Finally, I can stay by Ziheng's side for some time, but I can't be relieved anymore. Every night when I dream of my child, I wake up with tears covering my face, my heart is not relaxed, and my illness is extremely slow. Seeing that the medicine he drank every day had no effect, Ziheng was also very anxious.

I didn't want to be so tired of him, but my heart knot was so bad that I couldn't open it.

The scar was so deeply engraved in my heart.

Such as maggots attached to the bone. Such as a fish in the throat. Wherever you go.

In this way, even if precious medicinal materials are used every day, people still lose weight day by day.

It was a light rain that day, and the weather was a little chilly in early winter, so I returned to Chengqian Palace.

Most of the things that followed were just listening to what Xi Ruo said.

Ziheng opened the guards to take some books to dry in the sun, because the drying table was at the front door, after the guards left, he sent a secret guard to call Qingge, but Concubine Dao took the books, and accidentally found me, so she took them away. There are countless palace maids in the palace, and it is not a big deal to hurt one, and it did not alarm many people, because they took advantage of it to bring me back, and only said to Princess Ye that Concubine Shu and the emperor wanted to listen to the music and wanted to borrow me some time.

It's just that now, I'm afraid that the time to borrow it will not be short.

I struggled to get up and slowly walked out on the table. Seeing that the night was dark, there was nothing else except the lights of the night guards patrolling the night, and suddenly I wanted to caress the raindrops with my own hands.

In the vast Forbidden City, there are few moments of such tranquility. Standing in the corridor, stretching out his hand, the cold rain kissed the palm of his hand, only to know that winter was coming.

Quietly hid in, and saw a red-clothed figure standing inside, and the person who came whispered: "I knew it wouldn't be as simple as just asking you to listen to the music, just say, what's wrong." ”

I said, "Recuperate." ”

She turned around, looked me up and down, was stunned, and said, "I haven't seen you for a few days, how did you lose weight like this, is it because Su Ziheng doesn't like you." ”

I laughed and said, "Probably thinking about it day and night." ”

As if she hadn't heard, she approached me, looked at me, and said, "No wonder there is a room full of medicine," and added, "You say, what would happen if your majesty knew that you had not come to sing music to him and the concubine." ”

I said, "The emperor won't know." ”

"Oh?" the man looked at me with a look in his eyes and said, "How do you know?"

"Because he said it. I looked at Princess Ye, and my body suddenly felt a little soft.

I haven't stood for a long time, and it's a little bad for a while.

A curtain of cold rain poured down, as if it was full of pearls and jade, and the charcoal fire in the room was extinguished, and occasionally burst out with a very short whimper, with a fierce and dim red light.

Under the window that had just been erected, a cold wind was pouring in, with a subtle smell of decayed grass and trees, filling the room. Princess Ye sneered and said, "Do you know that now, I can kill you with one hand." ”

"If you really wanted to kill me, you wouldn't have made me stand for so long. "There are also wisps of unknown feelings in my heart, but I am at a loss, I know that Princess Ye is not a person with bad intentions, she just likes Ziheng.

"Ling Ling," she lifted my chin with one hand and said contemptuously, "In the past, I at least thought you were prettier than me, and you were still smart, so I thought you were an opponent, but now, I don't seem to think so." ”

"Oh?" I pulled my face away and chuckled, "It's a pity to disappoint the princess." ”

She squeezed my wrist as if to break a bone, "But I don't believe I'm going to look away." ”

"Oh?" I said, "you don't see it all now." ”

"It seems that you don't have any intention of admitting defeat. The man in front of him: "Otherwise, there is no leisure to quarrel with me here." ”

"I don't know if you've ever heard a word. I said softly, trying my best to suppress the unhappiness on my body, and said word by word: "The husband is not fighting, so the world can not fight with it,"

"Don't fight?" Princess Ye sneered, "If you want to fight, stay away from this Forbidden City, otherwise, one day you will regret it." ”

I gasped softly, but my face was even more indifferent. He smiled and said, "Is there anything else the princess does?" No, go to sleep, it's getting late." ”

She Shi Shiran said: "I wanted to tell you that there is something strange in the palace where I live now, forget it, I can't say it," she waved her hand, flashed, and disappeared into the vast night.

