"Oh!" I noticed that she used the word maybe, and it was not the first time that she had said that she wanted to leave here in the past two years in Shenzhen. But tossing and turning, she still struggled in her cocoon.

"Why, don't you believe it?" she raised her head slightly, her tone raising a little.

"You see all the dark circles under your eyes are up, haven't you slept well?" I walked side by side with her to the elevator.

"Sort of. She turned her head sideways to look at the dark floor.

After a while, we went upstairs and came to Ye Lingsu's hospital room. Ye Lingsu was leaning on the bedside talking on the phone, and when she saw us entering, she said yes and hung up the phone first.

"You two women with no conscience, I've been hospitalized for the third day, and you haven't been with me decently. Ye Lingsu stretched out her hand and pointed at us, and when she pointed at Liu Xinmei, she gasped.

"Xinmei, have you been ghosted?"

"You're a ghost!" Liu Xinmei scolded with a smile, "Insomnia, I didn't sleep last night." Hey, no, I'm old, and if I don't sleep at night, it's like thunder. ”

"Knowing that you are still fighting with yourself like an eighteen-year-old girl when you are old, the forest is so big, you can let go of the seedling of Charanvan. Ye Lingsu repeated the old words.

"I quit my job and went back to F-City. Liu Xin's eyebrows drooped with an expression, looking like his heart had been broken into scum and he would never love again.

"Oh?" Ye Lingsu looked at her suspiciously, "When will you come back?"

"You don't believe me. She turned her head to look at the wall angrily.

Ye Lingsu and I glanced at each other, and then shook our heads in unison. In the past two years, she has vowed more than once to let go completely.

"Heart eyebrows. Ye Lingsu reached out and pulled her.

She turned her head, tears glistening to the corners of her eyes. For the sake of a man who is simply impossible, she really gave her all, including self-esteem.

"I still want to know, what do you love about Charanvin? Don't say you don't know, and don't say that there is no reason for love. For example, I love Gao Zefeng very much, because he is not only very handsome, but also serious and responsible in his work, and he plays billiards well, and he especially understands what I need. Ye Lingsu looked at her.

"Xinmei, I want to know too. To be honest, I don't think I really found any particularly amazing advantages in Charanwen except for being good-looking. Could it be that he can print money, and if he gets him, he will have the whole world?" I looked at her, too, and I was also curious about the question.

Liu Xinmei raised her head, and after reaching out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, she moved her lips and said after a while: "Lanzi, do you remember the first time I saw him?"

"I don't remember. "I tried hard to recall, when was the first time Liu Xinmei saw Xia Longwen? My thoughts were in a mess, and I had no impression at all.

"At that time, my sister had to have surgery, so I returned to F City from Zhejiang. Then I went to your shop and he came to you. Do you remember that day?" she asked me again.

"Like...... It seems that there is such a thing. "So much has happened in the past two years that I can't remember it anymore.

He walked in from outside the store that day, dressed in sunshine and with a big smile on his face. It's like Rukawa Kaede coming down from the manga and coming to me. Liu Xinmei smiled bitterly, "In the past two years, I know that I don't even have self-esteem, but I can't control it." It's like a devil in my heart, and it drives me to keep that crazy passion constantly. ”

Or...... Can you try it with a handsome man?" Ye Lingsu said softly.

"If you can try another man, it won't be love. Liu Xinmei spread his hands, "I really love him, I am willing to live for him, die for him, and leave him for him." ”

"It's horrible. I muttered, "Susu, I think, it's impossible for me to understand what love is in my life." Su Su, can you die for Gao Zefeng?"

"No, it won't. Ye Suling replied calmly, "For me, freedom is above all else. ”

"Xinmei, will it be that if you get him, you won't love him anymore? The root of your current pain is mainly because you can't ask for it. I stared at her.

She shook her head, "If I just get his body, I can have many chances." I didn't do that, I just thought that maybe one day, he would look back and see me. ”

"He'll never see you. Ye Lingsu said cruelly.

"Lanzi, do you remember when you asked me how I found Charanvin? At that time, you refused to tell me where he went, and I didn't have his contact information. So, I went to the hospital where he was hospitalized to look for information, and then found the salesman who worked in his former gold store, little by little. Then he found his classmates in Shenzhen, and finally found him. ”

"When I came to Shenzhen, he was sick and had hepatitis. I live alone in a rental house of less than ten square meters, and I take care of him with Xiao Lei. Liu Xinmei had a dreamy smile on his face, "At that time, he didn't hate me so much now." Because Ma Xiaolei is also in the relationship, we also chat often. ”

"Did he have any conflicts with his family? His fourth brother's career is so big, his family shouldn't be bad, right?" I interjected.

"I don't know. She shook her head a little dazedly, "I went to his house once, and his parents were not at home, only her sister received me. She didn't say anything about Charanvin. ”

"Xinmei, let's stop here. I was a little sad and said, "Be kind to yourself and live your life." ”

"Leave him alone. Ye Lingsu took over my words, "A lifetime is so long, or when you are forty years old, you will find that Xia Langwen is just a scumbag, and yours was just a blind eye." ”

Liu Xinmei looked at us for a while, and then didn't speak.

"Xinmei, Ma Xiaolei is very good......" I opened my mouth tentatively.

"Do you want it?" she looked at me mockingly.

"Okay, let's not talk about that. Lanzi, I always forgot to ask you, who paid me for the hospitalization fee that day?" Ye Lingsu changed the subject.

"Charanwen is his fourth brother. I took my phone and looked at the time, "Are you hungry, I'll buy you something to eat." ”

"Wait, I haven't asked you yet, what's the matter with you and his fourth brother?" Ye Lingsu pointed the finger at me.

"What's going on? I got up, "The three of us, you're barely able to make it all right now." ”

"The ...... How's it going now?" Ye Lingsu looked at me cautiously.

"By the way, I have to discuss something with you. I completely ignored her question, "In about two weeks, Xiaobao will be here." My ten square meters, it is estimated that it is not very easy to live, and when the time comes, I will sleep in the living room with Xiaobao. Ask for a leave of absence from your Gao Zefeng on my behalf?"

"My family, why should I ask him for leave, you can come at any time. Ye Lingsu waved his hand.