Chapter 197: Crying
"Wen Xi, you can eat a little. At this moment, Tong Xuan was sitting in front of the hospital bed, holding the chicken soup he had made for her, and personally feeding Lin Wenxi, but Lin Wenxi just looked at the front blankly, his face was pale, his lips were chapped, his eyes were red, and tears fell silently.
Tong Xuan didn't react to how she talked to her, from the time the doctor told her that the child was gone, she was like this, for two whole days, not a drop of water entered, Tong Xuan was worried that he 1 might burn himself up if he continued like this, so he stayed in front of Lin Wenxi's bed day and night.
Lin Wenxi didn't react, the more she was like this, the more guilty Tong Xuan felt in her heart, helpless, Tong Xuan put down the bowl with chicken soup, pulled up Lin Wenxi's hand and held it in front of his chest, "Wen Xi, we can have it again if the child is gone, we are still young, but what if you do this again and overrun yourself." ”
She blinked, tears rolled down, Tong Xuan hurriedly reached out to help her wipe it, hugged the sluggish Lin Wenxi tightly in his arms, and hugged her distressedly. And at this moment, Lin Wenxi's eyes are full of hatred, hatred for Lin Nuannuan, all because of her, all because of her existence, if it weren't for her, he wouldn't have come to this point.
"Let's just treat this kid as if we have no fate, Wen Xi, don't be like this, can you eat something?" Tong Xuan comforted Lin Wenxi softly, full of guilt.
After Tong Xuan said this, Lin Wenxi turned his head to look at her, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, "Heh, no fate? If it weren't for her, how could my child be gone, this is our child, Tong Xuan, how did she do the woman you love? Don't even let go of a child who hasn't been born yet, is this the woman you keep saying you want to maintain?"
The more Lin Wenxi spoke, the more excited he became, and he roared out directly, the appearance of his cloak made Tong Xuan look a little surprised, he had never seen Lin Wenxi like this, how sad she should be like this, Lin Wenxi stared at Tong Xuan, kept breathing violently, his hands were tightly grasping Tong Xuan's clothes, and his eyes were full of hatred and anger.
Tong Xuan ignored the fist she swung at him, hugged her into his arms, hugged her tightly, Lin Wenxi couldn't move, and only after half a salary did he cry out bitterly, every sound fell on Tong Xuan's heart, like a knife cut, in addition to his own guilt, he suddenly blamed Lin Nuannuan.
After all, it is her own child, no matter how much she hates herself, she will not fight back if she comes to herself, no matter how she beats or scolds him, but the child is innocent, why should she be so cruel, Lin Nuannuan has really changed, but he is more guilty, it is his betrayal of her that will make Lin Nuannuan become what she is now.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Tong Xuan kept apologizing while holding Lin Wenxi, who was out of shape, he felt that he didn't protect her and the child in her belly.
Lin Wenxi suddenly pushed him away, "What are you apologizing, it was her Lin Nuannuan who apologized, didn't she have any remorse at all? Lin Nuannuan, I hate you." Lin Wenxi gritted his teeth and roared, making Tong Xuan a little scared, feeling that Lin Wenxi seemed to be a different person, and she was completely different from the one she knew before, her eyes were full of fierce light, and the cold was frightening.
Tong Xuan finally calmed Lin Wenxi's emotions and coaxed her to feed her, "I want her to apologize to me and my children." Lin Wenxi looked at the front and said coldly to Tong Xuan, hearing this, Tong Xuan's hand holding the soup spoon paused, and raised his eyes to look at the haggard Lin Wenxi.
"Okay, you drink the soup first. Only then did he coax Lin Wenxi to drink the soup, but how could he let Lin Nuannuan apologize to Lin Wenxi, and how could he say it. But if she doesn't apologize, Lin Wenxi will definitely not give up, and she doesn't know how to make trouble when the time comes, and she has a headache when she thinks about it.
Tossed until the middle of the night, Tong Xuan finally coaxed Lin Wenxi to sleep, he walked out of the ward gently, closed the door, and the heart that he had been carrying was relaxed, stretching his somewhat numb limbs, Tong Xuan sat weakly on the bench in the aisle.
He took out his mobile phone and found out Lin Nuannuan's phone number, but he didn't have the courage to press the dial button, looking at this familiar number, his head hurt for a while, Tong Xuan rubbed his head, but there was no relief, he struggled for a long time, threw the phone aside, and simply didn't look at it.
Lin Nuannuan was sitting at the door with her head down, her eyes wide open and looking at the hollow in front of her, such a dark night gave her a sense of security, at least so that no one could see her crying, she didn't have to pretend like 1 daytime, she could face herself sincerely, face her wounds, lick it over and over again, tear it apart again and again, reminding herself what she should do and what she shouldn't do.
A ringtone broke the silence of the silent night, Lin Nuannuan fumbled and took out the mobile phone from her bag, the bright blue light shone on Lin Nuannuan's face, looking a little haggard, and the sudden light made Lin Nuannuan's eyes a little uncomfortable for a while, and closed it, Lin Nuannuan slowly opened it, but was stunned when she saw the string of numbers.
This is the most familiar string of numbers she remembers in her life, she has never remembered her phone number, but she remembers Tong Xuan's number by heart. Even if she forgot her name, she forgot everything, she didn't forget this string of numbers, and at this moment, Lin Nuannuan really hoped that she had never remembered it.
Because this reminds her of those unbearable pasts all the time, and always reminds her of those things that she desperately wants to forget but can't forget.
Lin Nuannuan wiped away her tears and took a deep breath, she knew what he was calling for, Lin Nuannuan didn't want to run away anymore, so if she kept hiding, she wouldn't solve anything, it would only make the situation worse.
"Warm ...... Warm. Tong Xuan didn't expect Lin Nuannuan to actually answer his phone, he just made this call with the mentality of giving it a try, but he didn't expect it to be connected, Tong Xuan didn't know how to speak for a while, and all the words he had prepared dissipated in his mind.
Lin Nuannuan didn't answer, he called himself like this, it was really like what he called himself when he was with him, he liked it stupidly at the time, every time Tong Xuan called her like this, she would be happy for a long time. Now that I think about it, it has become a joke, which makes Lin Nuannuan feel false, "Is there something wrong......?" Husband ......" Lin Nuannuan deliberately raised that title, and the irony was overflowing.
Tong Xuan listened to it in his heart, his heart was shocked, and he didn't speak, biting his lip tightly but couldn't spit out a word, holding the phone tightly but blushing in embarrassment.