003: Endure the pain and give up, for the heart of the mother (two watches)
Rong Zhi walked to the side and sat down, not verbose, and went straight to the point: "Isn't her body unable to get pregnant? What the hell is going on? How could she suddenly ......?"
He was sure that her body would not be so careless when she conceived a child, otherwise, she would not be so unscrupulous, so that she was caught off guard now.
Knowing that he was pregnant, he couldn't be happy, only fear and self-blame, and confusion.
Mo Li twisted his eyebrows and said: "If Mo Li didn't guess wrong, it should be because of the red leaf grass pill sent by Mu Ke's seniors!"
After Lou Yueqing took that pill, the torture of cold poison was significantly smaller, and the duration was reduced by half, and she recovered very quickly, not only that, but also made her internal strength increase a lot, and her body was also a lot better, she was not pregnant for three years of marriage, but this time she became pregnant after taking that pill, and she didn't need to think about it to know that it was because of that medicine.
Akaba grass is really a good thing!
It's just that now, the consequences of taking medicine are so tricky, even if it was tortured by cold poison before, it would not be life-threatening, but this time, it is difficult to say.
When Rong Zhi heard this, his face sank, it turned out to be the medicine......
Pursing his lips, he asked Mo Li: "You tell Gu the truth, how is the situation of her and the child?"
Mo Li's eyes drooped slightly, and after thinking about it, he still said truthfully and in a low voice: "Not optimistic!"
When Rong Zhi heard this, his face sank suddenly, his hands couldn't help clenching, and he looked straight at Mo Li: "Say it clearly!"
"The master's body, the prince should be clear, but the erosion in the early years, if it weren't for the internal force to protect the body, it is not easy for her to be able to live now, how can she afford a child to grow in the womb, now the month is less than two months, but it can't harm the master, but recently the master often feels weak and weak, because of the child in the womb, and because of the master's physical condition, the fetal image is extremely unstable, and if it goes on like this, it will inevitably endanger the mother, and the light is a miscarriage, and the heavy is ......"
She swallowed back the last four words, but how could Rong Zhi not know what Mo Li wanted to say behind it.
If it's serious, one corpse and two lives!
Rong Zhi's heart trembled slightly, his face was very ugly, and his clenched fists couldn't help but tremble slightly, and his bones were white and gurgling.
Mo Li gritted his teeth, but still stubbornly said: "Moreover, the master's cold poison often attacks, we can't predict when it suddenly attacks, once the cold poison attacks, the child will definitely not be able to keep it, but when the cold poison attacks, the master's body is the weakest, and it may ...... at that time."
Closing her eyes, she couldn't spit out four words: "It's hard to save your life!"
Rong Zhi listened to the words, his eyes shrank, his thin lips pursed into a straight line, his eyes were silent for a moment, he said lightly: "In this case, this child ......" closed his eyes, it seemed a little unbearable, but there was still no choice, suddenly you opened your eyes, and immediately decided: "Can't stay!"
The hidden danger that endangers her life, no matter who it is, cannot be kept, even if it is his child.
Mo Li sighed helplessly: "But the master won't agree!"
She will do whatever it takes for this child, including, her life!
Mo Li knows Lou Yueqing too well, she knows that Lou Yueqing will give birth to this child at any cost, so it is useless.
How could Rong Zhi not know?
Originally, for a woman, strangling the child in her womb and depriving her of her qualifications to be a mother was tantamount to killing her, not to mention that Lou Yueqing had been looking forward to it for so long, she was afraid that she would not give up this child if she said anything.
However, he had no choice, she lived, more than anything else!
Rong Zhi was silent for a long time before asking, "There is no other way?"
Mo Li whispered with some shame: "Mo Li is incompetent!"
She wanted to keep the child more than anyone else while keeping Lou Yueqing, but unfortunately, she really couldn't do anything.
Rong Zhi didn't speak, and his face became more and more heavy.
After a while, he spoke, his voice full of weakness: "If I don't want this child now, will her body be affected?"
"It will definitely be, a woman's miscarriage will hurt her body a lot, and the master's body is already weak, I'm afraid it will also damage the fundamentals, and the bigger the child's month, the greater the damage, so if you want her to suffer less, the sooner the better!"
