twilight, but the beauty is still comforting her.
I thought of this poignant word. But he didn't read it, just watched it closely. "Well, you know? Your face is beautiful in the twilight. ”
When she said this, she couldn't help but reach out and stroke the side of An's face.
Of course, his sudden action made An Hao a little uncomfortable. With a good face, he wanted to avoid his clutches and avoid his clutches, but Jiang Nuannuan's hand followed the past. "Don't be so stingy, just take a look, I want to remember you. I want to remember you for the rest of my life. ”
I'm afraid that the heavens will not follow people's will, and I will never be able to be with you again.
I really want to grow old with you.
He only said the first half, and the second half was not said to him. But there was a lot of love in her eyes.
Wellness can be seen and felt.
Although An Hao didn't want to admit that Jiang Nuan was emotionally attached to him now, he could still see it.
He didn't know if the object of Jiangnan's affection was Xiao He, or whether he would accompany him as an Anhao later.
Either way, he didn't want to see it. for his body was in dilapidation.
will collapse soon, he wants a healthy person to accompany Jiang Nuan, and wants Jiang Nuan to spend the rest of his life happily.
"No matter how beautiful it is, it's just skin. You shouldn't look at me like that, because my heart belongs and I can't love you anymore. An Hao said that he was serious, and directly pulled Jiang Nuan's hand off his face. "You should go to a boyfriend, your long-standing man. ”
Jiang Nan's eyes were fixed on An Hao's face: You just can't stay with me for a long time. So you chose to stay with me in this way? Do you know? It's been a short time, but I already feel like it's been a long time. In fact, we can get along in a better way. Why do you need to use the most cruel way?
It was a monologue of her own heart, and he didn't say it, but saw that it was well. "Everyone has the right to like people, and you can't take it away from me. Before I find the next person I like, let me like you. Your daughter-in-law didn't come back anyway. You don't know where your wife is. ”
It seems that time has returned to two years ago, no, three years ago! At that time, she had just recognized Xiao He.
She is confessing to Xiao Xiaohe every day in a different way,
At that time, Chen Yi said that she was very thick-skinned, but she was still very happy.
She grew up knowing what she liked, and she was bold enough to admit what she liked.
She is willing to give a lot and is willing to chase, even when she is stimulated by congratulatory words.
But she still bravely said to Xiao He I like you very much, I love you.
Evidence of the ridiculous things she did on that rainy night.
So much so that now they have an extra child, and that child is also her own sin.
"Don't, don't be like this, there's no way I like you. I will always love only my wife, it is impossible to be with other people in this life, this life is very short, it is only enough to love her. An Hao smiled at the corners of his mouth, as if recalling some kind of happy thing before.
"It's a short life. These five big characters knocked Jiang Nuan's entire brain neuralgia. It hurts as if it's broken.
An Hao's life could have been very long, but it became very short because of his Jiang Nuan.
He's the culprit.
"Believe me, it's a long life, it can be a long, long enough time that you can take your son to elementary school, he goes to middle school, he goes to high school, and then he sends him to college, and then he brings a girlfriend back to see you, and you can go to his wedding. ”
Jiang Nuan said while fantasizing about that scene.
That scene must have been beautiful.
That's what she expected.
She expects a good outcome for her and her children.
However, with this good result, he bet all his bets on that unknown element. She knew she was making a big bet, what if she failed. Then it's all empty.
Children will become orphans.
Anhao will be buried forever under the black earth.
And she, Jiang Nuan, as a culprit and a sinner, will we live for a lifetime?
"Nuan Nuan, do you know that what you said is beautiful, I don't think the paradise of the outer beauty is as beautiful as you say? If all this can be realized in front of me, how great would it be? I am willing to spend the next life in exchange, no! I am also willing to bet on the next life. An Hao said, out of his inner thoughts.
Jiang Nuan said that he was very moved, it was indeed the vision in his heart, watching his son grow up and start a family.