141: I'm sorry, I love you

Su Nan's hand trembled imperceptibly, and a flash of hesitation made her hesitate, is what this person in front of her said all true?

"Bang dang!"

"Jingle Bell~"

The door was pushed open again, and a beautiful lady suddenly came in, and saw that the two people in the room were obviously stunned for a moment, and the lady said in a fluent foreign language, "Nana~ Are you busy now?"

"Nope!"

Su Nan pushed Fu Ningzhi away, directly ignoring all the expressions on his face, "What do you want?"

"Oh! my husband's birthday is today and he loves Brandy......"

Su Nan wrapped a bouquet of white orchids non-stop and sent two roses to his wife, "I wish your husband a happy birthday, and I wish you a happy life." ”

"Nana, I like you so much. ”

"Me too. Su Nan smiled and greeted her to see her off.

When she turned around again, her face had retracted all indecision.

Fu Ningzhi was overjoyed, "Su Nan ......"

Su Nan greeted his joy coldly, "Fu Ningzhi, you go back." ”

The smile on his face froze suddenly, "Su Nan, what are you talking about, you haven't given me an answer yet, how can I just leave." ”

"Isn't the answer to ask yourself, what do you want, and what do you want?"

"I want you to go back to Haicheng with me, we've started all over again, give me a chance, I want to prove myself!"

Su Nan snorted lightly, "In that case, why do you think I will promise you?"

"Are you not going to go back for the rest of your life?"

Su Nan looked at him and smiled uncontrollably, "Do you think I'm not doing well now?"

Fu Ningzhi opened his mouth but saw her continue, "I'm living better than you imagined now, I have familiar friends, cute children, and a store I like, I'm living the life I want, the life I want, do you think your sentence is going to take me away, will I agree?"

"Don't you have any feelings for me at all?" Fu Ningzhi's eyes were full of hurt......

Su Nan glanced at him, "Feelings, in your eyes, what are feelings?"

Do you love her, or do you want to use her as a substitute because you can't get a response from Ruan Niansheng?

"I ......" Fu Ningzhi hesitated, "I don't know ......"

He has never understood feelings, and he has identified Ruan Niansheng as a person in his life, and after that, no one can get into his eyes, and no one has ever lived in it, but now, everything has become different, she appeared, leaving him at a loss, let alone what to do......

Su Nan spread his hands, "Yes, you don't know it yourself, so you said that you, is it interesting to come all the way here? I don't want to see you, and you don't know what you have in mind, what's the point?"

"So, you don't want to go with me? Su Nan...... You won't even give me a chance......"

Su Nan shook his head, "The problem is not me, it's you, Fu Ningzhi, don't you understand? I went back to Haicheng with you to start over? How to start over, do you want to be with me? Or will you marry me?"

Marry her?

Fu Ningzhi didn't even think about it......

His hesitation had already given her a good answer, and she snorted twice, "Fu Ningzhi, do you know what I hate about you the most? What I hate you the most is the way you look! Leisurely and indecisive! I never think about the consequences when I do things! Don't think that I will be moved when you come to me, in my eyes, what you do is meaningless!"

At the last word, she almost roared.

After saying that, the eye sockets were already half red.

Fu Ningzhi was sluggish and wanted to reach out to wipe away her tears for her, but before she touched her, she had already slapped his hand away, "Fu Ningzhi, stop making trouble, go back to Haicheng, live the life you want, what do you like, nothing to do with me, I don't want to pay attention to it!"

"Su Nan, I'll only say it once......"

His voice softly made her a little dazed, and she looked over, "If I say that I am willing to have a relationship with you on the premise of marriage, are you willing to go with me?"

Marriage as a prerequisite?

Su Nan almost wanted to laugh out loud, can she wait, can the child in her belly wait?

A sneering gaze fell on him, extremely sarcastic, "What are you?

"That's not what I meant......"

"Then what do you want to express? Do you want to say how great you are, and I can only be a woman that no one wants? You appear again at this time, so that I want to be grateful to fall in love with you and worship you?"

"Sunan ......"

"Fu Ningzhi, you are too naΓ―ve!"

"Su Nan!" Fu Ningzhi pressed her shoulder, "You listen to me! I'm serious! I've never been serious, is it so hard for you to believe me?"

"Smack!"

Su Nan slapped his hand away without hesitation, "Put away your mercy, whether you are serious or fake, I won't accept it at all!"

She doesn't need him to give her hope anymore, the pain after hope is only clear to herself, the person in front of her is ruthless, she reminds herself all the time, don't believe this man, but just like this, the tighter he presses, the less regressive she is!

Fu Ningzhi slowly withdrew his hand, and the disappointment in his eyes was revealed.

