Chapter Eighty-Seven: Desolation
Now, listening to Shen Fei talk about this, she can't help but carefully filter the events that have happened over the years.
Why wasn't it doubted before?
"Will people like Du Yuanshan leave flaws when they do things?" Han Yanmei smiled sadly.
Shen Fei is actually not sure, but who stipulates that he can't talk nonsense?
It's just nonsense, it's not it, it's not, and there's nothing to lose, at this moment, Han Yanmei, who is in an uncertain mood, if she knows Shen Fei's thoughts, she doesn't know how to feel.
"Originally, I should have killed you, but if that's the case, I'm afraid I'll have to thank you!" Han Yanmei looked out the window and muttered softly.
Under the night sky, Shen Fei shook his head a little painfully, and after indulging, his heart became more and more empty, "When did you become so despicable?"
For a woman, the use of such means, for whatever purpose, seems, is unforgivable.
It's just that, recalling the incident just now, Shen Fei's heart also has a bit of indescribable stimulation.
It seems that the floodgates of ** have been opened, and Shen Fei does not dare to guarantee that what awaits him is not an endless abyss.
The moment of the fall is the one who can best experience that kind of pleasure.
However, when you fall into the abyss and struggle, you will find that the pleasure of that moment will become your lifelong regret.
"Is it because of Yao Ruoxue?" The corners of Shen Fei's mouth couldn't help but show a touch of bitterness.
"It seems that you should go and talk to Zhang Qiuyu!" Shen Fei said secretly in his heart.
After a night of tossing and turning, early the next morning, Shen Fei woke up, and then, patted his head, he had been gloriously laid off and became an unemployed person, and it seemed useless to get up so early.
I'm used to doing one thing, and suddenly I don't do it, it's really a little unaccustomed.
After being at home for a long time, Shen Fei got up and walked towards the psychological counseling center opened by Zhang Qiuyu.
At ten o'clock, Shen Fei's figure appeared.
Zhang Qiuyu is still the same dress, but with a pair of stockings.
Tall, sexy, pretty, thinking of the seductive scene that happened that day, Shen Fei couldn't help but feel a little hot in his heart.
Seeing Shen Fei, Zhang Qiuyu's pretty face couldn't help but show a touch of blush!
It's as if I've remembered something embarrassing.
"Sit!" Soon, Zhang Qiuyu's expression became solemn, she knew that if it was okay, this man would not come to her.
Even if something like that happened last time, Zhang Qiuyu never saw Shen Fei pestering her!
Obviously, this is a man with integrity and strict restraint on his own **.
Shen Fei nodded and sat opposite Zhang Qiuyu.
"Actually, you don't have to be so nervous, I just feel irritable, so let's talk to you!" Shen Fei said.
Zhang Qiuyu nodded, a little relieved, last time, she used her body to divert the man's attention, this time, face to face, Zhang Qiuyu may not have such courage.
Hearing Shen Fei say this, Zhang Qiuyu was undoubtedly much more relaxed.
"Tell us about your performance, and what's happened lately?"
"People who suffer from this kind of illness must always maintain an optimistic attitude, once they are depressed, their thoughts are easy to be extreme, which is the biggest incentive to stimulate the disease!" Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei and said.
Hearing this, Shen Fei nodded slightly, Zhang Qiuyu is a pure doctor, Shen Fei put away his little charming thoughts.
did not hide it, and dragged out the recent events in its entirety.
Of course, Han Yanmei's matter still has to be hidden.
It is undeniable that, as Zhang Qiuyu said, that should be the result of his extremism.
Shen Fei felt that it was necessary to restrain himself.
"Do you like Yao Ruoxue?" Zhang Qiuyu raised his head and looked at Shen Fei and asked.
"This, how is it possible?" Shen Fei was dumbfounded.
"In front of me, there is no need to hide anything, you should look directly into your own heart, in other words, if someone who doesn't matter to you misunderstands you, will your mood be so upset?" Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei and asked.
Shen Fei nodded, and couldn't help but be silent.
In all fairness, if you don't have any feelings for Yao Ruoxue, you are undoubtedly deceiving yourself.
"As you said, maybe so!" Shen Fei said lightly.
"Actually, as a psychiatrist, I can only play the role of guidance, there is a saying that the bell must be tied to the bell, so to solve the boredom in your heart, you have to work this matter, of course, there is, you completely let go of yourself!"
"In fact, troubles come from emotions, all feelings are suffering, if you can be desireless, ruthless, perhaps, you will not have so many troubles!"
"Do you want me to retreat from the world and practice?" Shen Fei looked at Han Yanmei and smiled bitterly.
"If people live in the world, if they are ruthless and desireless, in my opinion, it is better to die!" Shen Fei shook his head and smiled.
"I'm just talking about it casually, and I can see that you are a very affectionate person, so your emotions are prone to ups and downs, so I hope you can try to stay calm, a little more calm, a little less impulsive, and a little less extreme!
Picking up a Diamond Sutra from the table, "Recently, I've been reading it!"
"Is this a combination of East and West?" said Shen Fei.
"Psychology is a science, and many arguments coincide with the arguments in the Buddhist scriptures, so it's understandable to study them!" Zhang Qiuyu said lightly.
"Shouldn't I call you a great scholar now?" Shen Fei said with a smile.
"Not yet, when I cure your symptoms, it's fine, of course, I need your cooperation!" Zhang Qiuyu said.