When Rong Zhi heard this, his heart sank, and he immediately squinted and asked, "What should I do?"
"Abortion pills!"
She can only be allowed to drink the abortion pill, and moreover, as soon as possible!
Rong Zhi's face was already depressed and weak, he was stunned for a long time, he sighed, and said lightly: "Gu knows, you prepare a pair of abortion pills first!"
“…… Yes!"
Rong Zhi instructed again: "Remember, try your best to match a pair that will make her suffer less!"
Mo Li nodded: "Mo Li understands, the prince can rest assured!"
Rong Zhi got up and left, but when he left, his back was a little bleak and vicissitudes, and his steps were still a little vain.
Mo Li watched Rong Zhi leave, closed his eyes with some sadness and sighed helplessly......
This choice is also extremely cruel to Rong Zhi, but it is also the only choice, because even if he doesn't do this, this child can't wait for the day he is born, and if he gives it up early, he can at least save Lou Yueqing's life.
When Rong Zhi returned to the Water Pavilion, Lou Yueqing was still asleep, and she didn't know that Rong Zhi had gone out.
He stepped into the room, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, looking at her quiet sleeping face, he couldn't help but be stunned, only to see her brows stretched, a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, as if immersed in an extremely beautiful dream.
After staring at her face for a long time, he looked away and fixed on her abdomen.
Stretched out his hand and gently covered her lower abdomen, although it was through the thick quilt, he seemed to be able to feel the existence of the child through the quilt, and his eyes contained endless tenderness.
This is his child, and it should be the only child in his life.
Although he has always said that he doesn't need children, and he opposes her tossing and desperation in order to have children, he actually has a trace of expectation, looking forward to the feeling of being a father one day, but unfortunately, this hope is too insignificant compared to her life and health!
The hand stroked gently over her abdomen, and the movements were extremely gentle, as if it were caressing a fragile treasure, so careful, so like walking on thin ice!
In the silent room, there was a faint murmur.
"Don't blame your mother, blame your father......"
The voice was very soft, a little hoarse and dry, revealing a thick sense of guilt and helplessness.
Lou Yueqing slept until dawn, and slept very comfortably, but Rong Zhi didn't sleep all night, and sat quietly by the bed for a night, his hand was always on her lower abdomen, and when the sky was bright, she didn't wake up, so Lou Yueqing didn't know that Rong Zhi didn't sleep all night.
When Mo Li came in, Lou Yueqing was sitting on the bed caressing her lower abdomen, her head lowered, with a soft smile on her face, and her body seemed to exude the brilliance of motherhood.
Mo Li couldn't help but pause, looking at Lou Yueqing's appearance, a touch of pain in his eyes was fleeting, and he quickly returned to normal and walked over.
After washing and dressing, breakfast was also served, and when I was pregnant, naturally the diet was also changed, almost all of which were good for pregnant women and children.
Although Lou Yueqing's appetite is not very good, fortunately, these breakfasts are not too meaty, and she barely eats a lot, and after she is full, she drinks fetal pills.
Today's weather is good, although it is still cold, but because the sun has been out for a few days, it is much warmer than before, Lou Yueqing finished breakfast, and then instructed Li Kui to prepare a carriage and go to King Shen's mansion to see Rong Xin.
Although Pei Yi has the general's mansion in Beijing, but Pei Yi has not come back yet, Rong Xin originally planned to come back at the end of the month, just because he missed his relatives in Beijing and came back in advance, but there are many things in southern Xinjiang, and this time he is afraid that he will stay in Beijing for a few months, Pei Yi naturally can't come back in advance, he originally wanted to personally send Rong Xin back and go back, but it was too troublesome, after all, Pei Yi still had to return to Beijing at the end of the month, so back and forth to delay the time, not to mention, it was not necessary, Rong Xin naturally did not allow it, Pei Yi has always listened to Rong Xin, and naturally listened to her, only sent his own henchmen to send her back, she did not live in the General's Mansion after she came back, but went back to live in Shenwang's Mansion, easy to take care of, can also accompany Princess Shen them.
When she just came back the day before yesterday, Lou Yueqing had seen Rong Xin, but Princess Shen and the others couldn't say a few words at that time, so they took a look again today.
