Chapter 284: Silent Love (Thanks to Radiance 11 Xiangyun Dongmei for the reward)

"Niu Niu, are you ready?"

The navy couldn't help but nervously clench Gu Fanxin's hand, he had always been resolute and decisive, and a handsome face showed a rare tangled look. Fastest updates

Although he said that he recognized Xiao Fanxin as a partner who accompanied him in life and death, spent his life together and created a beautiful home, he couldn't help but be entangled when he thought of the real life that Fanxin would face in the future.

As a front-line soldier defending the motherland's airspace, he has a heavy burden on his shoulders and a difficult task, and he will definitely not be able to get out of his body and go back to accompany his wife under normal circumstances.

In addition, he has been away from home for many years, and all the burdens of life in the future will be on Xiao Fan's immature shoulders, if he has another child......

Do you want Xiao Fan's heart to be like Wang Baochuan in the play, looking hard and wanting to live in the cold kiln?

Then he became a father and a mother and pulled the children, raised the old and the young, sacrificed his precious youth and destroyed his life to fulfill him...

Don't complain to anyone, don't complain, and bear everything silently......

He didn't dare to imagine how hard and wronged Xiao Fan's heart would be without his company in the future, how lonely and lonely Xiao Fan's heart would be...... Even thinking about that situation would make him feel distressed!

He even wondered if he was a little selfish.

A beautiful and kind girl like Xiao Fanxin, so many excellent men around her, all of them are young and promising, and they are close to the water.

Isn't it too unfair for Niu Niu to choose herself?

People are really contradictory. On the one hand, he wants to hear his sweetheart's affirmative answer, but on the other hand, he doesn't want his sweetheart to be aggrieved.

Gu Fanxin blinked strangely and asked with big eyes, "What are you going to prepare?"

Facing the pure eyes of his little girlfriend, the navy lowered his voice as if he was afraid of scaring her, and said very solemnly that he was ready to be a military wife.

Gu Fanxin felt very puzzled: Brother Hai, isn't this an extra question? Could it be that to be a soldier's wife, you have to prepare special things? Isn't a wife just a wife!

The navy, who was simply cute by his little girlfriend, couldn't cry and laughed: "The wife of a soldier is different from an ordinary woman, if you choose to marry a soldier, it means loneliness, hard work and dedication, and when you can't stand it, don't cry and retreat!"

Gu Fanxin glanced at him arrogantly: "Hmph (^)! I'm not afraid! As long as you don't bully me, then I'll lock you up!"

In fact, Gu Fanxin didn't understand the Navy's words. From the smart tone in her tone, she could hear Brother Hai's concern.

She didn't expect that Brother Hai would also suffer from gains and losses, in fact, from acquaintance to acquaintance, the days we have walked together are vivid, it is so beautiful and warm, she has already been mentally prepared to face the cruel reality alone.

She knows that the difficulties of military wives are not only due to the fact that they have to pay too much hard work for the society and the family, but more importantly, they have to bear the spiritual torment of loneliness and loneliness, the long-term loss of emotional communication, and the lingering thoughts of anxious longing.

And military wives can't fully enjoy the family joy of family and the sweet happiness of marriage like other women who have become wives. They can only start to wait lonely year after year like migratory birds, waiting for the separation life after marriage that they don't know when they will gather.

They can't stay with their beloved and grind their ears and temples, and they can't spend time with their longing husbands. During the day, the military wives worked hard and had no time to take care of their children's private affairs.

At night, the solitary shadow, the lonely lamp at night, and the dark and boundless night stretched the deep longing of the military wives for their distant husbands, and they could only quietly put the faint affection of day and night thoughts in sweet dreams and distant reverie.

Every brief reunion between the military wife and her husband means a long-term separation and distant expectations.

When the husband who is a soldier is about to embark on the journey back to the army, the military wife will silently put the affectionate entrustment into her husband's backpack, although there is some sour nostalgia in her heart, but she will pretend to be strong and smile, and send her husband on the train that travels far away. …

Ordinary women often shed bitter and aggrieved tears on their faces, but women who are military wives often bury their tears in their hearts, they can't lie down in their husbands' broad and warm arms and sobble in a low voice, nor can they open their hearts to tell their distant relatives about their sadness and grievances.

But that's how stubborn I like it. I believe that there must be a lifetime of love, and there must be a lifetime of dependence. Perhaps, we are too young to have enough experience to tell us what love is.

However, we can try together, experience together, cry and laugh together, and be moved together!

I really don't know how to reciprocate your care and love for me. You tell me not to say thank you to you, because two people don't need to say thank you when they are together.

So I let go of all my worries, opened my mind, and enjoyed your kindness to me!

I remember what you once said--- If you marry me, I will definitely love you well!"

As a man, if you can love a woman wholeheartedly, you are a good man!

As a woman, it is not in vain to be able to get the love of a man without regrets!! I used to only feel the love of my grandmother and my stepfather, and you let me know that another kind of love will be so unforgettable.

You have never given me any vows, because the future is too unpredictable. You, only use your tolerance, your pampering, and your intentions to let me appreciate your dedication.

Brother Hai, after going through so much, don't you still understand my heart? I am willing to accompany you in life and death to spend my life together and create a beautiful home.

In fact, she really wants to thank God for being reborn in the vast sea of people, so that she can still meet a man who loves her and loves her, and works hard with him.

"Brother Hai, stop thinking nonsense! I will not waver and retreat. I feel that I am the luckiest person in the world when I met you, and I will cherish our feelings in the days to come, let us share each other's joy and happiness, and share each other's sorrows and troubles. ”

"Thank you, Niuniu," the navy's tightly wrinkled brows relaxed, and his heart was incomparably moved: "Thank you for choosing me and my family, thank you for everything you have done for me, I will remember it for a lifetime, thank you for bringing me happiness in this life; It is my greatest joy to have you by my side in this life. I hope you'll choose me for the rest of your life, would you?"

"Brother Hai, didn't you say that we don't need to say thank you, I am willing to let me share your joy when you rejoice from now on; When you are sorrowful, let me share your sorrow; Supporting you when you are healthy or sick, growing with you in love**, and being faithful to you forever and ever. ”