Will I be sad? Of course I will be sad. Only, I won't say. It's not that I don't want to say it, it's that saying it will only add more sadness. Turn up the TV and the whole room will be noisy.

I buried my head deep in the pillow and turned my head slightly. took the mobile phone at the bedside and looked at the message, and after looking at it for a long time, it seemed that Xia Langwen, who was in a suit and leather shoes, was holding a girl in a wedding dress.

Putting the phone back on the bedside again, the bracelet on his wrist made a slight noise. I sat up, untied my bracelet, and looked at the word "Wen" on the blade.

He is always going to get married, and we will always have our own paths in life.

One day, he had a wife and children.

Slowly, we faded out of each other's lives.

When I think about it, I feel discouraged.

Charanwen didn't send any more messages, and I sat until almost five o'clock in the morning before falling asleep in a daze. In my dream, it was an endless sea, and that winter, he took my hand and walked along the seaside in the sea breeze, which was really just a dream.

After three days in Qingyuan, I returned to Shenzhen in the afternoon of the third day. When I took the subway back to Nanshan, I felt so tired that I was about to collapse.

I went upstairs and took a shower, and I fell headfirst into bed. I slept until four o'clock in the morning, habitually touching the mobile phone at the bedside, and I didn't find it for a long time.

The drowsiness was a little dissipated, I got out of bed and finally found my phone in the toilet. The screen showed that there were seven missed calls, Ye Lingsu called three times, two calls were made by Liu Tonggao, and my brother made two calls.

I pressed my somewhat drowsy mind and clicked on the text message again.

Charanwen sent me another message, but it was a blank message with no content. I looked at the text message at ten o'clock in the evening, and I guess he was also asleep at this time, so I gritted my teeth and replied.

I said: I will change the number tomorrow, you take care.

Within ten seconds of the text message being sent, he replied, saying, "I'm downstairs with you."

I stood with my phone in my hand for a moment, then changed my clothes, grabbed my keys, and hurried downstairs.

When I got out of the community, I saw Charanwen's car parked on the side of the road. I took a few more steps, and he leaned back in his chair, stunned. I paused and tried to reach out and knock on his window, but he happened to tilt his head.

When they looked at each other, he seemed to be frightened, and pushed the car door open. When I got out of the car, he stood up to me and grabbed me.

After a long pause, I slowly parted his hand.

"Don't you even have to sleep?" I asked him.

"Can't sleep. He stepped back and leaned over the car door to look at me, "You didn't sleep either." ”

I sighed, "Didn't you say try not to interfere with my life?"

He doesn't speak.

"Just like your third sister said, why waste our time knowing that there is no result?" I said again.

He didn't speak yet.

"Charanwen, I've been thinking about it these days, why can you be so ruthless and not give me any news for half a year? Now I probably understand a little bit, you have a child in your heart who will never grow up, and I am like a selfless mother in your heart. In your consciousness, no matter what you do, as long as you turn back, I will always be there, and I will tolerate you unconditionally. I smiled self-deprecatingly, "I already have a daughter, so don't pretend to be my son, okay?"

He looked up at me, "Is it possible for us to be together if I try to change and break all resistance?"

"Just like you did for half a year when you disappeared, live well. I whispered.

"Xu Weilan, I'm ......" He opened his mouth to say something, and finally lowered his head.

"Go back, don't always run downstairs with me. It's always nice to be seen by my current boyfriend. I grabbed the key in my hand, "You asked me the other night, would I be sad if you got married?" Now I want to tell you to your face that I will be sad, but I wish you happiness. ”

Charanwen looked at me blankly for a moment, and after turning his head away, he pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly, and then he opened the car door and sat down. Before I could react, his car sped away.

The next day was Tuesday, Ye Lingsu took the morning bus to Shenzhen, and asked me to go to the station to pick her up. I hadn't seen her for a long time, so I was naturally very excited and went out an hour early.

When I arrived at Shenzhen West Railway Station, I looked at the time, Ye Lingsu still had more than half an hour to arrive at the station, so I went to the waiting room first. After sitting for a while, I remembered that Liu Tonggao called me yesterday and didn't reply.

Liu Tonggao estimated that he was very busy, and said to me in a hurry: "Weilan, I'll call you again when I get back." ”

I didn't say a word, and the phone hung up. After swiping Weibo for a while, seeing that the time was almost up, I was about to get up when my phone vibrated a little.

Liu Tonggao sent me a text message, he said: Weilan, you are a good person, but unfortunately there is no me in your heart. In that case, let's take a step back.

I don't know why, I actually felt a big sigh of relief, and quickly typed a few words and sent it: I'm sorry.

He replied to me: You have done nothing wrong, why do you need to apologize. If you can still consider me a friend, just call me if you have something to do in the future.

When I wanted to go back, Ye Lingsu's phone called, I put away my phone and hurriedly trotted to the exit.

"Lanzi. "Ye Lingsu, who was wearing sunglasses, a ponytail, and a fancy shirt and denim shorts, pounced on me.

"Don't get excited, don't get excited. I grabbed her and took it from her hand, "Why are you so thin again?"

She twisted her waist twice, "Didn't you notice that I was in better shape?"

Both of them laughed, and I took her hand and walked out of the station, "How is it in Guangzhou?"

She shrugged and removed her sunglasses from the bridge of her nose, "It's okay, someone is chasing me." ”

I patted her on the head, "Then let's get married." ”

"I'll marry when you get married. She teased me.

"Unfortunately, I just got a breakup text message from my boyfriend. I looked sideways at her and smiled.

"After breaking up so happily, obviously you have long wanted to break up. Hey, Lanzi, what's going on with you and Charanthin? Tell me about it. She shook my hand.

"What is there to talk about, we broke up a long time ago. I said lightly.

After more than half an hour, we returned to my small home in Nanshan. Ye Lingsu sat on the small sofa in the living room, holding his hand and fanning the wind: "Lanzi, turn on the fan quickly, it's almost hot." Also, don't sell it, tell me in detail about you and Charanwen. ”

I moved her a fan, poured her cold boiled water, washed some of the fruit I had just bought and brought it to the living room, and then sat down.

"I'm going to have to wait for this neck to grow, you say. Ye Lingsu urged me again.