031: Tell the truth
Xiao Yunke raised her eyebrows: "Sister doesn't want to tell her?"
Only if you don't want to tell her, will you be embarrassed whether to tell or not.
Now that Xiao Zhenglin is in such a condition, as his daughter, Xiao Tianhuang should know about it, but if she tells her, her life that she has finally calmed down will be broken again, if she doesn't know, when something unspeakable happens to Xiao Zhenglin in the future, it has nothing to do with her, but if she says it, it will be different.
After all, the father and daughter are together, and she can't really be indifferent.
Lou Yueqing did not deny it: "She has completely let go of the past now and started over, I didn't want her to know anything about Liguo!"
When she can't hear any news about the past, she may be able to be distracted, but once she learns the news of Beili and learns that Xiao Zhenglin's life is not long, can she still be idle?
Absolutely not, so, Lou Yueqing didn't know what to do, she didn't want to break the peace and comfort that Xiao Tianhuang had so hard won, if it was something else, even if it was a big thing, she wouldn't let Xiao Tianhuang know, but her father ......
Xiao Yunke lowered her eyes and thought about it, pursed her lips and said: "But sister, the imperial uncle and her are father and daughter after all, the imperial uncle is not an aunt, she may not care about the life and death of her aunt, but this does not mean that she doesn't care about the imperial uncle, she grew up next to the imperial uncle, how can the father-daughter relationship for so many years be indelible, she has the right to know everything about the imperial uncle!"
Over the years, Xiao Zhenglin really can't live with Xiao Tinghuang's daughter, Xiao Tinghuang's misfortune for half of his life, Xiao Zhenglin can't escape the blame, Xiao Tinghuang doesn't understand him It's human nature, but there is one thing that can't be denied, that is, Xiao Zhenglin's love for Xiao Tinghuang.
In the past ten years, Xiao Zhenglin is afraid that he is the best person to Xiao Tianhuang, those loves, not because of Lou Yueqing, but just treating her as another daughter, and Lou Yueqing is different from the pain, but these things involve too much, he has too much helplessness, concealing her life experience, in order to cover up this royal scandal, and also to protect the two sisters, that is the only thing he can do as a father, after the uncontrollable development of this matter was unexpected, trying his best to prevent them from being harmed by these bloody and sinful things, but what happened later was out of his control and caused irreparable damage, and thus caused an irreparable deficit.
But in fact, Xiao Zhenglin still cares about this daughter very much, but he is preconceived, and his favorite is always the daughter who was once held in the palm of his hand, which is irreplaceable.
In the past six months, his condition has become more and more serious, and many times he has been whispering the names of his two daughters when he is unconscious.
He has many children, and for many of his children, he is actually a very cold and ruthless father, even if he loves a few of them, there is a reason.
He loves her and Xiao Yishen very much, because their father and mother died early, and his father is his brother who grew up with his mother, he loves Wu and Wu, and turns all his guilt and love for his brother into love for their brother and sister.
He loves Xiao Yike very much, because Xiao Yike's biological father died to save him, because Xiao Yike's mother is the daughter of his mentor and his younger sister, and Xiao Yike himself is indifferent and has no ambition.
He loves Xiao Yiheng because Xiao Yiheng is the son he has been looking for for more than 20 years, and when Xiao Yiheng was not born, he had high hopes for this son, and this son was born to be separated is his biggest regret for so many years, and now Xiao Yiheng is his successor.
And he loves these two daughters, just as a father's love for his daughters, it has nothing to do with anything, not even their biological mothers, just because they are his daughters.
Now that he is seriously ill and has a short life, although he doesn't say it, in fact, he also really wants to see Xiao Tianhuang.
Lou Yueqing agreed with Xiao Yunke's words, but looking at her bulging abdomen, she smiled bitterly: "It's just that if I want to tell her about my father's illness, I may not be able to hide it!"
She didn't want Xiao Tinghuang to know her situation at all, if Xiao Tinghuang knew that she was pregnant, where could she stay in Ruoshui, she would definitely come to see her, if she saw her like this, she would definitely be worried to death, she didn't even want Xiao Tinghuang to know, how could she bear to let Xiao Tinghuang see her appearance at the moment.
She has lost a lot of weight, her face is so haggard and thin, she can hardly see the shadow of the past, there are so many people around her, the distressed eyes when she looks at her every day, she can't bear it, she really doesn't want Xiao Tianhuang to see her now
Xiao Yunke smiled helplessly: "She will always know, you don't want to wait until you give birth to raise yourself and let her know!"
Lou Yueqing looked at Xiao Yunke with a reasonable expression, she originally planned to do so.
Xiao Yunke was speechless.
If she waited for one day in the future, Xiao Tianhuang came to see her, but unexpectedly found that she had two more nephews without warning, and her face was probably green.
Angry.
Lou Yueqing smiled: "Let's talk about this matter again!" As she spoke, she thought for a moment, then turned her head to look at Mo Li and said, "Mo Li, you go and reply to the letter, tell her about my father's situation, don't mention it in advance!"
Mo Lili retreated.
After Mo left, Xiao Yunke pondered for a moment before hesitating and asked: "The second brother and the sixth brother are here, I know you didn't ask you because you didn't want them to know about this, but now that they are not here, sister, tell me, is the aunt Lou's illness related to the aunt?"
