Chapter Seventy-Five: Shame
Although I did a good job of safety measures every time, I once drank too much and forgot about safety measures, and this time I was very unlucky to get pregnant. Menstruation has not come for a long time, the test is pregnant, this is her first pregnancy, there is no joy and excitement, only stunned, she has forgotten which man she has a one-night stand, no one knows who it is, the child naturally can't be wanted, it must be beaten. After defeating it, recuperate for a while, and then continue to indulge.
I went to the hospital for an abortion, and I saw a lot of men who took their pregnant wives to check their bodies, all of them carefully helped their wives walk with a happy face, and they were going to be parents, of course they were happy, Qiao Qiaoyan didn't know if her parents were happy when they learned that they came to this world? She seemed to have heard them talk about it once, because she was unexpectedly pregnant, so she had to get married, if that was the case, she should be an undesirable child.
She looked down at her belly, of course, she didn't show her pregnancy yet, but there was a little life under the belly, following her like a shadow, she couldn't lose it or steal it, and she kept touching her belly while waiting, wanting to touch where the child would hide, but she couldn't touch it. She remembered the chicks and goldfish she raised when she was a child, fed them, watched them grow up, and observed their changes every day.
She has never been a mother, and she doesn't like children very much, and she even sometimes hates some children, some children who are pampered by their parents. This is the first pregnancy and no pregnancy reaction has been detected. She didn't know if the child would be male or female if she was born, she didn't know what the child would look like, she didn't know how he would grow up, but she couldn't fantasize about it, because the child would die in a while, and it would have nothing to do with her in the next moment.
Thinking about it, I lined her up, I don't know if it's a woman's natural motherhood, the child who must be killed, makes her more and more reluctant, step by step into the operating room, without taking a step, I don't want to give up, and even think about not beating or giving birth. But she gave up in a flash of her mind, she had to be defeated, and the birth of the child would destroy her again, and she couldn't be destroyed by anyone again.
She has to be ruthless and carefree. The child was knocked off, left her body and died, and became a pile of flesh and blood. Her pale face clutched her aching lower abdomen and left. Today she killed a person, killed her own child, this child will not be reincarnated, before she was born, she watched the world and enjoyed life, and she died and became garbage.
Qiao Qiaoyan went home and lay on the bed and thought, this child will not be reincarnated like her, why can't he be reincarnated into a good family, how good it is to have a pair of kind and excellent parents, how can she happen to be reincarnated in her own body, she feels sorry for this child, her body is very painful, I don't know if the child hurts when he dies, I am really sorry for him.
But no matter how sorry you are, you can't let this child be born, as soon as she is born, it is the product of a one-night stand and fornication, not the crystallization of acquaintance and love, there is no complete family, and a family that looks forward to welcome. He can't come to this world, he must die, Qiao Qiaoyan is saving him, child, go and reincarnate in a good family.