readx; If Yuan Jing'er was not her daughter, how could she die, she wouldn't have a word, so why bother to come over to persuade her?

If it weren't for her daughter, even if Yuan Jing'er died now, she wouldn't have taken a second look. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Yuan Jing'er gritted her teeth, looking at Cen Xue's eyes with some resentment and grievances, "But my mother has never regarded me as a daughter, and for so many years, you have never cared for me in any way, have you?"

She has always wanted to say this to Cen Xue, but every time she sees her, she can't say it, she doesn't dare to say it, but she also knows that even if she says it, her mother's attitude towards her will not change.

Whether it's for her, or for her father, or for her brother, it's the same, even if her brother has been away for so many years, she hasn't seen each other, she hasn't asked a word about her brother, and she hasn't even cared.

This made her really not understand, if she said that she was not born by her mother, then it would be fine, but she was indeed her mother's daughter, which could not be faked.

Aren't all mothers like treasures to their children, but why are mothers different from others?

Cen Xue raised her eyebrows, not surprised by Yuan Jing'er's words, but suddenly asked, "So, Jing'er hates me in her heart, right?"

Yuan Jing'er pursed her lips and didn't speak.

The emotion on that face fully expressed that she was indeed resentful.

"Snort!" Cen Xue looked at her daughter's emotions as if they were revealed, and her little daughter's mentality was undisguised, she sneered coldly and said, "It's good if you hate me, don't hate me, I don't care, it doesn't matter anyway!"

When Yuan Jing'er heard her say this, she burst into tears, "Mother ......"

How can she say this kind of thing.

What mother would care so little about whether her children hate her or not?

Is her mother hard-hearted?

Cen Xue didn't seem to want to say more, stood up and said lightly, "Okay, the words have come to this, you can listen or not, whatever you want, no matter what you do, I won't help you, you can do it yourself!"

After speaking, he turned around and walked out with a pale face.

Yuan Jing'er bit her lip and watched Cen Xue's figure disappear at the door, her face was ugly for a while, alternating blue and white, and then she couldn't bear it anymore, and directly waved her hand and waved all the tea cups on the table to the ground and shattered them into pieces.

"Bang!" and there was a debris on the ground.

Yuan Jing'er sat heavily on the stool and screamed loudly, "Ah!"

Seeing her like this, Mo Zhu immediately comforted, "Miss, Madame is also good for you, don't worry about it!"

Madame is a heartless person, she doesn't even care about herself, who can she care about? No matter how many years have passed, it's the same, why hasn't Miss gotten used to it after so many years?

When Yuan Jing'er heard this, she smiled coldly, "Good for me, when will she be good for me? If it weren't for ......" Her tone was stunned, her eyebrows and eyes were full of coldness, and she didn't say anything further.

Mo Zhu said in a low voice, "Miss, Madame is your mother, how can there be a mother who doesn't care about her children?" Madame is just not good at expressing ......."

"Enough!" Yuan Jing'er interrupted Mo Zhu's words, raised her eyes and glared at her with displeasure, gritted her teeth and said, "Don't tell me this again!"

In this way, my father also said that my mother was just so inexpressive by nature, so she was so cold, and she believed it, so she never saw her mother's cold pretense, but now, what about her? She is embarrassing herself.

As a mother, shouldn't she do anything for her children, and she deserves it?

Hearing this, Mo Zhu didn't dare to say more.

Madame is indeed cold by nature, and everyone can see it, but Mademoiselle can't see it, and no one can do anything about it.

The next day, Lou Yueqing got up early, because today was Rong Zhi's birthday, however, the guy went back to the palace early, which made her speechless for a while.

The complexion of the county lord of Qingning is slowly getting better, however, Lou Yueqing knows that no matter how good his complexion is, the body of the county lord of Qingning has begun to weaken, although Aunt Hua said that it is no big deal, but, judging from the sad look between her eyebrows and eyes, Lou Yueqing also knows that the lord of Qingning County will not be in the long run, and it is only to comfort the eldest princess and Rong Zhi that she will say something of relief, however, everyone knows the specific situation.

As in the past, after breakfast, Lou Yueqing went directly to the courtyard of the county lord of Qingning to talk to her.

Today's Qingning County Lord looks a little quiet.

She could already get out of bed, so Lou Yueqing helped her out of the room and lay down on the recliner in the pavilion in the courtyard and looked at the cloudless sky.

