Chapter 134: What is the Expectation of Wind and Dust
"I don't blame you, I blame myself, I rely on you too much. *With *dream* small* said wwwlā I think I can be so powerful, in fact, without you, I am vulnerable and have no direction, I will only shed tears and look pitiful and stupid. ”
His jaw gently rubbed the top of my hair, and he said angrily, "Yun'er, don't joke." ”
"It's not a joke, it's all true. ”
He rubbed my jaw and stopped, as if thinking, and sighed, "Maybe...... You don't blame me, you don't blame fate, you don't blame all the circumstances, you only blame yourself, it's really stupid...... Yun'er's weak but strong appearance, although it is still cute, but ....... it is really distressing. ”
He buried his head in my hair and kissed the back of my neck through the strands of my hair, and swept it like a butterfly's wings, brushing the tip of my heart and sending a ripple.
was moved in his heart, and the sensational words were slowly spit out, although he was numb, he didn't feel disobedient and twisted.
"Ovary, I don't know why this is happening, but I always feel that being able to let me meet you is God's kindness to me, no matter what the result is, no matter how many difficulties there will be, I will never regret coming here. ”
His scorching breath trembled slightly behind his neck, and the fluctuations of his emotions spilled out faintly in this subtlety, and only this close interdependence could I capture it very clearly.
still wanted him to be less depressed and worried, so he muttered to himself again: "Zifang, you are right, Fusu is trustworthy, he will not harm me, I have such a grudge, and I am not on the guillotine." It's really a big fuss, the girl's house is so troublesome, isn't it, and she always loves to cry and cry when the sky falls down at a little time. ”
"Yun'er, don't say that......" He turned my body to him, forehead against forehead, with a serious admonition in his solemn tone, "Let Yun'er face so many alone, and I can't do anything about it." Just because we all have our own responsibilities, we must then work separately for our respective missions. You already know what I'm going to do, and what you're going to do, Yun'er, do you know it?"
"Me?" I said frankly, frowning, "I just feel like a mess, and I'm afraid to leave you, I'm afraid to drag you down, and I want to bear it with you, but I don't want to put extra pressure on you." But I understand that I have to go this time, but the ovary, I don't know why I just have a very bad premonition, you draw a line with me like this, how far will you push me in the future, will it ......"
Yun'er was thinking nonsense again. He held the side of my face with his palm, rubbed his thumb on his cheek, his movements were meticulous and serious, and his tone was firm, "Protecting Yun'er's safety is my most important responsibility, whether it is Han Zi's entrustment, or the safety of this world, or as my wife and my family." ”
"Ovary ......"
His solemn and deep voice moistened my heart like a warm current, not sweet words, but so righteous and awe-inspiring, but for me more than any sweet words touched people's hearts. I am his wife and his family, no abuse, so sensible, so solemn, as rigorous and prudent as talking about the great policies of the world.
Although he explained things very strictly, his tone was soft like coaxing a child, and he spoke with extreme patience.
"The first person to discover your special identity was the moon god, not only did she not do anything harmful to you, but even promoted Yingzheng to canonize a high-ranking official to you, which seems to be to control you in the hands of the empire, but in fact, it is also more conducive to preventing people from spying on you. The Yin-Yang family is not really assisting the empire, and the Yin-Yang family is also incompatible, and the complex relationship between them makes the moon god reserved for anyone else in this matter, she wants to control you within her control, and not be plotted by others. ”
"Fusu also mentioned that the relationship between me and Chengying Sword, which is related to the great governance of the world, is all what the moon god said. Ying Zheng is very credulous in Yun Zhongjun, and he must be even more so with the Moon God. ”
"Indeed, as a protector mage, Ying Zheng has always treated the moon god with courtesy. The most dangerous place is sometimes the safest place, whether it is Yingzheng or the Moon God, it seems that there is no reason to hurt you at present, and it is even your best wall to protect the wind, not to mention that there is Fusu, Yun'er is smart and intelligent in the empire, and it will be very safe in the empire. ”
Zhang Liang is thoughtful and can always settle me in the most appropriate place, but no matter how resourceful he is, Bolangsha is doomed to failure, how will he survive at that time?
I was a little hesitant to ask, but it was better for each other to be open and honest about my inner turmoil than to speculate and worry.
"What about you, ovary, are you afraid, and the consequences of your adventure may ......"
"Although the empire is majestic, the government and the opposition have many unscrupulous forces, the stability of the axis of power is full of hidden dangers, and the harsh government and labor have lost the will of the people. There are some things that someone has to do first, even if they will never recover. His tone was heavy and heavy, and he said gloomily, "But I will do my best not to implicate innocent people in Confucianism." ”
"That's why you're going to draw a line with me like this, and take advantage of Fusu's affection for me......"
