077: Changle Past, Bone Bitterness (2nd Update)
The corners of Lou Yueqing's mouth hooked slightly, and said: "The enemy of the enemy is a friend! Now my affairs are known to the world, this matter seems complicated, but in fact it is simple, Qin Zhong is a smart person, how could he not guess that this matter is related to the Tang family? Not surprisingly, Qin Zhong will definitely join forces with the Tang family and Xiao Yihuai to deal with us!"
They really have a lot of enemies, and once these enemies join forces, it is really not to be underestimated!
Fortunately, Dongyou has Nangong Yuan in charge, and he won't be enemies with them, otherwise, it will be troublesome. Purple Pavilion
Hearing this, Rong Zhi's eyes turned pale: "In this way, the lonely person will kill him, and he will never suffer in the future!"
He left Qin Zhong at the beginning and showed mercy to the Qin family's subordinates, but he remembered Qin's support and maintenance of him many years ago, plus the Qin family was loyal to him before, Qin Xiang did not do anything to endanger the country, and he was not embarrassed, the most important point is that the emperor is young, he doesn't want to kill them all, but now it seems that he is really too soft-hearted!
The corners of Lou Yueqing's mouth twitched slightly, and she said angrily: "If you kill him now, it will only make things worse!"
The Qin family is the emperor's mother, and Qin Zhong is the person the emperor relies on, on the surface, he did not make a mistake, if Rong Zhi kills the Qin family, I am afraid it will be difficult to end, plus her situation, at that time, the Chu State is afraid that there will be chaos.
Rong Zhi frowned: "Don't kill him?"
Lou Yueqing disagreed, and said with a light smile: "If you want to kill him, I don't object, but if you want to kill him, the emperor can't stay, but the emperor is young, and there is nothing wrong, we still supported the throne with one hand, and now I am afraid that it will be a lot of trouble to get rid of him rashly!"
Although Rong Zhi is the actual lord of the Chu State, but, nominally, he is only the regent, if he gets rid of the emperor, it will be a rebellion, and what about after getting rid of the emperor?
He doesn't want to be the emperor, he doesn't like court disputes, and she doesn't want him to be the emperor!
But who can be this emperor?
King Xiang?
Although he is still virtuous and has a gentle personality, he just doesn't dare to be ambitious, after all, Rong Zhi has cleaned up so many brothers over the years, and two of them are still crazy in the Zongren Mansion, he knows Rong Zhi's methods very well, and knows that he can't fight, but once he is helped to take the position, it will be different.
No emperor can tolerate the existence of Rong Zhi, even if he doesn't be the regent, his prestige has been achieved, and he is a great deterrent to the entire Chu State, holding military power, most of the ministers in the court are promoted by him, loyal to him, as long as he lives, he is the biggest threat, which is not liked by all the superiors.
Therefore, it is better to keep the little emperor first, at least it will not pose a threat to anyone!
When Rong Zhi heard this, he also felt that what Lou Yueqing said was reasonable, thought about it, and said: "Then Gu sent the news back, let Uncle Wang find a reason to make Qin Xiang make some mistakes, and by Gu's will, he will be placed under house arrest in the mansion and deposed of all rights!"
When Lou Yueqing heard this, she didn't have any opinions, raised her eyebrows and asked, "What about the King of Xining and the King of Wei?"
Rong Zhi was silent.
These two are really not easy to do, they are different from Qin, the king of Wei is the former king of Wei, although Wei County has been subordinate to Chu State, but the hearts of the people and the army over there are towards him, and half of the real power is in his hands, and the officials are all officials of the original Wei State, this is not to say that house arrest is house arrest, and even the king of Xining is also involved, and the king of Xining is no longer the king of Xining who has no real power and influence before, he is a feudal official, and his son Rong Kangyue is also a little influential in the army of the court, so you can't abolish both of them, it's not so easy。
Sure enough, people are always greedy, and the favor he gave to the Xining Royal Mansion made them swell after all, and they dared to plan to get rid of him and replace him!
What a guts!
Lou Yueqing smiled faintly and said in a deep voice: "If you are in the Chu State now, it doesn't matter if you do this, no matter how much trouble you have, you can resolve the suppression, but now that you are in the Li Kingdom, it is difficult to quench your thirst in the far water, and there will be a big mess!"