Although she and Mo Li didn't say the words clearly just now, she looked like that, and she specially asked Jing Fei to come over and ask, how smart Xiao Yunke is, how could she not guess.
Lou Yueqing saw that Xiao Yunke asked, but she didn't hide it, and briefly told Xiao Yunke about the matter, and after speaking, she smiled bitterly: "Do you think I'm too selfish, when I learned that my aunt's miscarriage was not her doing, even if she was a cold bystander, I tried my best to tell myself that she was no wonder about it, just so that I could face the Lou family and my mother calmly!"
After learning the truth of this matter, she did have such thoughts, and even had that moment of rejoicing, Lou Mingxuan's matter is no wonder Jing Fei, even if Jing Fei's cold eyes back then were the reason for Lou Mingxuan's injury, but at least it was not caused by her own hands, and it is not incomprehensible for Jing Feizhi to watch coldly, after all, Lou Mingxuan and her father's affair was inherently wrong, her father was wrong for drinking and disorderly, Lou Mingxuan was wrong for not refusing, and they shouldn't have a child, and that incident hurt Jing Fei, embarrassed her, and lost a child, so it is understandable that she watched coldly, and in the end she also saved Lou Mingxuan's life at the last moment, so she can't be blamed for this......
And it is understandable that she killed Lou Mingxuan and the child, any woman will inevitably have such thoughts when facing such a thing, so it is understandable......
She was actually excusing that woman, just for her own peace of mind, in order to reduce the burden on her heart, she spurned such herself.
But she doesn't know what she can do, in the final analysis, this matter is really not to blame Jing Fei, although she hates her, but she will not unreasonably blame all the faults on her, in the end, all three of them are at fault in this matter, and this matter is a matter of their previous generation, she is not qualified to judge who is right and who is wrong, and she can't blame anyone, but if Lou Mingxuan had an accident back then, Jing Fei did it, she would have no shame to face the Lou family and Mrs. Ning Guo, and now since it is not Jing Fei's fault, she has no right to put her beak.
Speaking of which, she is also a selfish person.
Xiao Yunke smiled faintly and said: "This matter was originally a matter of the three of them, it has nothing to do with my sister, and my sister can't manage it, it's not selfish to have this, after all, this is the case, if this matter is done by my aunt, Lou Mingxuan is the daughter of the Lou family, and the Lou family is as kind to my sister as a mountain, my sister will be very embarrassed in the middle, and it is inevitable that she can't face Mrs. Ning Guo and the Lou family, if not, my sister can be at ease, this is not wrong!"
I can't tell whether it's right or wrong in emotional matters, and all three of them are at fault in this matter, but this is the love and hatred of the three of them more than 30 years ago, and the dust has settled, and now it is meaningless to talk about right and wrong, as long as Lou Mingxuan's miscarriage is not directly related to Jing Fei, there is no need to mention it again.
Thinking of this, Xiao Yunke couldn't help but sigh: "But I didn't expect that the daughter of the Lou family would have such a relationship with Uncle Huang...... My sister came to the Lou family by chance, and the fate between our Xiao family and the Lou family is quite deep!"
Lou Yueqing smiled lightly: "It's really deep!"
Because she was weak, she had already said a lot when she woke up today, and she couldn't continue to consume her energy, Xiao Yunke didn't stay here for long, and went out after watching her sleep.
Rong Zhi is very busy these days, because at the end of the month, he is going to leave the north, in view of the situation in Beili and her situation, I don't know when I will be able to come back, and the state of Chu seems to be calm, but in fact there is a turbulent undercurrent, although there is King Shen in Wei County, but the king of Wei is ambitious and wants to break away from the state of Chu to restore the national name, Dongyou and frequently send troops to send people to infiltrate the state of Chu to investigate, it is not good to leave the state of Chu at this time, and I don't know when I will be able to come back, so I need to arrange a lot of things, except for the day when she came back early and stayed outside the pharmacy, the rest of the time is early and late, and even wants to accompany her more There is no time, and it is almost dark to come back today, and brought back a bunch of folds.
When Xiao Tianhuang received the flying pigeon biography from Lou Yueqing, she was studying medicine with Chi Shao, she lived here every day and lived a very fulfilling life, and the daily time was well arranged, although she was doing the same thing day after day, but for her, every day was very fresh, no longer the dead silence that made her feel boring but there were ups and downs before, she could do what she liked, no sorrow, no fear, although there was always a concern in her heart, but the letters from time to time, the latest situation, she was already very satisfied.
Her swordsmanship has made great progress, and she has learned her medical skills very well, and it is no longer a problem to explore some simple pulses, Chi Peony has been by Duanmu Xi's side for many years, and her medical skills do not have to deviate, and it is naturally not a problem to teach Xiao Tianhuang.
was studying seriously, Qingling suddenly walked in, holding the flying pigeon book she had just received in her hand and handed it to Xiao Tianhuang.
"Miss, this is from the palace master!"
Xiao Tianhuang's face was happy, there was still the heart to continue to learn things, so he hurriedly put down the things in his hand, took the small bamboo tube handed by Qingling, and hurriedly opened it.
But when she saw the content on the paper, her originally smiling face suddenly collapsed and was covered with a layer of solemnity.