"They didn't want to give it to me, so I picked up what others had thrown on the ground and didn't want, found something that could be used in it, wiped it clean, and took it before going to class. After going back and forth, I feel like several schools have added me to the blacklist, haha.

But because I applied for a lot of schools during the art exam, there were a lot of scattered registration fees. In the months before the college entrance examination, I was almost poor and couldn't even eat.

The school asked me to buy some exam materials, but I didn't have the money to buy them, so I had to desperately write down what the teacher said during the day, and then go to the library at night to copy them by hand. Believe it or not, but I slept secretly in the library for several nights. Fortunately, it was not discovered, but in the end, those days passed.

On the day of the college entrance examination, outside the examination room were densely packed with parents who sent their children to the exam, watching them shush their children and cheer them on. I also had a faint expectation and hope, or the last expectation, at such an important moment in my life, will you come? I don't know, and I don't want to think about it, because I have waited for a long time for this hope, until all the candidates have entered, and the entrance to the exam is about to close, and I have not waited for you.

Later, the results came out, and I was admitted to City A Film and Television Academy as I wished, but I didn't have time to be happy, because the high tuition fees followed. For me at that time, it was a sky-high price. Ever since you stopped paying my alimony at the age of eighteen, I understood your attitude and never expected you to give me some support.

During the summer vacation, he worked hard and part-time, and was later introduced to major film and television bases to play tricks. One drama after another, one crew after another, working and filming day and night, rushing to do dangerous actions and dangerous scenes that others dare not do, and finally made up the tuition for one semester......

There were many more to come, but I don't need to talk about it at that time, because by that time I had matured, grown up, and my heart was settled......"

Bit by bit, recounting in his mind, what had really happened to the original owner, Lu Chan's emotions gradually calmed down, or became more indifferent, and his tone gradually condensed from anger at the beginning to cold indifference.

Lean forward, elbows on the table, fingertips facing each other, against your lower lip. The corners of his mouth hooked up a slight mocking arc. stared at Lu Haomin seriously and indifferently and whispered word by word: "Then now, Mr. Lu, what angle do you use to tell me to forgive and make up?

"I ...... I" Lu Haomin because of Lu Chan's bad attitude just now, his somewhat swollen face and a trace of resentment rose in his heart, which also completely dissipated in Lu Chan's narration. What is surging in my heart is a deeper regret and self-blame!

With the black coffee I just drunk, I now only feel a bitterness that is so strong that it can't be dissolved spread along my throat and heart, as if the whole person is soaked in a bitter sea, and every gasp has to choke on the bitter seawater. It was so bitter that his tears were choked unconsciously, and they flowed all over his cheeks.

"Xiao Zen, Dad is wrong...... I don't know you've been like this all these years...... "Maybe he doesn't know, maybe he knows, he didn't want to think about it back then, and he doesn't dare to think about it now." He really owes so much to this kid!

"Mr. Lu, some things have passed, the damage has been done, don't think about making up for it, you can't make up for it! Because what you can make up for is only me who has grown up now and can carry everything, not the child who longed for and needed your care and protection!"

Looking at Lu Haomin's tearful and guilty appearance, Lu Chan lightly opened his mouth and spit out words that were very cruel to Lu Haomin now.

Time has passed, it is over, and there is no going back. The child who was once young and full of admiration for his father is no longer there. What exists is only now that he is a mature and indifferent adult. "Once" is a memory that can never be returned. How to make up for it?

Lu Chan's words were like a knife blade, and they were fiercely inserted into Lu Haomin's heart. He understood, he understood, the original mistake had been made, everything could not be returned, and the child who had been watching him with admiration and expectation in his memory could not come back. Thinking of the child in the photo at home, his emotions exploded and surged in an instant, and he couldn't bear it anymore, buried his head deep between his arms, hugged his head and cried.

Seeing this, Lu Chan's indifferent eyes also flashed a hint of touch, and the hand under the table clenched into a fist, and slowly released it after a while, his eyes were still firm and indifferent.

waited for Lu Haomin's mood to stabilize before he slowly spoke: "I also have my own purpose for coming to the appointment this time. Turning around, he raised his hand, took two copies of copywriting from Zhao Tao, put them on the table and pushed them over to Lu Haomin.

"I came to the appointment this time, firstly, to see what you are looking for me, and secondly, to understand our affairs thoroughly. You know our relationship without me saying it. It's not so much a father and son as a stranger.

Except for the alimony I send you every month, there is no connection at all. You can be unkind as a father, but I can't be unfilial for my son, but that's all, and the monthly alimony will be regarded as a gift to me! How you use it, I don't care if you give it all to the family.

In the past, it was the acquiescence of the two parties, but now there is a legal process. There are two contracts here, one that, as always, is a legally certified contract where I send you alimony every month. The second is the buyout contract, that is, the contract of severing the relationship, I will give you enough money at one time, and then the two of us will not contact each other again.

You also know the thoughts of Aunt Ping and my two younger siblings, I'm just in case. If you feel a little guilty, distressed, or unbearable for me, choose one of the two and sign it. ”

"You ......" Hearing this, Lu Haomin's eyes widened, he had just cried, his red eyes were bloodshot, and a little hurt flashed in his eyes when he looked at the two contracts handed over by Lu Chan, but then he still pulled a wry smile.

When their blood father and son became only money to maintain the last bit of contact. Although he was injured and painful, he also understood that without the maintenance of this contract, with the jealousy, greed and resentment of several people in the family towards Lu Chan, they would only be like a group of leeches that kept sucking blood, and they would always hold on to Lu Chan, or even worse.