It rained lightly at night, it was really cut, and I wanted to be messy, my sleep was already shallow, because I had something in my heart, I couldn't sleep well, and I couldn't sleep anymore when I woke up in the middle of the night. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info turned over slightly, and the pillow with lavender squirted, not wanting to wake up Yun'er. She said half-asleep: "Sister, can't you still sleep?"

I shook my head slightly, "Just listening to the rain outside." "There was a ticking sound of the raindrops hitting the eaves.

Yun'er sighed and tucked the corners of the quilt for me. I looked at her and closed my eyes.

On the second day, the sun was light, and the sunlight seeped in faintly through the window paper, and a little pillar of light was negligently raised, faint but clearly visible. I was holding the silk thread and embroidering pear blossoms on the juanzi, and with a distraction, I pressed the tip of the needle into my finger and brought up a string of blood beads. Yun'er hurriedly picked up my hand and looked at it, put it in her mouth and sucked it again, and said, "Sister, what's wrong with you? ”

I threaded the needle on the pear blossom support, put the flower stand on the case, and then leaned to the side, and said lightly: "I probably didn't sleep well last night." Yun'er looked at the small circle of black green under my eyes, with a distressed look in her eyes, and said, "I don't know how these days, my sister always sleeps shallower." Why don't I take the milk tomorrow and cook it with white fungus and lotus seeds for my sister to drink, and I hope that my sister can sleep better. ”

Where did she know my thoughts, and I didn't want her to know and worry in vain, and I just told her that I was not in a good mood, so I thought so much.

I smiled at her and said yes. And she peeled the lotus canopy with joy. A wind blew through the window, leading me to see that the apricots outside were half-ripe and it was time to harvest. The lotus flowers in the white porcelain in the house have been defeated, and only two fish are left to play in the water occasionally, leaving some sounds. I can only leave the dry lotus to smell the sound of water. I rushed to the last season of the evening lotus to show him the dance, the pear blossom-colored skirt corners flying, and the autumn wind was smoked and warmed.

It should have been a good time to be elated, but now that I look at it, spring and autumn are coming, and it is only a matter of a moment.

For me, this year's autumn is extraordinarily warm, warm and cool.

If I asked someone to bring a few pots of chrysanthemums to my house, a few of them were blooming, and some were half-open and half-closed, and the shape was very graceful. The wind blew, and the hanging strands of hair flew up, and there was a slight touch when it swept across the cheeks. In a blink of an eye, he saw that among the purple and red flowers, only one white one was the cleanest, so he called Yun'er and said, "Go and fold the white one for me." Yun'er said yes and went.

I took the flower branch in my hand and looked at it carefully, it was a fine rouge point snow, the flower branch was dark green and long, and it opened just right, and the wisps of silk-like petals came in clusters, teaching people to know that autumn is really coming. Yun'er came to my side to take a look, and said happily: "This chrysanthemum is really blooming, and the whole house seems to be full of this fragrance." ”

"Yes," I said gloomily, "it's not time for begonia flowers to bloom." Yun'er saw that I was not in a high mood and didn't know what was going on, so she had to be silent. I took the chrysanthemum and put it on the table, and taught Yun'er to take my flute, and blew it straight to the Song Dynasty poet Dong Sigao's "Rouge Chrysanthemum":

The green pedicle and yellow heart cluster Jiangying, when to take the name of the dry lotus.

Predicting that the wilderness path is not in its heyday, first spit out the fang and break the solitary clear.

The fence falls and fills in the blanks, but the wind and frost are ruthless.

Hong Yanxiang will never hurt the drought, and it is difficult to form the Chaisang Division.

At this moment, I feel that the neck joint is very better. I knew I shouldn't have hurt myself like this, but I couldn't stop my thoughts. As he said, although I read a lot of books, I met him like a child.

That day, he was silent for a long time before he spoke to me. He said that Ling'er, the leader of the Uighurs, had taken the Uighur princess to Kyoto for a visit, and that he would go to Yumen Pass the day after tomorrow. His father, Su Yu, the emperor of the dynasty, asked him to take people to Yumen Pass to pick up people and come to Kyoto together.

I was speechless for a moment after listening to his words, and the atmosphere suddenly froze. The foreign envoy came to the court, said that it was a play, and brought the princess over to ask for marriage, when the emperor's fourteen sons, he was called alone, and the emperor's meaning could not be more obvious.

On the ground of the garden is the moonlight, which is as cool as a spring pear blossom. He and I were lonely, and the lotus pond under the moonlight seemed unusually empty and silent. The fragrance of lotus flowers in early autumn was originally beautiful, but at the moment it smelled bitter, pressing in the throat and making people breathless. He was right next to me, but I felt like we were separated by a thousand mountains and rivers.

"Ziheng......" I called him softly, and asked unwillingly, "Are you the only one going?"

He groaned slightly, as if suddenly enlightened, and said, "I will go to play the emperor tomorrow, saying that I will not come alone, and let the fourth brother accompany me." He looked at me again, and his tone was unusually gentle: "The fourth brother knows that I already have a sweetheart." He will take care of everything for me. ”

The light in the pavilion was a little dim, and when the herbs in the incense burner, wisps of white smoke lingered around. Through this curling smoke, I couldn't see his expression clearly, I could only hear his voice with all sincerity, and said word by word: "I will leave early tomorrow morning, but don't worry, I can't let go of anyone else in my heart except you." When I bring them to the capital, I will lead you to my father and mother. ”

My heart suddenly beat hard, but my mouth still responded extremely gently, "Okay." He hugged him so tightly that I couldn't move, but I felt that the air around me had stagnated, and I held my breath and whispered, "You're just going on a long trip, just like before," and gently got up from his arms, straightened his clothes, and said softly, "Take good care of yourself outside, and don't worry about me." After hearing this, he took my hand, "Yes, I will go and go back, you wait for me at home." "At that time, I thought, I should believe the person in front of me. He has done a lot of emotional things for me, and if he doesn't even have the most basic trust, it is not enough to become a pavilion.

The next day, when I woke up in the morning, it was dark, and I was left alone in the pear blossom tent, and he was gone. There was a faint sense of loss in my heart, and then I realized that I was just a little woman from an ordinary family, and I only hoped that the people around me were my single-minded people, and I could not part with nothing.

I sighed softly as I looked at the half-embroidered pear blossom, thinking that he was at the side of the Uighur princess at about this moment. With his character and appearance, if he was looked down upon by the Uighur princess, even if he was unwilling, what could he do, the feelings of the royal children were too insignificant in front of the country. And I asked myself if I could accept it willingly for him if he was really decreed to marry. He once said that he would be a couple for a lifetime, but he was the most unfocused royal child in the world.

Thinking about it and shaking his head, he understood why he repeated it to me over and over again that day, Ling'er, you have to remember what you said today, in everything, do your best first, and then look at the destiny of heaven. From about the beginning, Xi Ruo knew his identity. But she, like Ziheng, chose to keep her mouth shut, not to teach me the rights and wrongs of the royal grievances. It seems that I have courage in my heart in an instant, yes, for their thoughts, I shouldn't hurt myself like this, I have to fight first, after all, that is my relationship with him.