It's autumn now, and the lush branches of a few ginkgo trees in the yard have begun to turn yellow, and those yellow leaves are very obvious in the lush foliage group.

The eyes of the county lord of Qingning were stagnant on the yellowing leaves on the branches, and his expression was slightly stunned.

Then she smiled inexplicably, the tree was falling leaves, wasn't it just like what she was now, but next spring, when the leaves grew, she didn't know if she could see it.

Perhaps, just these days......

It's good that she has been waiting for this day for so many years......

Looking at the loneliness and a hint of relief in the eyes of the county lord of Qingning, he frowned slightly and said, "County lord, it's a little cold outside, it's better to go in first...... "It's the end of August now, and it's slowly getting cold, it's still morning, and it's a little cold in the pavilion, and the county lord of Qingning shouldn't blow the wind."

Hearing this, the county lord of Qingning looked at her and shook his head, "I want to stay a little longer, don't worry!"

She hadn't gotten out of bed for many days, and today Aunt Hua said that she could come out and walk around, although she didn't have the energy to walk, but she wanted to stay outside for a while.

Today is the death day of the mother's concubine.

In the past, she went to her mother's grave every year on this day, but now that she is like this, her aunt, Aunt Hua and Rong Zhi will not let her go, and she doesn't want everyone to worry about her anymore, so she didn't go.

When Lou Yueqing heard this, she didn't insist.

The county lord of Qingning looked at her, his pale lips were slightly hooked, and he said softly, "It's not good to let you sit here with me, why don't you go back and rest!"

Lou Yueqing said, "No, I don't have anything to do!" "I'm recuperating here, I can't go out, I can't go back, I don't have anything to do, Rong Zhi hasn't come back yet, it's good for her to stay here and accompany the county lord of Qingning."

The county lord of Qingning is Rong Zhi's sister, and she should accompany her more no matter what.

Qing Ning smiled faintly, looked at the ginkgo trees in the yard, and said quietly, "When I first arrived here, I was only three years old, and my aunt ordered people to plant these trees, hoping that I would live a long and healthy life and be happy for the rest of my life, but now, I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint her......"

When she first arrived here, she was only three years old, her health was very bad, and she almost died in the hands of her father, which made her extremely distressed.

Lou Yueqing paused when she heard this, and then looked at the county lord of Qingning and said, "If the county lord doesn't want her to be disappointed, she can live well!" In fact, the reason why the county lord of Qingning is so serious is only because she herself doesn't want to live, and if a person has no will to survive, even the best doctor will not help.

Qingning shook his head and smiled bitterly, "That's it, people will eventually die, for so many years, my aunt has been worried because of my illness, I don't want her to continue to worry about me in the years to come, endlessly......"

Lou Yueqing disagreed with her words, and was about to speak, when the county lord of Qingning suddenly covered his mouth and coughed violently, "cough, cough, cough......"

It was as if his throat was stuck, and his cough was a little hoarse.

Hanxiang behind her hurriedly gave her a soothing, Lou Yueqing frowned, and hurriedly turned around and poured her a glass of water on the stone table next to her.

However, after a cough, the county lord of Qingning was short of breath, his face was pale, and his hand covering his mouth slowly fell down, but the cuffs that were covering his mouth just now were red.

Hanxiang's face changed greatly, and she immediately helped the county lord of Qingning, who was already leaning weakly on the recliner, and shouted in a trembling voice, "The county lord ......"

Looking at the county lord of Qingning, whose eyes were half-closed and his face was pale, and there were still some blood stains on the corners of his mouth, Lou Yueqing's face also changed, the cup in her hand fell to the ground, and she stepped forward to help the county lord of Qingning in two steps, "Lord Qingning ......"

The county lord of Qingning's lips moved slightly, but he didn't say anything, and he tilted his head and passed out.

"County Lord......"

Rong Zhi arrived at almost noon, and Lou Yichen came with him today.

Lou Yichen has been busy with the affairs of the court these days, after Lou Yueqing was sent, he came once that day, but Lou Yueqing didn't wake up and went back, Rong Zhi is rarely in the palace these days, the emperor is like that, Rong Zhi can trust not many people Shen Wang Ye is not in Beijing, so many things Rong Zhi handed over to him to deal with, and the military affairs were even more lost to his brother-in-law, because Lou Yichen has a high reputation in the army, so no one objected.

