Chapter 31: Emotion

His hand around my side wrapped more and more forcefully around my body, tightening and wrapping around me, as if trying to transfer all the heat to my cold body. The tip of my forehead and nose pressed tightly against the warm and solid chest, I could smell the faint sandalwood on his body mixed with a faint smell of books.

Gradually, my body warmed up and slowly stopped trembling, but the tears could not stop falling, the tears at this moment could not tell whether they were afraid or moved, the sparks in my heart seemed to be ignited by his blazing arms, burning violently, and it was so hot that it burned all over.

This kind of hug makes me nostalgic, makes me deep, and makes me not have the courage to respond, I selfishly don't want to wake up, so I remain motionless and greedy for this warmth, until I fall asleep again.

When I woke up on the second day, it was already three poles old, and the sun shone into the house brightly, which was a little dazzling. I felt weak and weak, and I had a wet cloth on my forehead, did I really have a fever? No wonder I felt hot last night.

Suddenly, the door clicked open, and Zhang Liang walked in with a medicine bowl.

Suddenly, my heart was pounding disobediently, and my face couldn't help but burn when I remembered the scene last night. Zhang Liang looked at me, slightly stunned, my shy and poor appearance was unobstructed by him, he was a little unnatural, his white face was flushed with a few embarrassed flushes, he paused, hesitated for a moment, and finally sat down on the edge of my bed.

"Yun'er, I'll help you get up and drink the medicine. Before I could react, his arm was already around my back, and his palm was on my right shoulder, gently lifting me up and leaning my back against his side. His meticulous gentleness at the moment made me a little lost, and I was so dizzy that I couldn't think, so I was at his mercy. He handed the decoction to my lips and poured it over me and fed it to me, the bitterness of the medicine became stronger and stronger and stimulated my taste buds, which woke me up suddenly, I frowned, and quickly sat upright.

"Yun'er, take a bite of this, and it won't be bitter. He handed me a flower-shaped pastry to my lips. I twisted uncontrollably, took the pastry and took a bite, soft and glutinous with a sweet and sour taste of hawthorn, it was really delicious, and the craftsmanship of the shopkeeper Ding was really not covered. I smiled and said, "Thanks! ”

"You better lie down and rest, you had a fever all night last night. Zhang Liang's eyebrows stretched out, and his smile was like a clear spring, refreshing and refreshing. "Good. I'll sleep a little longer. I replied softly, lay down, he helped me cover the quilt carefully, changed a wet cloth and gently placed it on my forehead, and sat silently on the edge of the bed, I didn't dare to look at him, so I simply closed my eyes. When he saw that I was asleep, he got up and left.

I was left alone in the quiet room, and my thoughts were in turmoil. After a terrible nightmare, I felt like I had a very beautiful dream again, but because it was so beautiful, I was afraid that it would never be realized. Should I rejoice or grieve, I met the person who will haunt me for the rest of my life, but in the wrong time and space.

I fell asleep for most of the day, woke up and simply ate the food left on the table, and when I saw that the weather was clear, I went out for a walk.

Looking up at the sun, it was already afternoon, and now Zhang Liang should be giving his disciples a lesson in swordsmanship. And Yan Lu must be reading in the old place again.

"Senior Brother Zilu!" I greeted with a smile.

Yan Lu was a little surprised to see me and asked, "Miss Ziyu, why don't you rest in the room?"

"I've been sleeping from morning to afternoon and want to come out and soak up the sun. ”

Yan Lu looked at my face, nodded and said, "Your complexion is better, you sit down and I'll help you check your pulse." ”

"Thank you, senior brother!" I sat beside Yan Lu and stretched out my hand to check his pulse.

"The pulse has calmed down a lot, and it has recovered very quickly, and it was not in vain that the ovary took care of you all night last night. ”

Hearing Zhang Liang's name, my heart chuckled again, I nodded embarrassedly, and smiled awkwardly at Yan Lu.

"Miss Ziyu should remember not to be frightened again, so as not to recur the symptoms. Yan Lu took care of him carefully, and his smile was still so kind and easy-going. When I talk to him, I can always say whatever I want, and I don't have to worry about whether the questions I ask are too silly, weird or inappropriate, he will always answer them carefully for me. So, I asked without any scruples: "Senior Brother Zilu, the Qin State swept away the Six Kingdoms, you and Zifang must have seen a lot of bloody scenes, right?

The look of surprise in Yan Lu's eyes flashed, he looked at me and stared for a moment, nodded, and the corner of his mouth was still the light smile.

"But I don't see a trace of coldness and oppression in you. Even your smile always gives people a very warm feeling, as if you have never experienced such a cruel truth. "I was blunt about what I felt in my heart, chatting with Yan Lu about some obscure topics, the atmosphere was never stiff, and I always had a smile on my face that didn't care.

Hearing this, the smile on the corner of Yan Lu's mouth deepened, and he said slowly: "Let go of the obsession with life and face death calmly, the real safety comes from oneself, not the outside world." Many things are uncontrollable and cannot be changed, and some things are not something that we can not do if we don't want to, the only thing we can control is to decide what kind of mentality we have to face it. Miss Ziyu, isn't that so?"

After pondering for a moment, I looked at Yan Lu's kind smiling face, his eyes were warm and tranquil, and I couldn't help but smile mischievously at him: "Hmm~~ Senior Brother Zilu is very right." Your prescription can always cure the disease!" Yan Lu is definitely a very caring life coach.

"Heart disease still needs heart treatment, not that I can cure the disease. He said suddenly.

"Heart disease still needs to be treated?" I was a little confused, was I talking about my phobia? Before I could ask carefully, I heard the voice of the shopkeeper Ding: "Miss Ziyu!"

"Hello shopkeeper Ding!" I turned back to say hello to shopkeeper Ding.

"Today, the boy came to ask again, and I told him according to what Mr. Zhang Liang said, you are seriously ill, and you may not be able to go to the appointment, who knows what kind of wild ginseng he sent to ask me to transfer to you. "Shopkeeper Ding handed me a box with exquisite workmanship, and when I opened it, I saw that this wild ginseng was quite large and looked very valuable.

Yan Lu picked up the ginseng and measured it, and said: "This is the wild ginseng of Changbai Mountain, which is very precious, and has the effect of replenishing the five organs, calming the spirit, calming the soul, stopping fright, and removing evil spirits. It's just that he cares so much about you, girl, it seems that the ovary is right, he may indeed be interested in you. ”

"Huh?" I was a little surprised by Yan Lu's conclusion, and quickly explained: "He's just a grateful retribution! I really only talked to him for a few words, and I didn't know each other at all." ”

Yan Lu looked at me, shook his head with a smile, and said, "Miss Ziyu doesn't know what to love at first sight? ”