Once you really make a move, it's not as simple as a small mess.
In the past few years, the country of Chu has not been peaceful, internal and external troubles have not stopped, and it has only improved slightly after a year of rectification, but now after another catastrophe, it is really not appropriate to have another accident.
Even if they are in Chu State, they may not be sure that they can handle this matter, not to mention, now that they are far away in Liguo, if they make a rash move and there is a mess, they will not have time to rush back, wouldn't it be counterproductive?
Rong Zhi frowned slightly, and his face became solemn: "You let Gu think about what to do!"
Lou Yueqing nodded slightly, seeing Rong Zhi's solemn and embarrassed face, she thought about it and said in a low voice: "Rong Zhi, if it is...... You can go back to the country first, and I'll ...... by myself."
Before he finished speaking, Rong Zhi let out a low snort: "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Lou Yueqing's face stiffened, she bit her lip, lowered her eyes, and said with some guilt: "I don't want you to be embarrassed, Chu needs you now, but I really can't go back with you now, so you go back first......"
Rong Zhi's face sank violently, he looked at her with extreme displeasure, and said coldly: "Enough!"
Lou Yueqing was stunned: "Rong Zhi ......"
Rong Zhi pursed his lips and said coldly: "Get out!"
He didn't want to hear her now, not a word!
Lou Yueqing knew that her words had upset him again, so she pouted, but she didn't stay long.
Belly scolding: stinky temper!
After watching her leave, Rong Zhi's face became more and more gloomy.
A woman without a conscience!
Lou Yueqing walked out of the study in a sullen manner, and was about to go to the garden to relax, when she was greeted by a maidservant, who was called by Changle to invite her over.
Changle wants to see her.
When Lou Yueqing heard that Changle was going to see her, she suddenly fell silent and did not go over immediately.
In the past few days, she has not asked about Changle's situation, since she instructed Mo Li to send Changle to Chu Yuge to send someone to take care of Haosheng that day, she seems to have forgotten Changle, but in fact, only she knows in her heart that she just doesn't want to face it.
After being silent for a long time, she stepped forward and walked towards Chu Yuge.
Chu Yu Pavilion is one of the best residences in the house, similar to Fuyun Pavilion, but it is relatively remote.
When Lou Yueqing arrived, Changle was waiting for her, dressed in plain clothes, with a pale face and no powder, only a silver hairpin on her head and a long hair lightly pulled, although she didn't look as glamorous and beautiful as before, but it gave people a very comfortable feeling.
Gentle and elegant, her body exudes a sense of tranquility and gentleness, which is very different from her before.
Lou Yueqing knows that this is her truest appearance.
Seeing her, Changle raised his eyebrows, then returned to normal, and said slowly: "I thought you wouldn't come to see me!"
Lou Yueqing was noncommittal, if she hadn't asked people to invite, she really wouldn't have come to see her, those things haven't been investigated yet, she doesn't want to face it, and she doesn't know how to face it.
The corners of Changle's mouth twitched slightly, smiled faintly, glanced at the position opposite him, and said softly: "Sit down!"
Lou Yueqing walked across from her, lifted her skirt, and sat down slowly.
As soon as she sat down, Changle asked lightly, "Why did you place me here?"
Lou Yueqing was silent, and then replied: "This is where the queen mother lived when she married her father!"
Changle was stunned.
Lou Yueqing looked around at the surrounding decorations, her eyes moved slightly, and she said softly: "However, when the queen mother lived, this was not the case here, and now here, I am afraid there is no trace of the queen mother living there!"
At that time, Jing Fei hated Xiao Zhenglin, so she was unwilling to live in the Fuyun Pavilion carefully prepared by Xiao Zhenglin, but lived in the Chu Yu Pavilion, which was the most remote and farthest away from Xiao Zhenglin's residence, however, Chu Yuge was not like this before, it was much simpler than now, the year Xiao Zhenglin ascended the throne, the capital was in chaos, and many courtyards of the palace were burned down.
Changle was stunned for a moment, and muttered: "Queen Mother......"