It's just that I didn't expect that when she came over, Rong Xin was sewing clothes......
Looking at the pile of sewn small clothes stacked on the table, Lou Yueqing couldn't help but be stunned.
She picked up one and looked at it, and couldn't help but raise her eyebrows: "This is all sewn by Xin'er?"
Rong Xin smiled a little shyly and nodded: "That's right!"
Lou Yueqing heard this, and smiled lightly: "The sewing is good, it's very good-looking!"
Indeed, although the color is single, but the sewing is very good, the stitches are neat, and you can see that the sewing person is not only very attentive, but also has good embroidery skills.
Rong Xin's face was not red and her heart was not beating: "Mother and sister-in-law also said the same!"
Not modest at all!
Lou Yueqing glanced at Rong Xin helplessly, a little speechless.
Sitting down slowly, she said softly: "Where do you need to do these things yourself, your belly is so big, you should rest more!"
"But the doctor said, if you are busy, you will be born more smoothly!"
Lou Yueqing was stunned when she heard this, and was suspicious and curious: "Is this so?"
Rong Xin smiled and said: "Yes, those imperial doctors in Beijing always say that they should recuperate well, but when I was in Nanjun, the doctor there said that when you are pregnant, you should move around more, don't always be idle, always lie down and sit still, it is not good for the child, and the child will be healthier if you move more!"
"Hmm...... I see!"
At this time, Rong Xin's maid came up with tea and rested in front of Lou Yueqing, Lou Yueqing looked at the tea in front of her, frowned, and whispered to the maid: "Change a glass of water for me!"
Although the maid didn't understand why Lou Yueqing didn't drink tea, she still responded respectfully and went down with tea.
Rong Xin was puzzled for a while: "Doesn't my cousin like to drink tea? Why don't you drink it? Don't you like this tea? No, this is the best West Lake Longjing, and my cousin used to say that she liked it." ”
Lou Yueqing shook her head with a smile: "No, it's just that I don't want to drink tea today!"
"That's ......"
Lou Yueqing smiled and said no more.
In fact, I didn't mean to hide it from everyone, but it's still a small month, and with the current situation, it's better to be careful.
Rong Xin remembered something, and suddenly asked puzzled: "But then again, my cousin and Brother Rong Zhi have been married for three years, why don't they have any children?"
In fact, this question, not only she is curious, many people are curious, in the past two years, the whole Chu State has been secretly speculating, guessing that Lou Yueqing will not be able to give birth at all, but she is still charming the regent, so that the regent has no concubines, and there are no children under his knees.
Lou Yueqing smiled lightly when she heard this: "There will be it in the future!"
Rong Xin nodded: "That's going to have to be faster, otherwise those people won't know what to say about you!"
In fact, for the subjects of Chu State, it is not a good thing for Lou Yueqing to have children or not, because she is the princess of Liguo, and now the rivers and mountains of Chu State are controlled by Rong Zhi, and no one knows what will happen in the future, and if Lou Yueqing gives birth to a child to inherit the regent palace, the subjects of Chu will be uneasy, after all, half of what this child has on his body is the blood of the Xiao family of Liguo, but if he does not give birth, Rong Zhi refuses to take a concubine, and it is estimated that he will make trouble again.
Now it's just that because there are many things in the court, no one dares to mention it, but her background is no longer a secret, how can the people of Chu State tolerate her, a princess from a foreign country, monopolizing the position of the regent princess, I am afraid that it will be mentioned after this while.
Lou Yueqing nodded with a smile and didn't say anything more.
The maid quickly came up with a glass of warm water, Lou Yueqing took a sip, and then watched Rong Xin make clothes on a whim, secretly learning.
She's going to make a few for her kids too!
When Rong Zhi returned home, he saw Lou Yueqing sitting at the table in the room, tossing something, and there was a pile of cloth and needlework on the table.
With an eyebrow raised, he walked over to her.
"What are you doing?"
The voice suddenly sounded, Lou Yueqing subconsciously raised her head, no, she was distracted, and the needle pricked her finger.
"Shhh
Rong Zhi was immediately startled, and immediately took her blood-dripping hand and put it in his mouth.
