Chapter Twenty-Three: Where Do We All Go From Here?
I haven't seen Cheng Muhui for several days, and Ye Qianxue and the others have also said that they haven't seen her, Yao Jingshan just put on her professional clothes and said with a disdainful face: "How can Cheng Muhui intern with us, their family has a big company, and they must feel condescending in this small place, I guess I went back to find my father." ”
I don't ask more, now that I'm in my senior year, Han Mo and I have no more than attending classes every day, and one of the most important things is the graduate school entrance examination, Han Mo has begun to actively prepare for the exam, but I'm still lazy and can't lift my spirits at all. Sometimes I feel a little bored when I hear Han Mo talk about various famous schools, and every time I see doctors, nurses or patients' families in a hurry in the corridor of the hospital, I think: Is this the life I want?
In fact, I was able to become a medical student inseparable from Ruan Ming, I have always felt that his grandfather's death caused him the heaviest blow, so I want to protect Ruan Ming, and I hope that everyone I love can be safe and healthy. Now my long-cherished wish has not changed, but my heart is a little confused. I probably didn't anticipate that something would happen that would change my destiny forever.
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As soon as we finished the apprenticeship, the eldest sister looked for me anxiously: "Xixi, your second sister is hospitalized, you happen to be here, you can go and see it with me." ”
I was taken aback, packed up my things and rushed to the ward: "What's the matter? Is it that Lin Hai is beating the second sister again?" The eldest sister was silent, just nodded slightly, "This bastard, seeing that I didn't pick his skin when the time comes, I would have persuaded the second sister to divorce a long time ago, and she still defended Lin Hai, and now she is so bitter that she still ...... herself."
"You don't say a word for a while, there is no one on the door every day, can your second sister feel better now?"
I had no choice but to hold my breath in my stomach and follow silently, but in my heart, I had already scolded Lin Hai for a bloody dog, saying that I would divorce my second sister this time.
The ward was very quiet, the second sister was lying on the bed watching Chenchen play with toys, her head was wrapped in gauze, the corners of her eyes and mouth were broken, and I felt very uncomfortable. As soon as she saw us, the second sister dodged her eyes a few times and said, "Eldest sister, Xixi, you are here, I don't have a big deal." ”
"Whether there is a big deal or not, it is not up to you to decide. The eldest sister took the second sister's hand and said, turned her head and instructed me again, "Xixi, you take Chenchen out to play first, and I will say a few words to your second sister." ”
I nodded and carried Chenchen out of the ward. Outside the door, Chenchen suddenly took my hand and said with tears in his eyes: "Auntie, Dad beat Mom again, I don't like Dad, he always drinks, Mom cries many times......"
My heart trembled, even children can know, it can be seen that this matter cannot be delayed any longer, otherwise it will not only harm the second sister, but even Chenchen will not be able to have a good growth environment. I helped Chenchen wipe his tears and said, "Chenchen is good, let's not cry, otherwise my mother will be sad when she sees it, Chenchen is a man, you can't easily drop the golden beans, you know?" I hugged him and patted him lightly on the back, and soon Chenchen stopped sobbing.
After a while, Chenchen fell asleep, and I thought to myself: It's okay, this is not what such a young child should bear, think about our three sisters, maybe we can be stronger without the company of our father.
Soon, the eldest sister and the second sister finished talking, and I was about to go in and talk a few more words when the eldest sister stopped me and said, "Okay, your second sister has just woken up, you don't have to worry so much, studying hard is the right thing." ”
"Did the second sister agree to divorce?"
"Well, her neighbor saw that the situation was serious and had already called the police, Lin Hai is now estimated to be at the police station, I have to go over, and you can take care of your second sister. After speaking, the eldest sister stepped on her high heels and left quickly.
I waited until the second sister and Chenchen were asleep, and then quietly came out and walked around at will. I breathed a sigh of relief, but I looked up sharply and saw Cheng Muhui in a hospital gown, standing by the window at the end of the corridor smoking, I was stunned, in my impression, Cheng Muhui would not be like this.
I patted him on the shoulder, and he was obviously startled when he saw that it was me, so he quickly extinguished the cigarette in his hand, coughed a few times and said with a smile: "Why are you here, shouldn't the apprenticeship be over at this time?"
I sighed and said, "I want to ask you? Why are you here, and you're still smoking?" ”
He was a little embarrassed, scratched his ears and scratched his hair, and said, "It's just a little annoying, I promise, it's my first time smoking." ”
"Smoking is not good for your health, so don't smoke it in the future. Besides, you can tell me if you're upset, aren't we friends? And what's going on with this hospital gown, are you sick? Is it serious?" I grabbed his arm and looked around and didn't find anything unusual.
Just as I was about to let go, Cheng Muhui pulled me into his arms and said in my ear: "Thank you, only you care about me." ”
"It's time to let go, this is the hospital. How can I be the only one who cares about you, your parents, your brother-in-law, your friends, and a group of people in our dormitory, all care about you. "I wanted to break free, but he hugged him tighter, I was a little angry, what happened to Cheng Muhui, and every time he didn't care about other people's feelings.
"It's different, you used to protect me, and I will protect you in the future. He patted my head and said.
I rolled my eyes, stared at Cheng Muhui after breaking away, and said, "We are friends and should help each other, why are you sure that you can protect me in the future, but I can't protect you." Cheng Muhui, what's wrong with you, you're weird today. ”
He looked at me stunned for a while, and suddenly laughed: "I just want to tease you, what can I do, I just made some trouble with my family and hid in the hospital." ”
"It's time for you to do an internship, how can you be fooling around like this, haven't you thought about what you're going to do in the future?" I asked him with a serious face.
"I'll go wherever you go. He said coldly.
"This is a serious question, okay? We all learn differently, and besides, I'm also confused now, so you better follow your own ideas. By the way, there's something I want to tell you, I remember when I met you. I laughed excitedly at this.
Cheng Muhui rubbed my head again and said, "I thought you really forgot about me, it's good to remember." "His two dimples were in front of me again, and I was in a trance.
I pinched my hand and said, "Hmm~ If you're really fine, I'll leave first, you take care of yourself, and come to me at any time if you have anything." ”
When I turned to leave, I seemed to see Cheng Muhui's somewhat lost eyes. I shook my head and calmed down: we won't be all the way after all, we will eventually separate, and it's not bad to make friends sincerely now, maybe you can invite me to a good meal at the party in the future.
Now that I think about it, I finally broke my promise, implying that I was firm and had never crossed the line, but in fact, I was still defeated by my own heart, and I was defeated so quietly.