For so many years, she was afraid that others would mention this woman, and she rarely mentioned it, because she was weak-hearted, so she was very reluctant to mention it, and now she learned that she was her biological mother, and she had mixed feelings in her heart.
After being silent for a long time, she looked at Lou Yueqing and asked, "I want to know, why did we separate back then, and why...... I'm going to fall into Tang Hui's hands?"
In the past few days, she has been thinking about this question, and she can't understand why this is happening.
Lou Yueqing pursed her lips and said, "I'm still investigating!"
Hearing this, Changle nodded, and said softly: "When you find out, you must tell me!"
"Good!"
Silence began in the room.
The two didn't speak for a long time, and they were silent, but they didn't feel embarrassed.
I don't know how long it took, Changle turned his head to look at her, breaking the silence: "You are the person I have envied the most over the years, and you are also the most jealous!"
"Why?" Lou Yueqing asked.
"Since I can remember, I have been forced to be trained, food and clothing, all the joys, sorrows, and sorrows are prescribed, if I do not do well, they will punish me, do not beat or scold, just lock me up in a very dark and dark room, let me reflect on myself, after being locked up a few times, I no longer dare to disobey them, I can only desperately obey, I will do whatever they tell me to do, and turn myself into what they want to see, I don't know who I am, and I don't know what I want to do, I only know that only by being obedient can I live!”
She spoke calmly, as if she was telling someone else's story, but in every word, it was her tragic and dark childhood experience.
Lou Yueqing listened to it in her ears, and the pain was in her heart, as if all her pain and suffering were nothing compared to her sister.
Changle turned her head and looked at Lou Yueqing quietly, her eyes were slightly red, and she said in a dumb voice: "It wasn't until I was brought back to the palace when I was seven years old, given your name, and ordered to live under your identity, that I knew that everything I endured in my childhood was just to become you and become a chess piece!"
Lou Yueqing's hand on her side had already clenched into a fist, her bones were white, and her nails were embedded in the flesh, but she didn't feel any pain.
Changle turned his head, looked ahead, his eyes were slightly condensed, and he slowly spoke: " For so many years, I have tried my best to live according to Tang Hui's wishes, turning myself into what she wants to see, as long as she says it, I am obedient and dare not resist, I am afraid every day, in front of my father, in front of everyone, I always use pampering to hide my inner fear, and use my heart to disguise my humble self-esteem in the dust, for so many years, I have not had a good night's sleep, when I dream back at midnight, in my dreams, I will dream of the helplessness and despair of my childhood, as well as the faces of those I killed, and those scarlet blood, sometimes, I even want to die like this, a hundred, but I don't have the courage to commit suicideBecause I'm not reconciled, the woman who destroyed me is not dead, how can I die? I have to live, even if I live like a dog, it doesn't matter!"
Lou Yueqing listened and listened, her teeth clenched, her eyes were ruddy, and her eyes burst out with infinite hatred.
There has never been a moment when I hate Tang Hui more than now.
Even if I wanted to kill her before, it is not as good as now, I can't wait to crush her bones and scatter ashes!
She endured it desperately, resisting the urge to rush into the palace now to cut Tang Hui with a thousand knives!
That woman is really ruthless, she is not enough for one, and she even ruined two of their sisters in a row.
Changle slowed down, stared quietly in front of him for a long time, and then looked at Lou Yueqing, with red eyes, and said in a choked voice: " I really envy you, you are the proud daughter of the sky, born noble, there is a father who loves you like life, and treats you as a treasure, so many people treat you sincerely, and everything I have is to steal from you, I am also jealous of you, you have so many things that I dare not dream of, even if I replace you and take everything you have for myself, but I understand that this is not mine, and the stolen things, even if they have been owned, will be lost one day, so when I saw you in Chu State, when I confirmed that it was you, I was really afraid, I was not afraid that I would lose this identity, I was just afraid, afraid that even the last trace of warmth would be lost, My father is the best person in this world for me, even if these are good, they are not for me, but I am also content, but if you come back, I will completely lose everything I cherish, even ...... My father won't let me go!"
Lou Yueqing's breath stagnated, and after that, she looked at Changle and asked softly, "Then do you hate me?"
She didn't think about it, nodded directly, and said with a firm gaze: "Hate!"