Su Nan quickly opened his eyes, as if he hadn't seen anything.

"Su Nan, this is the last ......"

She clenched her fists silently, what hope, don't give it to her anymore, don't say it again, she won't believe anything......

Fu Ningzhi seemed to be laughing at himself, "It's that I'm thinking too much, I thought you cared about it as much as I did, but in the end, it's all fake, it's all my imagination......"

Su Nan gritted his teeth and heard him let out a long sigh, "Yes, you said it from the beginning, that's just *, everything is fake, and you don't need to pay attention to it, you really didn't take it seriously, but I, who listened too much, actually made a stupid ......"

"Enough...... Say no more!"

Su Nan lowered his voice and unconsciously revealed his crying.

Fu Ningzhi didn't notice anything, and fell into a moment of confusion.

"Su Nan, today's incident, you should act as if nothing happened, I didn't come to you, and I didn't think about bringing you back to Haicheng, your new life has just begun, you can continue to enjoy all this, it's all ...... It's my own self-inflicted ......."

Fu Ningzhi quickly cleaned up the emotions on his face, and tried hard to squeeze out a smile, "Su Nan, I sincerely bless you, I hope you will find the ......happiness that truly belongs to you as soon as possible."

A low voice fell into her ears, causing her body to tremble.

Fu Ningzhi smiled bitterly, "Can you let me hug you......?"

Su Nan shook his head and took a few steps back, "There's no need for this......"

The hand that was just stretched out was retracted again, and he smiled awkwardly, "It's also ......"

Su Nan casually pulled a flower and stuffed it into his arms, it was a shy yellow rose that bloomed, "Let's go, go back to your Haicheng, my place is small, I can't accommodate you to stay for one night, otherwise, I can take you in." ”

Her words made him think of the day he was going to live that day, and the wry smile on the corner of his mouth deepened.

Before the flowers had been pruned, the thorns on the roses pierced into his palms, and he suddenly realized, this is what it feels like to be miserable......

Fu Ningzhi still left in the end, Su Nan looked at the back that was gradually moving away, and finally couldn't help but sit on the ground with her legs slumped, and the cold floor was the same as her state of mind at this time.

The person she loved was finally gone......

Went away with the flowers she sent......

Perhaps, as dull as Fu Ningzhi, he will never know in this life that the words of the yellow rose are......

I'm sorry, I love you.

It's not that Su Nan didn't imagine that he would come and take her away, but when he came, she hesitated, because Fu Ningzhi couldn't give her a future, and he couldn't give her everything she wanted.

What she wants is loyal love, but Fu Ningzhi's heart was all given to Ruan Niansheng, she couldn't snatch it, and she was even more unwilling to fight for it.

Rather than live in her shadow for the rest of your life, it would be better to leave it at that......

It's good for them in this way, and they have to leave anyway, so why add a little more hope to yourself.

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Fu Ningzhi walked on the street with a flower in his hand, vaguely, he couldn't remember the way he came, looking around, unfamiliar faces, strange towns, everything was so unfamiliar, he didn't know which way to go......

"Hey, you're the gentleman who stayed at Nana's flower shop just now, right?"

A beautiful voice rang out, and he turned his head and recognized it as the lady just now, "Hello." ”

"Hello. Madame was still holding Fang Cai's bouquet of flowers in her arms, and she was stunned when she saw his rose, "I'm sorry, are you Nana's boyfriend?"

Fu Ningzhi was stunned, "Why do you think so?"

"Because isn't the yellow rose just a gift for breaking up and giving to each other?"

Fu Ningzhi shook his head, "I don't know ......"

He just took it subconsciously and didn't notice anything at all.

Fu Ningzhi spread out his hand, his palm had been stabbed by a thorn, and there were some flowers, and Mrs. was startled, and hurriedly took out her handkerchief and wiped it for him.

Fu Ningzhi was a little embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I'll just come by myself." ”

Madame handed him the handkerchief and couldn't help but look at it a few more times, "Don't you like Nana?"

"It's not...... She didn't want to go with me, she ...... Hate me ......"

"Hate you?

"Yes. Fu Ningzhi nodded seriously, thinking of this, the wry smile on his face couldn't help but deepen, "It's that I'm sorry for her, and it's natural for her to hate me, and it's reasonable not to go with me." ”

Madame looked at him, and only felt that he seemed to be trapped in a labyrinth, and he could not find a way out.

"Do you know the language of this flower?"

"I don't know. ”

Madame shook her head helplessly, patted him on the shoulder and said, "If you really love Nana, go for it, I think...... Nana loves you, if not, she wouldn't have given you this flower......"