Lou Yueqing couldn't help but smile when she saw him so anxious.
Rong Zhi loosened his mouth and took out her hand, glared at her, and said angrily, "Are you still laughing?"
Lou Yueqing smiled helplessly: "It's just a small injury, you see that you are in a hurry, as if I was seriously injured!"
Rong Zhi snorted coldly, her injury, no matter how severe it is, it is a big deal for him!
Seeing that her hands were no longer bleeding, he looked at the messy table and frowned: "What are you doing here?"
Lou Yueqing smiled lightly, a pair of sparkling eyes, tilted her head and raised the half-sewn small clothes in her hands: "Don't you see, I'll make clothes for our children again!"
When Rong Zhi heard this, his eyes darkened, and the child ......
Suppressing the throbbing and suffocating pain in his heart, he sat down and said softly: "Let Li Kui find someone to do these things, why are you still doing it yourself?"
Lou Yueqing frowned: "How can it be the same, I am the child's mother, and the meaning of what I do with my own hands is different from what others do!"
Of course, this sentence was said by Rong Xin, and she also felt that it made sense.
Hearing this, Rong Zhi nodded noncommittally, and then said: "That's not in a hurry, it's still early anyway, there will be time to toss these in the future, now you should have a good rest!"
Spending so much thought can only be in vain, and if you spend less time now, you may be able to reduce your heartache.
Lou Yueqing stroked her lower abdomen with a smile and said: "Anyway, if you have nothing to do, just learn to do it, if you really want to do it for the child, then you have to wait for a few months, you can know whether the child is a man or a woman before doing it, otherwise it will be a waste!"
As she spoke, she suddenly remembered something, looked at Rong Zhi with a curious look and asked, "By the way, Rong Zhi, do you want to be a boy or a girl?"
Rong Zhi couldn't help but be stunned.
Boys and girls ......
If he could, he would have liked a daughter, who would look like hers......
But......
Lowering his eyes to remove the gloom from his eyes, he smiled and did not answer, but asked her, "Is that worry-free hope a boy or a girl?"
Lou Yueqing tilted her head and thought about it, and then said with an ambitious look: "I like them all, so I want to give birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses!"
Rong Zhi was immediately dumbfounded.
Dragon and phoenix fetus?
Lou Yueqing said her ambition very solemnly: "That's right, I want to give birth to a daughter as beautiful as me, and another son as handsome and chic as you!"
Rong Zhi looked at her with an ambitious look, and couldn't help but helplessly support her forehead, giving birth to one is a problem, she still plans to give birth to two?
"And I also want an older brother and a younger sister, so that my brother can protect my sister, hehehe......"
Rong Zhi looked at her with a satisfied and happy look, smiling so happily, and his heart became more and more suffocating......
She liked this child so much, if he strangled this child, she was afraid that she would hate him and never forgive him......
Lou Yueqing suddenly asked, "Rong Zhi, what do you say our child is called?"
Rong Zhi came back to his senses and saw her looking at herself expectantly and hopefully, and her face froze.
Name......
He sighed helplessly: "Don't worry, this child is only more than a month!"
Lou Yueqing said seriously: "I know, but naming the child is very important, you have to think about it in the long run, you have to think about it now, take a good name with a good meaning, otherwise you will be born in a hurry, and you will definitely not be able to think of a good one!"
Rong Zhi: "......"
Seeing his stunned and stunned stupid look, Lou Yueqing was furious: "What is your expression?
Rong Zhi immediately said with a cheap look on his face that everything you said was right: "How can it be? Worry-free is right, choosing a name is a big deal, and Lone will definitely think about it when he looks back, and take a majestic and domineering name!"
Lou Yueqing listened to the first half of the sentence and was quite useful, but the second half of the sentence was directly angry, glaring at him: "Majestic and domineering? Do you think it's a name for the bandit!"
"No, Lone means I'll give him a good name!"
"But that's not what you just said!"
"That's not what I say, but that's what I mean!"
"Really?"
"Well, really!"
Mo Li was outside the door, listening to the voice from inside, his face could not hide the bitterness, and a sadness could not help but rise in his heart, there are not many days like this......
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Don't worry, the child will be fine, well, worry-free will be fine