Lou Yueqing was stunned.
Changle pursed his lips, looked at her fixedly, and said, "When you kill Shao Yan, I can't wait to break your body into ten thousand pieces!"
Lou Yueqing was stunned, and then squinted: "Do you really love him?"
She retracted her gaze, lowered her eyes and didn't speak, her eyes were slightly condensed, and she was silent for a moment before she said lightly: "He is the only man I have ever loved!"
When Lou Yueqing heard this, her pupils shrank, and she immediately gritted her teeth and said in a deep voice: "But he doesn't love you, he doesn't have any sincerity towards you, I killed him, and I have never regretted taking his life, even now, when I know that you are my sister, I feel lucky, glad that I didn't have mercy on my subordinates at the beginning, such a cold and ruthless man, he is not worthy of your love for him!"
What kind of person is Yuan Shaoyan, Lou Yueqing knows very well, how can such a man make her love so much?
Changle smiled bitterly, looked at Lou Yueqing and gritted his teeth and asked, "Do you think I don't know?"
Lou Yueqing twisted her eyebrows and looked at her in surprise.
Changle laughed at himself, retracted his gaze, looked at him faintly, and said with tears in his eyes: "Actually, I have always known, knowing that he has never loved me, even disgusted with me, disgusted with my dirty, disgusted with my watery Yang Hua is lascivious, he only uses me, without a trace of true affection, I know all this, but so what? It doesn't matter if he doesn't love me, I don't care, I don't expect someone to give me true affection, where is a woman like me worthy of love?" But he is the only man I have ever loved when I am so old, even if he uses me and dislikes me, I can pretend that I don't know, I just want him to stay by my side, that's all!"
She knew that she was just making up a dream for herself, and she knew very well that man's affection and hypocrisy, but she deceived herself and thought she didn't know, just because the man had given a trace of care, even if she knew that it was wrong, she never regretted it.
When Lou Yueqing heard this, she remembered one thing, squinted her eyes, twisted her eyebrows and asked her, "Why? Why do you want to spoil your body? Tang Hui forced you?"
She smiled sadly, looked at Lou Yueqing and said quietly: "Because I don't want to marry Tang Zheng!"
Lou Yueqing frowned slightly when she heard this.
Tang Zheng......
She remembered that it was Changle's previous fiancé, who died a month before getting married, and at that time, when Tang Zheng died, she also received news that King Jingyang did it.
At that time, it was said that Changle himself asked for a marriage to marry Tang Zheng, but now listening to her meaning, there is another secret in this?
Changle saw that she was puzzled, so he explained: " Tang Zheng has always coveted me, when he was fifteen years old, he somehow knew that I was fake, so he threatened me with this, wrote a letter to find me out, insulted me, ruined my innocence, and threatened me to marry him, I have no way, I know, only Tang Hui knows, if it wasn't for her, Tang Zheng would not have known these secrets, if it wasn't for her acquiescence, Tang Zheng would not dare to do this to me, so she couldn't make decisions for me, I was afraid that Tang Zheng would tell others about it, so I could only go to my father to give me a marriage, although my father didn't agree at first, but then I still couldn't agree, but how could I be willing?
I know that I have no way to deal with the Tang family, so after I gave the marriage, I kept abusing myself and making myself infamous, I just wanted to humiliate them, make him a laughing stock, and be laughed at, sure enough, he couldn't stand it and wanted to cancel the marriage, how could I do what he wanted? He wanted to threaten me with my life experience again, I was no longer afraid of him, anyway, he ruined me, it's a big deal, but one life, I can still tell my father everything, when the time comes, my father knows the good things that the Tang family has done, and he will not let go of the Tang family, he also knows how serious this matter is, so he is afraid, so he no longer dares to threaten me, but my marriage with him has been postponed repeatedly......
Later, I met Yuan Shaoyan, in Xiao Yihuai's mansion, when I went to attend the full moon banquet of Xiao Yihuai's eldest daughter, I met Yuan Shaoyan there, he just said that he cared about me, and I fell, after meeting Yuan Shaoyan, I don't want to have anything to do with Tang Zheng anymore, but I don't want to let him go easily, so I pretend to let my father set a good day, while trying to get rid of him to avenge myself, his death is designed by me!"