Hearing Zhang Qiuyu's old words mentioned again, a trace of hesitation flashed in Shen Fei's eyes, "I need to think about this matter, because there are too many things involved, you know, it may not be a good thing for you!"
Although the old guy gave him the power to make his own decisions, Shen Fei couldn't break through the level in his heart!
"Actually, sometimes, when you are upset, finding someone to talk to is also a way to release, don't suppress everything in your heart, if you are depressed for a long time, normal people can't bear it, let alone you?" Zhang Qiuyu said lightly.
"Well, thank you, it's almost noon, and I haven't had time to thank you yet, if you can, I'll invite you to dinner!" Shen Fei said with a smile.
"Someone invites you to dinner, of course!" Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei and smiled sweetly.
Zhang Qiuyu cleaned up and changed his clothes, the white dress inlaid with blue flowers couldn't help but make people's eyes shine.
The simple dress gives people a fresh and natural meaning.
Seeing Shen Fei's gaze, Zhang Qiuyu suddenly felt a little shy, she is a doctor, but, more often, he is a person, a woman.
"Let's take a bite closer!" Zhang Qiuyu said as he looked at Shen Fei.
"Okay," Shen Fei nodded.
"I'm not familiar with this place, you choose a place!" Shen Fei said with a smile.
"Actually, I'm not familiar with it either!" Zhang Qiuyu spread his hands, playful and a little cute.
Shen Fei smiled faintly, "Take a taxi, ask the driver, you can always find a good place to eat!"
"No, it's okay to turn around!" Zhang Qiuyu shook his head and smiled.
"With such fair skin, if you get tanned, you will be ruined!" Shen Fei said with a smile.
"It's okay!" Zhang Qiuyu shook his head slightly.
Two people are nearby, and they found a small shop, the store is not big, and the style is very good, and there are many customers.
"Generally, a deserted shop, although quiet, but the taste of the food will not be too good, and the hot shop always has its own uniqueness. Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei and explained.
"Well, that makes sense!" Shen Fei nodded.
handed the menu to Zhang Qiuyu and motioned for Zhang Qiuyu to order.
"Kung Pao chicken, fish-flavored shredded pork, stir-fried cabbage, braised pork, and then, a bowl of seaweed egg drop soup!" Zhang Qiuyu quickly reported the name of the dish, three meat and one vegetable, and a bowl of soup, which complemented each other.
"Recently, when I was losing weight, I was all about this meal at noon!" Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei and pursed his lips and smiled.
When Shen Fei heard this, he couldn't help but be dumbfounded.
"Actually, no, your figure is already perfect!" Shen Fei said with a smile.
When Zhang Qiuyu heard this, her pretty face turned red, "Just keep it!"
"Hello, the silkworm chrysalis in our store are a must, do you want to try it?" asked the waiter with a smile.
"Good thing, let's have a plate!" Shen Fei said with a smile.
Zhang Qiuyu opened his mouth, but stopped talking.
Ordinary girls can't talk about this kind of strange thing, but Shen Fei asked for it, and she couldn't refuse.
"You can taste it when the food comes up, this thing is delicious!" Shen Fei looked at Zhang Qiuyu and said with a smile.
"Don't!" Zhang Qiuyu shook his head decisively.
Shen Fei smiled faintly, Ouyang Feifei also hated snakes, the last time she ate it, although she vomited, but when she ate it, she enjoyed it with a look of enjoyment. If Shen Fei didn't tell her that it was snake meat, that girl would have eaten it in front of the deliciousness.
"Actually, you should learn to try it!" Shen Fei said with a smile.
"Forget it, don't be a psychiatrist, it's omnipotent!" Zhang Qiuyu rolled his eyes and said.
The speed of serving the dish was very fast, and when the silkworm chrysalis dish was served, Zhang Qiuyu pointed in the direction of Shen Fei with a disgusted face, and motioned to put it on his side.
Shen Fei picked up a piece of silkworm chrysalis, put it in his mouth, and chewed it gently.
"Really, don't?" Shen Fei asked.
"Don't!" Zhang Qiuyu shook his head decisively.
"I remember one time, my comrades-in-arms, a few of us, were besieged in a jungle, there was no way to go to the sky, there was no way to enter the ground, and besides, there was no ammunition and food!" Shen Fei's eyes seemed to have a touch of sadness.
Hearing this man talk about the past, Zhang Qiuyu couldn't help but listen attentively.
"At the beginning, I was still stunned and found a nest of this thing, and it only survived for three days, it was not cooked, it was raw and I didn't dare to make a fire, as long as there was a trace of smoke and fire, it was covered by enemy fire!" Shen Fei said lightly.
"Do you want me to eat?" Zhang Qiuyu said with a cold face.
Originally, Shen Fei, who was still going to speak, suddenly kept silent.
"Invite me to a meal, do you feel panicked?" Zhang Qiuyu said angrily.
"Okay, I won't say it, you eat, eat!" Shen Fei said with a dry smile.
Zhang Qiuyu looked at this man with a smile on his face, and couldn't help but have a smile on his face.
"What about later?" asked Zhang Qiuyu.
"Later!" Shen Fei muttered softly.
"Later, I was the only one who came back alive!" Shen Fei's eyes were slightly sour.
"Before he died, he took out two of these things from his pocket and told me, keep alive, and in the future!
At this moment, Zhang Qiuyu looked at this lonely man with a face of vicissitudes and tears!
(Tianjin)