"Actually, Fusu also wants me to do this, Yingzheng has long had the heart to exterminate Confucianism, and now Confucianism is in the limelight, you have less to do with me in the empire is more thoughtful, whether it is the empire or the Yin and Yang family, those who are secretly spying will put you in trouble as soon as they find an opportunity. ”
"Secretly?" the sinister and delicate face swept over his mind, and the cold air was dripping, "You mean Zhao Gao? The Zhao Gao I know is full of intrigues and tricks, and his methods are ruthless and inferior, which is indeed unavoidable." ”
His big hand stroked my back, making people feel calm: "For the time being, he can't do anything to you, Ying Zhengbi trusts the moon god, and naturally he will also re-entrust you." Even if Zhao Gao has any means, it will also take a precautionary process, and I will find a way to deal with it in time. Although I'm not by your side, I will have a way to know the situation on your side, even if something happens, Yun'er doesn't need to be too flustered, you know?"
I nodded vigorously, for fear that a little less sincerity would make him worry more.
His tone was a little more relieved: "Yun'er knows the direction of history very well, plus Chu Nangong's prophecy, so Yun'er, don't worry too much about me." ”
"But although I know the result, how much ...... the process will be"
His thumb touched my lips and interrupted me before I could speak.
"Yun'er, the wind and rain here are what I have to face and bear, and you also have more important things to bear. ”
Thoughts flashed along his train of thought: "Mirage?"
"That's right, Canglong Qiju. He nodded, took a deep breath and said, "The Yin and Yang family hides many secrets that no one knows, and you are the one who has the best chance of getting close to them to understand the secrets and motives behind them. There are still Tianming and Yue'er on the mirage, with your help, presumably they can get out of trouble with a lot more certainty. I believe that Yun'er must have the ability to pick them up. ”
I nodded again, thinking about it for a long time, all kinds of possible situations, all kinds of actions I can have, for fear that I can't deal with it, without Zhang Liang's plan, it will be messed up, racking my brains to ask all the problems as clearly as possible.
"Ovary......" I cupped his face and called out with great anticipation.
"Well, what's wrong?"
"Do you have any tips for me......? The kind of tip that can be taken apart and seen at a critical moment. ”
He paused slightly, and his voice seemed to be smiling: "No." ”
"No?" Doesn't he like to play tricks and tricks the most, like Zhuge Liang's clever tricks? Even if Zhuge Liang's tricks are fictional novels, the ones he gave to Tianming last time were genuine, why didn't he help me plan in advance?
Seeing that I was so disappointed, he smiled lightly: "I am not Chu Nangong, and I am not Yun'er, I can predict the future." The tips I gave to the Mo family before were only a few words, and I planned them all properly, and I was very sure. ”
His tone turned deeper, and he advised, "Yun'er has to face too much this time, there are too many unknowns, you must be very careful." If you encounter any danger, don't hesitate to inform Fusu in time, he has the ability to protect you. It's not who takes advantage of whom, it's about the people's livelihood in the world, and it's what Fusu expects, you can't have any mistakes, everything must be based on your own safety. ”
"I understand the ovary, I know very well that Fusu and we are not destined to be enemies. ”
"But Yun'er. The bridge of his nose touched the tip of my nose, and a hot breath blew through, and he suddenly said, "Usually keep an appropriate distance from Fusu, and remember not to be too ...... if you can avoid it."
He paused, and I asked, "What's too much?"
"Don't get too close. He lowered his voice and said word by word, very serious admonition.
A vinegary breeze swirled in the air...... But my heart was blown warm.
I also said in the third chapter of the law: "You too." ”
"Me?"
"Well, stay away from the woman you like, and don't mess with flowers. ”
He asked amusedly, "Does Yun'er mean Mr. Gongsun?"
"Ofan, it's not just Gongsun Linglong who likes you!"
He nodded in embarrassment: "Well, there are indeed many more. ”
"You!" I was a little angry, but I didn't know how to refute it, because it was true, so I had to sigh and ask, "Do you say yes or not?"
"Good!"
He replied decisively, with a hint of secret joy in his deep voice, a faint tired smile with the same uninhibited as usual, and the next second his kiss was already on my lips.
The calm pecking kiss, gently, densely, the warm and gentle breath is slowly flowing and floating, it is the smoke and rain, the wind passing through the willow bank, and the warmth, thoughtfulness, understanding and gratitude of the world. It seems that the hearts of both of them have settled down in this intimacy, and the previous depression slowly faded, and the mood was clear and comfortable.
"Ovary, I'll wait for you, wait for you to take me away. ”
"Definitely. ”
"Just don't keep me waiting too long......"
He sighed softly, almost inaudibly, and hugged me as tightly as he could, and his movements were cautious, as if to gauge whether my posture was comfortable enough.
I moved down so that I didn't press down on the arm he was padding, and I could bury my face in his arms. Close to his chest, listening quietly, his heavy and powerful heartbeat, quietly collecting, his body temperature and his breath, using his strength to memorize it, not letting go of a single cent, slowly filling the originally empty place in his heart.
His body is filled with the unique ink fragrance of old books and the faint fragrance of sandalwood, which is the most unique charm that belongs to him, enveloping all my senses and plucking all my heartstrings, inadvertently, but through the bones.
I really hope that there is no end to this night......
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