Because of this, Lou Yichen didn't have time to come to see Lou Yueqing these days, and today he insisted on coming to see his sister Rong Zhi and enslaving him again, so he had to agree.

I didn't expect this to happen as soon as I came.

The county lord of Qingning hadn't woken up yet, Rong Zhi came, Lou Yichen also came, Lou Yueqing didn't stay any longer, let Rong Zhi watch, and he took Lou Yichen out of the courtyard of the county lord of Qingning.

As soon as he came out, Lou Yichen immediately stopped and looked at Lou Yueqing, his eyes were serious, as if he was afraid that she would suffer here for a few days, Lou Yueqing was a little speechless by him, and asked angrily, "Big brother, take a good look, am I missing a hair or am I thin?"

Lou Yichen's eyes, isn't that what it means?

Sure enough, as soon as Lou Yichen heard her words, he said with a serious face, "Big brother, isn't he worried about you? In the past few days, he said that he wanted to come to see you, and the regent threw me a lot of government affairs, I have to watch it, if you lose weight, I won't finish with him!"

Although he was worried about Lou Yueqing, Mrs. Ning Guo and Lin Peiyun had come to see that Lou Yueqing was fine, and now that there were many government affairs, he had no choice but to help his future brother-in-law take care of it.

He has already accepted this matter between his sister and this regent, anyway, compared to other men, Rong Zhi is the best choice, what is wrong with the regent? With the Ningguo Mansion as the backing, who dares to bully his sister?

"Poof......" Lou Yueqing couldn't help laughing, looked at Lou Yichen and said helplessly, "Then big brother, look at it, have I lost weight?"

Lou Yichen really looked at it carefully again, and then concluded, "It's okay, my face is not very good, but I haven't lost meat!"

The face is not very good because of excessive blood loss, but in the past few days, I have replenished blood every day, although I have lost blood every day, but it is almost better, and I look at this complexion, but if I am thin, it is not taken care of here, and it will be a big deal.

came here to recuperate, there was Aunt Hua for one reason, and there was Rong Zhi's selfishness, so he thought that Lou Yueqing would live here, so that he would come to see Qingning every day, and he wouldn't have to worry about not seeing her, it was really ......

Lou Yueqing smiled, "I'm not going to suffer, where can I lose weight easily, they are all very good to me, big brother don't worry!"

The eldest princess asked her about her situation every day, Aunt Hua took her pulse every day, wrote medicinal diet recipes for her to replenish her body, and the county lord of Qingning also asked her every day if she was used to living, where did she need to worry?

Lou Yichen still seemed to be dissatisfied with Rong Zhi, and said with a stiff face, "What is this? If you are in the house, you can take good care of you!"

It's just that Aunt Hua's medical skills are more reassuring, otherwise Rong Zhi wants to take people away, he is the first to refuse, originally he didn't want Lou Yueqing to have too ambiguous relationship with Rong Zhi before marriage, when he was in Beijing, although the guy slipped into the house every day, it didn't take long to leave, he was much more relieved, but now it is said that Rong Zhi spends the night here every day, and he is still in Lou Yueqing's house, thinking about it, he feels that his sister has suffered a loss.

Hearing this, the corners of Lou Yueqing's mouth twitched slightly, and then she looked at Lou Yichen with a smile, and spit out a sentence lightly, "Then big brother take me back!"

Everyone is here, and her little day is not over yet, not to mention Rong Zhi's refusal, she is also ...... Ahem, she wants to stay a few more days.

Lou Yichen looked at her with a calm face, how did he feel that he hadn't seen her for a few days, and there was an extra tail behind her sister?

Dangling ...... Eyesore!

It seems that he really thought that he would not dare to forcibly bring her back?

Lou Yueqing couldn't see what Lou Yichen meant, and hurriedly pulled Lou Yichen's cuffs and said pitifully, "Okay, I know that my eldest brother is worried about me, isn't it okay for me?" Don't worry, I'll go back in a few days!"

Hearing this, Lou Yichen raised his eyebrows, "Why not today?" It just so happened that he came, and there was no problem in taking her back, he was happy, Rong Zhi of the province handed over a lot of military affairs to him every day on the grounds of coming to see his sister!