At that time, no one suspected her, not even Tang Hui!
When Lou Yueqing heard this, she was distressed and sad, she never knew these things, she never thought that the person who replaced her would be her sister, and for so many years, while she was unlucky, her sister was even more unfortunate than her.
There has really never been a moment when I hated Tang Hui and the Tang family so much, never!
Even if the death of the queen mother is related to them, even if she was forced to a dead end by them back then, the hatred of killing her mother, and the hatred of these years is simply insignificant compared to today.
Her body trembled slightly, her teeth trembled, her eyes burst out with hatred, her face was white and ugly, her palms were blurred with flesh and blood pierced by her nails, and her hands kept staining blood, but she didn't notice it, the heartache and piercing hatred had already drowned out all her senses!
She no longer had the courage to stay here and listen to Changle talk about these heart-wrenching pasts, so she tried her best to suppress her almost irrepressible emotions, so she gritted her teeth and stood up.
Her body was crooked, and after standing firmly, she took a deep breath, her body trembled faintly, which showed what mood she was in at the moment, she didn't look at Changle, but said in a low suppressed voice: "Don't worry, I will definitely avenge this revenge, you wait, I will use the blood of the entire Tang clan to cleanse you of the humiliation you have endured for so many years!"
Even if the blood is like a river, it will not hesitate!
After saying that, she was about to walk out.
"Wait!" Changle called her.
Lou Yueqing's footsteps paused, and her body trembled, but she didn't look back.
A touch of hatred popped up in Changle's eyes, and he pursed his lips and said, "I have no opinion on how you want to deal with the Tang family, but Tang Hui's life is mine!"
Lou Yueqing was stunned when she heard this, turned around, her red and tearful eyes, and looked at her with her eyebrows: "You want to kill her with your own hands?"
Changle bowed his head, his pupils shrunk, and he gritted his teeth with a firm gaze: "My lifelong wish is to kill her with my own hands and break her into ten thousand pieces!"
Lou Yueqing was stunned when she heard this, then nodded and said in a deep voice: "I will do what you wish!"
After speaking, she walked out, but her steps were staggering, her steps were heavy, and every step seemed to be weighing a thousand pounds of weight on her body.
Changle looked at her slightly bleak and vicissitudes of life, his eyes fell on her hand that was still dripping blood, and looked back along the bloodstains, and saw that the place where she was sitting just now was a bloodstain, Changle's pupils shrank, and a trace of worry and panic crossed his eyes, and he involuntarily stood up, wanting to stop her, but her figure had disappeared at the door.
Changle's body weakened, sat down, looked at the empty door in a daze, she was in a trance for a moment, and then closed her eyes.
In fact, even if I feel unfair and ridiculous in my heart, they are the same people, but their fates are different, both of them have their own misfortunes, no one is better than the other, and even once, sisters killed each other, but in the end, she is happy, at least, she has a sister, this is her dearest person, in the future, she is no longer alone......
So be it, she is also content.
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It's so distressing to write......
Childe An Ye has opened a new article!
"The Evil Concubine of the Prosperous Demon Pet Laughing in the Sky"
She is the first soldier king in China. Iron-blooded killing, wanton and chic. An accident turned into a ghost.
She is the sixth lady of the Feng family of Wanlan Guo. Born stupid, the dantian is broken.
However, when she became her, from then on, a red dress bloomed with thousands of graces!
He, a mysterious black-bellied demon, met her in an accident. From then on, the poison has entered the heart and will never let go!
He said: "Heaven and earth are the witness, and the sun and the moon are the mediators." I will hire you for thousands of miles and allow you to live; I will take your heart and blood as the guide, and I will exchange you for your well! If you are born, I will keep you forever without worry; if you die, I will destroy the heavens and the earth, enter the Yellow Spring, and the flowers will not fall!"
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She said: I have never had any ambitions, I just want to protect myself!
She said: I only want my family to be healthy, but the country will be broken and the family will die, I will put on armor to kill the enemy and fight!
She said: My life's wish is to be a double person with Yun Moshi. But if the heavens want to destroy me, I will - seal the heavens!
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