I went back to the window and whispered, "It's only been a long time before this body doesn't listen to me." Then he looked at the darkness of the night, and said to himself, "If you want to speak, you will always tell me." ”

The next morning, when Xi Ruo came, I was already sitting in front of the bronze mirror, picking up a mahogany comb from the wooden plate containing the jewelry, and gently combing my hair, only to realize that I had indeed lost a lot.

Xi Ruo came over, took a comb for me for a while, then took a white ribbon embroidered with begonias, tied my hair that hung down, and took a begonia flower in the box on the table, compared it with my hair, and said, "Wait a little better, comb a simple bun, and you can put this on." ”

The tassels clanged under her hands, and I looked at her and said, "Only you won't pick up those golden ones with one hand." ”

Xi Ruo put down Bu Shao, took the box and put it aside and said: "It's not that the slave and maid understand, it's the prince who understands, and the master naturally knows that the girl doesn't like to show off flowers and branches, and she is full of pearls and jades, so she chooses some generous ones." ”

I still looked at the glint in her eyes and smiled silently.

Xi Ruoyi smiled slightly, turned around and opened the cabinet and held a piece of blue clothes, and said, "Since the girl is up, she will wear it, but don't get cold anymore." Then he whispered: "The prince said that he would have breakfast with the girl this morning." ”

I nodded, let Xi Ruo put on this thick dress for me, and cleaned it up for a while, but said, "This dress is so thick, I really don't think it's convenient for a while." ”

Xiruo lowered her head and pursed her lips and smiled, and said: "Even if it is inconvenient for the girl to do anything for a while, isn't there still a prince, I'm afraid that the prince will feed all the food to the girl's mouth." ”

I glanced at her, pretended to hit her, and said, "Do you think I'm a bully now?" ”

"Who dares to bully our Ling'er girl, is it begging to be beaten," before the voice ended, I saw that Ziheng had opened the thick door curtain and walked in.

"It's not good to have such a big window open, and it's good to get cold again. He closed the window, only then looked back at me a few times, only to see the person in front of him wearing a blue winter coat, lined with snow-colored silk, a pair of snow-colored shoes will be exposed, green silk is just tied up at will, because of a long illness, the face is still a little haggard, beautiful and pitiful, to my side said: "It's just like this." ”

I just laughed: "I've been sick for so long, how can I still look a little, it's so easy to stand up, I can't recognize myself, how can I dare to say it." ”

Ziheng said: "It's hard not to have heard the phrase Xi Shi in the eyes of a lover." ”

I chuckled and said, "No." ”

He came over and rubbed my waist and said, "Haven't you heard of it yet?"

I hurriedly dodged and said, "I've heard it now, don't come here, go away." The body was still weak, and he couldn't hold it out after all, so he barely supported the couch, squatted down and gasped for breath.

He hurriedly came to help me and said, "What's wrong?" ”

I looked up, still smiling, trying to suppress the dizziness and discomfort, and said slowly, "It's okay, probably because I talked too much today, and I'm tired." ”

He raised his hand to hug me, I looked at him, and said seriously: "I said that we would eat together today, and I can't break my promise." So he helped him to sit on the couch, looked at his worried look, and couldn't help laughing: "I'm not dead, what do you mean by this bitter and hateful expression?" After a pause, he said to him, "Go and bring my piano." ”

"Yes. ”

He brought it, I tried the audition, and raised my hand, it was Wen Tingyun's "Wangjiangnan":

Freshen up, leaning on the river tower alone. Thousands of sails are not, and the slanting veins are long. The intestine is broken on the white apple island. (From Wen Tingyun's "Looking at the South of the River, Freshen Up")

He shook his head and said, "This song is too sad, you always think about this, no wonder the illness is slow to heal." ”

I looked at him and said, "It should be the last one," and I raised my hand again:

At the beginning of the song, the slanting sun is half red. The soft green artemisia adds plum rain, and the light yellow shirt is resistant to the lotus silk wind. The home is in the east of the five lakes. (From Wang Shizhen's "Remembering Jiangnan: The Beginning of the Song")

When the song was over, he held down my hand and said, "Ling'er, everything has been arranged." ”