When I figured this out, I felt angry for no reason. After the anger, there is a deep powerlessness. For themselves, but also for the innocent Manager Yu. Before I was fired, I knew she was almost emaciated for that order. Now, the order has been given to another company, but I am afraid that her fate will also be covered and left.

I remembered that the night after Manager Yu called me to rescue the scene, Huo Chaobang started calling me from time to time and texting. I thought that he had listened to Charanthin's words and seriously considered getting along with me.

Looking back now, I was ridiculous. Who am I? A divorced woman, a divorced woman with a debt of 300,000 yuan, a divorced woman with a debt of 300,000 yuan and an eight-year-old daughter.

I would really think that such a good man would be in a relationship with me, I was hopelessly stupid. The Array Horn.

"Xiao Xu, if you need any help, I will do everything I can to help you. Huo Chaobang said again.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth and then I said, "I'm sorry, I don't need to." With that, I opened the door and got out of the car, and after slamming the door shut, I walked forward without looking back.

In the thick of the night, I walked among the people who came and went. The road is infinitely long, and the heart is very empty. I don't know what went wrong, everything was inadvertently, everything went wrong. Or rather, everything was supposed to be right, then it was out of order for a while, and now it's back on the right path.

I don't know how long I walked until the phone in my hand rang. I paused, and after seeing Ye Lingsu's number, I suddenly realized that I had left my daughter behind.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, and at this moment, I really hated myself. I'm thirty-one years old, and I've experienced the darkest days of my life, and I'm still being led by emotions like a young girl.

Silently wiping away tears, I picked up the phone.

"Lanzi, where did you go?" Ye Lingsu asked me with a smile.

I took a closer look at the surrounding buildings and said, "Soon we will be at the door of your neighborhood." ”

"That's okay, I'll bring Xiaobao back, you can go back first. Ye Lingsu hung up the phone.

When I returned to Ye Lingsu's house, I sat on the sofa and watched TV and waited for them to come home. After waiting for a while, I leaned back on the sofa and became a little dazed.

Half-asleep and half-awake, I felt that someone pushed me, I was so frightened that I opened my eyes, and Ye Lingsu bent down to look at me.

"You slept so deeply, you didn't hear me when I came in with Xiaobao in my arms. She held the bottle of red wine, "Have a drink?"

"Xiaobao is asleep?" I shook my sore hand.

"Sleep, you mother and daughter are really sleeping. She poured red wine into two goblets on the coffee table.

"Where are you going crazy?" I was depressed, leaning crookedly against the couch and looking at her.

"Accompanied Xiaobao to KFC to play games for a while. She handed me a glass of red wine, "Tell me about your discomfort." She leaned back to the other end of the couch.

I took a sip of red wine, smiled bitterly at the TV that had been turned into silent TV, and then told her Huo Chaobang in detail.

"I really didn't expect Huo Chaobang to be such a person. "I'm a little indignant.

Ye Lingsu stared at me for a long time, and then she smiled, "Lanzi, you are so vulnerable. In my opinion, Huo Chaobang is not too much, he is in business. Lanzi, have you ever wondered why he did this?"

I was stunned and confessed, "I don't know." ”

"The strength of the two companies is similar, you have a great favor to Xia Longwen, why did he choose your company?" Ye Lingsu asked me.

I looked at her blankly.

"Suppose you still open a mobile phone store, and a stranger and your relative buy a mobile phone with you, and make the same money, who are you willing to sell it to?" she said.

"Of course, it's a stranger, so you can do business. I replied.

"That's right, your kindness to Charon Wen is an objective fact. If you sign this order with your company, in case there are some unexpected situations in the later stage, and Manager Yu sends you to talk about favors? What do you say, how should Huo Chaobang deal with it?" Ye Lingsu asked again.

"Do I look like that?" I said, a little disgruntled.

"Is Huo Chaobang very familiar with you? If you are not familiar with it, if you are not familiar with it, he will naturally think of the worst results. Ye Lingsu took a sip of red wine, "Lanzi, this is Shenzhen." In the shopping mall, I am most afraid of talking about human feelings. So, you understand how much he can do today when the economy is so depressed, right?"

I thought about it for a while, and felt that what Ye Lingsu said was very reasonable, and after thinking about it, the depression in my heart was eliminated. So I raised my glass of wine to her, "Now, it's your turn, tell me about the sadness in your heart." ”

"I broke up with Gao Zefeng. She said lightly.

"You...... Don't you love him very much? He's very good to you, right? Why did you break up?"

"Yes, we love each other like that, but we have to break up. Ye Lingsu leaned on the sofa, "Because while he loves me, he doesn't refuse to play with other women." When it comes to love, we can't get aim. Well, I had no choice but to give up. ”

"You...... Sad?" I asked her with some uncertainty, and she didn't show anything unusual in front of outsiders.

"What do you say?" she looked up, I saw two lines of tears flowing down the corners of her eyes, and after reaching out to wipe them away, she smiled, "Lanzi, I don't think I will ever love a man as much as I love Gao Zefeng in my life." ”

"What if he turns around?" I asked eagerly.

"Lanzi, what exists between me and him is an objective and insoluble obstacle that cannot be repaired by momentary emotion or emotion. In that case, let's let it go. I don't want to be a woman who becomes ugly for the sake of love in front of the person I love. Ye Lingsu let out a long sigh, "Because I know myself, my heart is not strong enough to accept so many people in a two-person world." ”

Under the soft light, we were silent for a long time.

"Lanzi, let go of Charanwen, you and him are not people on the same level. Ye Lingsu drank the red wine in the cup and said to me again.

"What do you mean?" my eyes darkened.

"It's not interesting. She leaned over to look at me slightly, "Lanzi, you've known him for nearly four years, do you know what else he will do besides throwing some money into the gold shop?

"I don't know. I looked at her in amazement, "What does this have to do with me?"

She tilted her head to look at me, "It's okay, I just wanted to tell you." Even if he really has feelings for you, with your current situation, it is completely impossible for you. It's not just because you've been divorced and have a daughter. It's because you're still too weak now, so weak that you can't even settle your daughter well, and you can only rely on your family. Unless one day, you are strong enough, strong enough to match him, I will encourage you to fight for it. If you have always been so weak, then you can rest assured that you will marry an honest office worker!"