111. Give me one more chance
"Have you taken care of Zeng Wenxi's affairs? Have you come out of the shadow of your grandmother's death? Or can you guarantee now that you will never disappear suddenly? If you have taken care of all this, okay, I will just go with you to the ends of the earth." I laughed, and in the darkness, I raised my free hand and patted him on the face, "Have you thought about it? ”
Charanwen just didn't speak, and after a while, he let go of his hand. The tide of sadness instantly surged into my heart, and without prevention, tears flowed down the corners of my eyes.
"Xu Weilan. His voice lowered, and he reached out to take my hand, "Trust me one more time." ”
I pulled out my hand vigorously, "Hehe, I remember, didn't you say you were going to get married? What's the matter? You want me to be your lover? I am willing to agree to you, but I don't know if your wife agree......s?"
Before I had a chance to say more, Charanwen leaned over and bit my lip. My shoulder was about to be pinched out and dislocated by him, and now the corner of my mouth is about to be bitten by him again, and I am so tired from sitting in the train for five hours, I am shocked and scared when Xiaobao enters the hospital. Now, I have to accompany the madman in front of me to stage a love affair.
I really broke down, tears streaming down like rain. At first, Charanwen tried to kiss me, but felt me cry a lot. So he let go of me and reached out to help me wipe my tears.
In the dark, I couldn't stop my tears. From last year to this year, all the grievances and pressures that have been accumulated in my heart have turned into tears, and crying has become West Lake.
"Don't cry. He hugged me, "Don't you cry, okay? ”
I didn't care about him, I finally had a chance to cry, how could I not cry happily. Didn't he ask me why I couldn't be as weak as a woman? Okay, I'll show you that I'm soft, and when I'm soft, ordinary women can't compare.
"Xu Weilan. He didn't have a tissue in his hand, so he could only wipe my tears with the palm of his hand, "I beg you, don't cry, okay?"
"I'm crying, can you go farther?" I pushed him away and slowly crouched down the wall to the ground.
"No, you can't. He pulled me up from the floor again, and he pulled me downstairs.
"What the hell are you trying to do?" I was angry and anxious.
"I'm afraid of alarming Xiaobao. He turned around as he walked, and when he saw that I was staggering, he simply stopped and bent down and picked me up.
This unconventional man is really going to drive me crazy.
Six floors, he didn't take a breath to the first floor. When I got to the first floor, he put me down, then dragged me to his car and pushed me to the back seat, and then he sat up.
"Now, you cry. He pressed me to his lap and cried. ”
The problem is, I'm almost crying, and it's hard to cry hard. I struggled to lift my head from his lap, sobbing in a hoarse voice, "Now, can you tell me, what the hell do you want to do?"
"You've lost a lot of weight, at least ten pounds more than that's going to take you to the hospital. He squeezed my hand, "Xu Weilan, originally, we have already talked about breaking up, and I have promised you not to interfere with your life again." Even, I'm trying to stay away from your life. However, I can't be as sane and sober as you, I can't help but want to see you, I can't help but want to know what you're doing, no matter how hard I try, I can't let go of you. ”
"Who wouldn't say pretty words. I looked out the window at the night, "You can't let it go, why don't you marry me?"
Xia Langwen was silent for a while and then said, "If you want, we will go to get the marriage certificate at dawn." ”
I turned my head, and in the dim darkness of the night, his expression was serious.
"What about the things I asked you, have you taken care of them?" I brushed my hair sticky to my face, staring at him with a compulsive gaze.
"Zeng Wenxi has returned to China with her mother, her condition is much better, I talked to her about us, and she said she blessed me. As for my family......" he sighed slightly, "Xu Weilan, I will definitely deal with this matter." You believe me, they don't come to you anymore for trouble. ”
"Huh. I laughed, "What if I don't believe you?"
He looked at me and held my hand tightly, "You have to trust me." ”
"Why should I trust you?" I said.
After a long time, he said, "Because I love you." ”
I was stunned for a moment.
"Do you love me?" he asked me, "do you love me? You always love me a little bit, don't you?" but you are so sensible, I don't think you love me that much. ”
I looked into his eyes, and he was waiting for my answer, love or not? I think I probably loved him, otherwise I wouldn't have been so miserable in the days he was gone. It's just that I can't ignore this love for the sake of it. Thinking about it this way, I don't seem to love him that much.
The love that he can easily speak, when it comes to me, I find it difficult.
"It's okay, don't be in a hurry to answer me. Charanwen didn't force me again, "You just need to promise me, and you will be the first to call me if you have something in the future." When you see me, don't be so polite, and don't be lukewarm. You leave the rest to me, and I'll take care of it. ”
I think it may be because the shadow left on me by the loss of news in the past half a year is too heavy, and at this moment, I can't promise him with emotion as before, okay, I believe in you.
"I know you've lost faith in me. "It's okay, you don't have to promise me anything." If I still don't see you hope this time, you tell me. I'll go, go far. I go abroad, I go to France, New Zealand, or somewhere you think it's far enough to get to it by five or six flights, and I'm never coming back, and I don't bother you anymore. Is that okay?"
"I don't know. "I finally got those words out there.
"Then I'll take you as a promise. It's so late, I'll send you up, otherwise Xiaobao will wake up and look for you. You wait. As he spoke, he leaned over and took a bottle of mineral water from the storage compartment in the front seat, and drew a handful of tissues.
"Why are you hanging yourself from my crooked-necked tree? I asked softly.
"I want to know more than you do. After he wiped my face, he reached out and smoothed my hair, "Don't ask such meaningless questions, okay? Get out of the car, I'll take you up." ”
"I'll just go up on my own. I opened the door and he got out of the car after me.