Chapter 43: Resonance
"Why do you want to go back to China?" asked Li Sisi after the two ordered a lot of refreshments and a pot of Luohan tea in Hong Kong.
"Why do you want to go back to China? Qin Yi asked puzzled, Li Sisi picked up a piece of powder sausage and said, "That's not what you mean, you should be doing very well abroad, right? You also worked as a psychological consultant for the FBI or something, and you have a doctorate, so your income must be higher than now, right? Why do you want to come back to live such a poor life?"
"Well, income. Qin Yi held his chin and smiled, "At that time, Stanford University offered to let me stay as a professor of criminal psychology and human behavior as a tenured professor, and my income was about 100,000 US dollars per year. ”
"That's 600,000 ...... Isn't it much higher than it is now? Do you have an annual salary of 150,000 yuan now? Li Sisi frowned and asked puzzled.
"It's just a salary, and tenured professors abroad are involved in various research projects, and research funds are allocated according to their research projects. In the United States, there are still many anti-social elements, so although criminal psychology is an unpopular subject, it can actually be 'secretly funded' by many departments. Qin Yi replied with a smile.
As he spoke, Qin Yi took a sip of tea and continued: "Especially since I helped solve a number of famous cases over there at that time, I should be able to allocate a lot of research funds." In addition, the FBI also invited me to work in their behavioral science department, promising a high salary and a lifetime green card or something, but ......"
Speaking of this, Qin Yi shrugged his shoulders and asked rhetorically, "Sisi, do you think that if you have money, you will definitely be able to live a happy life?"
"Being rich is not necessarily happy, but not having money is necessarily unhappy. Li Sisi replied.
"It's not unreasonable, so let's say ......" Qin Yi said, raising his index finger: "If there is a man you love who is very poor and can only provide you with a rented life outside, no luxuries, no mansions and luxury cars, but you can also do without worrying about food and clothing, and another man is ugly and has a bad personality but is very rich, which one will you choose?"
"I ......," Li Sisi frowned, "I will choose the one I still like and have money." ”
"Then what if you can only choose one between the two?" Qin Yi continued, Li Si thought for a while and shrugged his shoulders: "Then it's still the first one, after all, it's better to be with a man you hate for a lifetime, it's better to die." ”
"So you get the idea? For me, the former man is the 'teacher' and the latter man is the 'counselor'. Qin Yi said with a smile, Li Sisi frowned and thought about it, and muttered, "I roughly understand......
Qin Yi sandwiched a T-bone boy into Li Sisi's bowl, and Li Sisi asked again, "Then why do you want to be a teacher?"
Qin Yi was stunned, swallowed the roasted wheat in his mouth, and said with a smile: "Sisi, classmate ......"
"Call me Sisi, it's annoying to hear. Li Sisi said impatiently, Qin Yi nodded: "Have you ever been treated unequally by teachers? Have you ever thought that this teacher has ruined my life? Have you ever thought that if this teacher had done something or said something at this time, maybe I wouldn't be what I am today?"
Saying that, Qin Yi smiled: "Of course, you are still young, and you may not have this kind of thought." ”
"Some ......" Li Sisi muttered, bowed his head and poked the T-bone on the plate with chopsticks.
"Really?" Qin Yi sighed, "Teacher, when I was in junior high school, my grades were actually very good, but mathematics, physics and English were particularly outstanding, while chemistry and Chinese were relatively average." As a result, the class teacher named me as the representative of the chemistry class, in fact, the main reason is that the students with good grades already have the position of class representative or study committee member. ”
"And then?" Li Sisi asked with interest, holding his chin and listening carefully.
"Then?" Qin Yi said, shrugging his shoulders, "I studied chemistry very hard, hoping to live up to the expectations of the class teacher, and my chemistry grades are okay, and I can rank in the top ten in the class." But guess what? My chemistry teacher set up a peiyou squad in the class and selected a group of people to train them to participate in the chemistry competition at that time. ”
"There are no you in that batch?" Li Sisi asked, Qin Yi nodded with a wry smile: "There is no me in that batch, although I have worked hard to study, and my grades are indeed okay, but somehow, that chemistry teacher seems to see through me." This child works so hard, and he only has this level, and he has no future at all, and there is no need to cultivate it. ”
"What a scumbag, isn't this like telling the people in your class that you have no talent?" Li Sisi frowned.
"Right?" Qin Yi sighed and said, "Although in this society, people always say that the choice is made by yourself, and it has nothing to do with the teacher, if you want to blame, you are too fragile." But is that really the case? Isn't it the teacher's duty to guide students on the right path? If you want to blame yourself, you are too fragile? Isn't it strange that you are a child and are fragile?"
Li Sisi nodded again and again, and Qin Yi continued: "It's right that I made the choice, but doesn't the teacher's actions have an impact on the students? If he is just a bystander and does nothing, of course I will be responsible for my choice, but he doesn't do nothing." ”
As he spoke, Qin Yi knocked on the table: "Teacher, you have made an act that has an impact on the psychology of the students, and the students have also had a negative impact because of this, this is because the students' tolerance is too poor? The psychology is too fragile? What kind of theory is this? Being robbed is because the victim is too weak to beat the robbers? Just because there are too many people in this country, you can abandon the so-called weak people unscrupulously?"
Qin Yi sneered loudly: "Isn't it, right? Maybe in terms of psychological endurance, they are weak, not as good as some people, but like I said, each of you has your own talents." Although you are not as mentally capable as others, you must be unsurpassed in some aspects. How can the value of a mentally fragile genius compare with a determined mediocrity?"
Li Sisito's cheeks groaned, Qin Yi picked up a piece of fried dumplings and took a bite, and said with a smile: "I will always remember that chemistry teacher's name is Li Jun, and I remember his expression as if he was looking at the air when he looked at me. That's when I decided that if I had the chance, I would definitely guide children like me on the right path. ”
"Really...... You're not sensational, are you?" asked Li Sisi suspiciously.
"If you don't believe me, I can take you back to my junior high school tomorrow to see that teacher. Qin Yi said with a smile, "I have investigated, and now he is still a teacher in that school, maybe it is appropriate to use the word 'tireless destruction'." ”
"I don't know why, but suddenly I started to admire you a little. Li Sisi said with a smile.
This is called "resonance", when the two sides have a similar experience in common, there will be resonance, and the distance between the two sides will be shortened, of course, Qin Yi did not make it up.
Qin Yi just smiled, and then said seriously: "Sisi, go back to class, believe me." ”
The expression on Li Sisi's face instantly froze, she looked down at the cowboy bones on the plate, and said with a heavy heart: "I...... Trust you, but I don't want to go back. ”
"Trust me. Qin Yi said firmly, "I know you don't want the friends you made before to affect the students in the class like Zhou Xinghua, I know you think it's you who hurt you, but believe me." None of this is a problem, as long as you want to. ”
Li Sisi looked at Qin Yi seriously, and suddenly smiled after a while: "Yes, after all, your old friend is the inspector of the police station, and with her support, there is really nothing to be afraid of." Well, I promise you. ”