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The mute man drove the car intently, the GI and the tiger were resting beside them, and Xiao Ke was in the car behind them.

The car was dim, only the faint lights on the dashboard, and the cigarette butts in my hands flickering on and off, at this moment I didn't feel relaxed but felt extremely depressed!

The second uncle once said that in a relationship, if you are lazy and don't do things, someone will always do it for you!

As a result, you lose the value of your existence.

When I can't bring value to my friends, there is always someone who can bring them benefits. In a narrow sense, I lost the value of being used......

At this moment, I suddenly understood the words of the second uncle, and I understood it particularly profoundly at this moment of escape from danger!

Even though the GIs came to help me again and again without asking for anything in return, I didn't feel sorry for myself. After all, everyone has their own work and life, and it is impossible to be born and die for free every time!

I used to boast that I saw interests so thoroughly, and I used to boast that I saw human nature so thoroughly...... But I have been planted in such an easy-to-understand truth one after another!

At the moment I couldn't say anything, I could only smoke quietly by myself, silent because I didn't want anyone to see my sadness.

The car sped all the way down the dirt road, and the smell of gunpowder filled the car, which reminded me of the last time I met at the Little Mengla Casino......

Those who touched me last time, there are many who did not show up today...... I don't expect everyone to care about me, but I know that some feelings are fading!

I used to be an old man. I am generous and never stingy with my friends, and I am an indispensable part of everyone!

At that time, I had my second uncle's old Qiantuan as my backing, and those old rivers and lakes were all my reliance! No matter what kind of trouble I encountered, I could solve it, whether it was my trouble or the trouble of my friends......

I once took all my friends to fight in all directions, I racked my brains for the good of my friends, I took care of the needs and inner thoughts of each of them, and I had a clear conscience for all of them!

I used to regard feelings as more important than any interests, and I never gave up my friends because of interests, let alone betrayed or betrayed any of them!

But now I boast of washing my hands and quitting the rivers and lakes, and I boast that I will no longer enter the casino and no longer gamble...... For many people, I have lost the value I should have, and I have lost the value that I originally had!

At this moment, I understood a lot, I understood why Su Yurong left me, and why the fat man betrayed and joined Chen Longxiang...... I also understand why someone would betray my news.

In the final analysis, the reason is the loss of value, and it is not about how deep the relationship was, and it is not about whether there is a lifelong friendship......

No matter how much friendship you have? That's just the old Eli reunion! Feelings and interests are like oil and water, they can never cross everything and merge together!

In this society, it is not that if you are kind to others, you will definitely be able to get others to be good to you! sometimes you may only get more powerless to ask for it......

Once sixteen families fell in the middle of the road, she needed the help of her friends and didn't care what her friends did, if she was a gangster, it would be better.

Once the fox was shipwrecked gambling on a boat. What she needs is a reliance on the rivers and lakes, strong enough to keep her safe.

Once the Buddha Qianxiao family was divided, what she needed was someone who could take over the family business and had the ability. This person must be of the same age and be able to take the lead.

At this moment, I understand what they each want, Xiong Sanming, who once mixed the rivers and lakes, can bring them what they want, and it can even be said that they can meet the requirements.

But what about Xiong Sanming now? Wandering in a foreign country, life and death are uncertain, and he no longer has ambition and power when he quits the rivers and lakes, and has become like an ordinary person......

Xiong Sanming, who has withdrawn from the rivers and lakes, is not even comparable to an ordinary person! Because ordinary people do not need to hide in Tibet!

It's hard to find a three-legged toad in the world, but isn't it easy to find a two-legged man? Is it hard to find a man with connections and power?

In fact, I can understand everyone, I can understand everyone's demands, I will not blame or hate, and my heart is surprisingly calm at this moment.

The Buddha said karma. Blessings and misfortunes depend on each other.

I firmly believe that the path of life is self-made, every choice is made by oneself, and every life is one's own choice...... I can't blame anyone at any time!

There are any causes, and there are consequences. What kind of things you do will have what kind of retribution, whether it is a blessing or a curse, it is a part of life.

Smoking cigarette after cigarette, I was silent and pretended to be exhausted, but I just didn't want people to see how embarrassed I was at this moment.

It used to be me who got everything with my own hands on the rivers and lakes, and I used to destroy it all with my own hands, and now the mutes and GIs are still around, which is the greatest luck for me!

I know that feelings can't withstand consumption again and again, and I also know that feelings can't stand the test of interests again and again, and from this moment on, I want to seize the last chance!

I don't want to be defeated like this. I am not willing to be reduced to mediocrity like this! I may be able to figure out the truth in a few minutes, but I have paid a huge price!

In the past, the second uncle often said that what is more precious than money in this world is the sublimation of ideas, which cannot be bought by any amount of money, and it cannot be replaced by social experience!

I don't know how long it took for the car to come to Xiaomengla, and the streets at night had all the lights out, and there was a dead silence everywhere.

Looking at the luxury casinos on the distant hills, the casinos are like landmarks, and the brilliant lights illuminate the night, and it also seems to illuminate my way home.

I felt this way for the first time when I saw a casino. Although my career is not as long as a few decades, it has also allowed me to experience the vicissitudes of life.

In this world, I don't know how many people have been harmed by gambling, and I don't know how many wives and families have been broken up by gambling, but gambling is the way to achieve what I once was!

I will no longer have the idea of quitting the rivers and lakes, because where there are people, there will be rivers and lakes, once a person chooses a line and is proficient in a line, how can the experience, relationships and connections in it be easily parted?

This moment reminded me of a conversation with my second uncle, when I didn't understand the embarrassed expression on my second uncle's face, nor did I understand his relieved expression.

Now it seems that I was so naïve at the beginning! That scene was so ironic, I forced the second uncle to quit the rivers and lakes, and I forced him to give up everything he had built with his own hands......

It's a big deal to start all over again. It's easy to say, but it's not easy to start all over again!

At my age, everything can be restarted because I have the time and youth, and I have the energy to rebuild everything that was once there.

But what about the second uncle?

How did he rebuild everything at that age? The relationships and relationships he had been building for years were burned, and he taught me a lesson in this way!

At that time, the second uncle said that I would understand one day, and today I understand. But I understand that it is so sad!

The car stopped in front of a small two-story building, the upstairs window was lit, and the dumb man turned off the car and got out of the car.

"Sanming, are you okay, how do you feel that you are wrong?" the soldier asked curiously. Tiger Ben also looked at me curiously.

"I'm fine, I haven't slept for a few days and nights, and I'm in a bad spirit. I prevaricated, squeezing a smile out of my face.

"Let's take a break here tonight and get out of here tomorrow. ”

"No! Bai Xingchen has no news yet, I'll call him later! I want to see people alive and see corpses when I die!"

"OK! The mute gestured to me. I nodded and said nothing.

"Soldier, rest well, see you tomorrow!"

It's too late to thank at the moment, too late to say more. I just want to be alone and quiet, and let myself be sad in this dark night.

I turned my head and entered the room, I didn't want anyone to see my expression, I didn't want anyone to see the pain in my heart!

I locked the door and lit a cigarette in embarrassment, and all the bitterness in my heart turned into a surging wave, which swallowed me up in an instant......

I don't know where the stars are running tonight, the dark sky is particularly oppressive, and people can't see a little hope of starlight...... I knew it was another long, suffocating night.

By dawn tomorrow, I will definitely adjust my condition! I am still the same person I used to be, and I will take back everything I have lost!

Coiling Dragon