Lou Yueqing pursed her lips and didn't say a word.

Today......

She also plans to stay longer.

Looking at Lou Yueqing's face, Lou Yichen smiled, looked at Lou Yueqing's eyes were gentle, and said softly, "Okay, big brother is just talking, look at your unhappy face, I don't know if I think my eldest brother is beating mandarin ducks!"

Although he also planned to beat the mandarin duck, that was before.

Lou Yueqing was silent.

Lou Yichen smiled, and suddenly remembered that Fang was at the Qingning County Lord's place, Lou Yueqing looked at the Qingning County Lord's eyes with some worry, and couldn't help but suddenly ask, "You have an excellent relationship with the Qingning County Lord?"

Lou Yueqing paused, then thought about it, and said, "It's okay, what's wrong?"

She has a relationship with the county lord of Qingning, whether it is good or not, it is not good to say that it is not good, she still likes the temperament of the county lord of Qingning, especially her care for Rong Zhi without a trace of impurities, which is rare, Lou Yueqing likes Rong Zhi, and she naturally has a good impression of Rong Zhi, but in her eyes, the so-called good relationship is enough to make friends, and she and the county lord of Qingning are not at this point.

Lou Yichen smiled faintly and said warmly, "It's nothing, it's just that the county lord of Qingning has never been close to people, even if it was Qin Guifei before, she just had a light attitude, I didn't expect that she would like to get along with you!"

In the past, even if it was Qin Minying, who was allowed to Rong Zhi, the county lord of Qingning was not very enthusiastic, although in Beijing, she had the best relationship with a Qin Minying, but it was only when she didn't want to see anyone and was not close, and Miss Qin, who could occasionally get along with her, was naturally the closest to her.

The county lord of Qingning has a withdrawn personality, and he is arrogant and cold, and he is also worried that Lou Yueqing will not be able to get the love of the county lord of Qingning here, so it will be a little troublesome.

After all, Rong Zhi still cares about this sister very much.

When Lou Yueqing heard this, she was stunned, "Big brother didn't know it on the first day, I love ...... people."

Seeing that Lou Yueqing was about to boast about herself again, Lou Yichen immediately shouted to stop, "Stop!"

Lou Yueqing shut up and looked at Lou Yichen, her little face was stinky.

Lou Yichen pursed his lips and said, "Okay, big brother knows you...... Well...... Cute, get down to business, how is the body of the county lord of Qingning?"

God knows, when he said these four words, he was a little weak-hearted, his sister must be loved by him, but he also knows how outsiders hate her, and now in Beijing, there are many more people who hate Lou Yueqing than those who love her.

Lou Yueqing was silent, then lowered her head and said in a deep voice, "Maybe...... It won't last long, it's a certain year ago!"

She actually wanted to say that it was still a mystery whether she could survive a month, but somehow, she just didn't dare to say it easily.

She didn't want the county lord of Qingning to die.

It's not that she cares much about the county lord of Qingning, but she knows that Rong Zhi cares about the county lord of Qingning, there are not many people he cares about, this sister is very important to him, although he doesn't say it, but how could Lou Yueqing not know that if the county lord of Qingning dies, the pain he will have to bear will not be able to be filled by himself.

Hearing this, Lou Yichen was silent.

After being silent for a while, he raised his eyes to look at Lou Yueqing, and he asked, "You should already know those things, right?"

Lou Yueqing bowed.

Lou Yichen raised his eyebrows, "So you don't regret it?"

Although Rong Zhi's background is nothing, in the eyes of others, his existence is a royal shame.

When Lou Yueqing heard this, she suddenly smiled, and said a little helplessly, "What is there to regret, these are just inconsequential pasts, the so-called shame is just the opinion of those vulgar people, in my eyes, it has no meaning!"

She likes Rong Zhi, and she just likes him as a person, even if his existence is unbearable in the eyes of the world, but in her eyes, his existence is her fate.

What's more, Lou Yueqing doesn't think there is anything about it.

Lou Yichen was relieved when he heard this, and said, "So, I am also relieved, in fact, the eldest brother hopes that you will marry him as soon as possible, since it has reached this point, sooner or later you will be married, your mind is clear, so, my mother and I have already talked about it, and we all hope that you will marry him as soon as possible!"

Lou Yueqing tightened her brows and looked at Lou Yichen, a little puzzled.