Chapter 37: Let go
(Inscription: The sorrow buried in the heart will go away with time, but some people are destined to become a cinnabar mole in the heart in the passing years.) Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info)
Gu Ziyuan's slightly open eyes were like a crack in a valley, bottomless, but people couldn't help but fall into it. The tip of the knife pierced through my clothes, but it could not penetrate the skin, my hand was stunned and maintained a chest-breaking posture, and the faint milky white light in front of me was like a candle flame in the dry temple in the long night, and I was in a trance, as if I was in a fog.
At this time, Gu Ziyuan's voice became no longer ethereal and illusory, but became an old witch's voice, her voice was hoarse, urging me: "Seal the stream...... Come with me!"
I silently lowered my head and looked at Gu Ziyuan's body sitting up slightly due to urgency, she stared at me secretly, her eyes were sly, and I took a step back in horror and suspicion.
"Come with me...... ......Hurry up" Her words were like a vulture hovering above my head, and I could no longer bear the fear that penetrated into my bones, and I screamed, turned and ran wildly into the mist, and ran and ran until I reached a park.
The cherry blossoms are beaten down by the fine rain, one by one. The branches of the tree stretched out like withered claws, trying to drag me deeper into the depths.
I walked through the dense branches in horror, attracted by the flickering lights in the fog, and I slowly approached, like a lost ship, and saw the lighthouse.
It turned out that the flashing light was the police car headlight, it was parked next to the old tree in the garden, and there was a rockery like a labyrinth behind it, and it was dark inside the rockery.
I pushed aside the crowd, my heart was like a piece of paper in the wind, it was blown to "rustle", I stood in front of the corpse in a white shirt, and the coolness of April poured from the soles of my feet to my heart. At this moment, I couldn't hear the crowd talking to each other, I couldn't hear all the inquiries, I just looked at the dead girl.
She opened her eyes, her gaze stayed on the cherry blossom tree behind the crowd, the flowers were flying, the cherry blossoms were raining all over the sky, and with tears in my eyes, I turned around to break through the crowd and kept running forward, trying to shake off this fact.
Inexplicably, I ran to the door of the bubble tea shop that was supposed to go to the appointment, I stood straight in place, this shop was closed when I was in college, and now it has become the "old place" café, it was opened by me and Chen Yu, for so many years, I have always hoped to catch up with this agreement......
The swing swayed back and forth, and on it sat a girl in a ponytail, and today she was dressed simply and cleanly, like a fragrant gardenia.
"You're still here......" Ziyuan smiled shallowly.
I looked at her smart, real, silent, she got off the swing, kept a distance from me, and said, "It's been eight years, and you still haven't put down ......"
I lowered my head, the shame in my heart was difficult to describe, only three words that were eternal but true: "I'm sorry ......"
Ziyuan was stunned for a moment, looked at me, for more than ten seconds, the wind blew gently, picking up a few strands of hair in her ears, the fragrance of gardenias was heart-warming, and she called softly: "Seal the flow ......"
"Huh?" At this moment, my nose was sour, my throat was choked, and over the years, I had dreamed of countless images of meeting her again, but I never had the courage to face her death.
"I don't blame you...... It's true...... It was an accident...... It's time for you to come out of this shackle, you deserve to be free, and I hope that my name will be warm when you think of it, not because of pain, but because of ......"
With tears in my eyes, I raised my head, Ziyuan's body was wrapped in a white and illusory soft light, she was like a pure and immaculate angel, and like the distressing Emily in "Zombie Bride". Emily was killed by the Count before her death, turned into a zombie after her death, and sacrificed herself to fulfill Victor. And Ziyuan's life is even more tragic than her, her parents were taken away by God when she was very young. She was ridiculed and discriminated against by her classmates, and finally because I didn't show up for the appointment, she sadly went to the park and was killed...... I hurt her, it's me!
I covered my eyes, tears burst the embankment, she was indifferent like a white cloud in the sky, smiling at me slightly, and there was relief in her tone: "Sealed stream...... Don't cry...... I have to go...... It's all over, be happy......"
Hearing this, my heart sank, and I shouted anxiously: "No...... Wait......" I reached out to grasp her shadow, but there were a few steps between us, and these steps were the end of our lives that we could never reach.
The cherry blossoms fluttered in the wind, and there was a faint sentence: "From the moment you helped me, you are the eternal hero in my heart...... I don't regret meeting you at the best age...... You've got to get past yourself......"
Her voice floated in the wind, like a ribbon pulling a dream...... At the moment when she disappeared, the crush of her youth was like a brilliant firework, mottled and flickering in the sky. can't let go, let go, in the scenery passing by each other, like meteors hurriedly crossing the sky......
I cried and cried, there was a sentence that I never said to her, I grabbed the cherry blossom in my hand, looked around anxiously, and called her name, but she was no longer there, and I slowly realized that she was like a cherry blossom that would turn into spring mud after a spring rain.
I don't know if I really saw Ziyuan in this different era, or if I myself was really freed after facing the shackles that had trapped me for eight years, but I came out, the girl who liked me, she saved me, and the scar on my chest will certainly be there, but in the future it will no longer be a scar, but a cinnabar mole on my heart.
I suddenly opened my eyes, and my mind became clear after clearing the clouds, like the earth after the rain.
The screams of the treasure outside filled my mind, and the Mongolian knife did not pierce the shark leather on my body, and I was still alive...... It's just that the milky white light in front of me has disappeared, and the strong stench in the coffin makes me realize what happened just now.
I retracted my mind, and in the hazy darkness, there was a palm-sized thing standing cold, I took out my lighter, and in front of the starry fire, the doll grinned and looked at me viciously.
It's all doing tricks, it can control my mind, open my scars, and make me sink into it, and I can't extricate myself! But it was Ziyuan, I looked at this demonic thing with resentment, and coldly lit the fire on the dry clothes of the white-faced woman.
Tiny flames poked their heads out of their clothes like gophers, and then swept quickly, spreading and rising in flames, bringing a scorching heat to the cold hole eyes that it had never felt before.
The doll was afraid of fire, it screamed, its voice changed from man to woman, woman to old woman, the only constant was that they were all painful.
The corners of my mouth raised a smile, I had never been so happy, the stone in my heart was moved away in an instant, I withdrew from the coffin, the fire burned more and more, a scorching smell burst out, the shadow of the tricky doll writhed inside, and finally turned into a scream, ashes. (To be continued.) )