(Cat flutter Chinese) "No, I didn't!" Ye Jingjia suddenly craned her neck and shouted frantically, she struggled desperately, trying to escape from Gu Bai's embrace, "I'm not afraid! I'm not afraid! I'm not afraid of anyone! One day, I'll take revenge! I'll take revenge!!"

She will take revenge on all those who threatened her, intimidated her, bullied her, despised her, framed her!

The vigorous breaking free almost made Gu Bai let go, and he grabbed Ye Jingjia fiercely.

Ye Jingjia's face was hideous, her eyes were protruding, and she almost lost her mind with her teeth and claws, struggling frantically and screaming wildly, like a madman.

It's just that her eyes were full of madness and despair, tears gushed out like a flood that burst the embankment, and her hair and tears stuck together.

Gu Bai hugged her tightly in distress, constantly comforting her back with his palm, giving her strength and warmth, "Cry, cry, it's okay to cry." ”

Under Gu Bai's comfort, Ye Jingjia turned from screaming and going crazy to crying, and she felt some indescribable grievances and pain in her heart.

Finally, Ye Jingjia vented her innermost emotions in this way.

Yan Bucheng drove Ye Jingjia back to the imperial capital tonight, and when he asked what he had for dinner, Ye Jingjia said he wouldn't eat it, and he found a problem.

Ye Jingjia participated in two roadshows, and she didn't touch her lunch, but she was not hungry at all, which can only show that she cares about the dead cat very much, and she still has a stomach and can't swallow until now.

And Jeff's first reaction after the incident was shock, and his mind was almost blank, but Ye Jingjia could consider touching the cat's corpse with something to confirm the authenticity of the entity.

However, when Ye Jingjia asked him to send Yuan Yuan back, he clearly saw that Ye Jingjia's right hand that took the pen trembled slightly, which showed that her heart was actually not calm.

Therefore, he persuaded Gu Bai not to come, lest Ye Jingjia break down.

Unexpectedly, Ye Jingjia's emotional restraint was too good, even if she returned to the studio, she still pretended to be calm. The more calm it is, the more problematic it is.

After all, even the well-informed Kong Hanyuan, at that moment, showed negative emotions such as shock, disbelief, and disgust.

From beginning to end, Ye Jingjia has no negative emotions, calm, self-controlled, and thoughtful.

Jeff and Yan Bucheng determined that Ye Jingjia was pretending to be strong, and they were more worried about her hiding their hearts than Yuan Yuan, so they hoped that Gu Bai would persuade her.

Gu Bai understands why Ye Jingjia is crazy, because - "Gift"

In a way, "The Gift", which is full of dark colors, is an unpleasant and sequelae performance experience.

Before Ye Jingjia plays the heroine, she must understand the female killer's heart, understand the killer's thinking, and resonate with her heart, and then adapt to the killer's life.

The closer you get, the easier it is to assimilate.

The better you act, the easier it is to indulge in the role.

Although on the surface, Ye Jingjia successfully withdrew from the role, and even had a perfect performance in "Nine Diaries", the experience of playing the killer left a shadow in her heart.

Misery, despair, blood, helplessness, fear.

The killer's negative emotions are hidden in the depths of Ye Jingjia's heart, transforming her thinking mode, emotional state, and life ideals little by little.

It's just that it's too tiny, Ye Jingjia herself is difficult to notice, and Gu Bai also ignores it.

Killer, Wildcat, Tiffany Gift Box, Yuan Yuan.

A series of individual individuals were connected together, completely crushing the depths of Ye Jingjia's heart. The point hidden in her heart was magnified by madness, she was pessimistic, scared, crazy, and had low self-esteem.

Ye Jingjia split herself into two independent individuals, on the one hand, like a mature killer, calmly handling all the things today, and on the other hand, like an ordinary girl, she was crazy and afraid of fear in her heart.

To put it simply, Ye Jingjia entered the play, but she didn't know it and closed herself in Mai Xiaoqi's world.

Gu Bai knew that his method was too radical, he was stimulating her most fragile nerves, but this was the best way at present, only by digging out the darkest and most helpless corner of her heart, and letting her emotions vent first, it would be possible to calm down, otherwise everything that happened today would eventually become an untiring knot in Ye Jingjia's heart.

He knows Ye Jingjia very well, she is a person who will not go to a psychiatrist, and even if she does, she will not open her heart to a psychiatrist.

Compared to Ye Jingjia's madness, Gu Bai, who attacked her heart with words, was even more painful in her heart, her heart was like a knife, he should have found out a long time ago, so she wouldn't have to suffer everything now.

Gu Bai was so tight, hugging Ye Jingjia tightly, and kept soothing her back with his hands.

Ye Jingjia cried for a long time, until her voice was hoarse, and then gradually calmed down, she shrank in Gu Bai's arms, but she couldn't stop her tears.

Gu Bai didn't speak, but continued to soothe her back.

After a long time, Ye Jingjia finally cried and said, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault, otherwise what happened today wouldn't have happened." ”

Gu Bai gently persuaded Ye Jingjia in his ear, "I will find the murderer for you, so don't be afraid, don't be defeated, whether it's Yuan Yuan or that cat, it's not your fault." ”

Ye Jingjia leaned on Gu Bai's side, tears flowing wantonly.

In the final analysis, Ye Jingjia is just one person, how can she not be afraid, how can she face everything that happened today. She didn't know how to face the cat whose eyes were exactly the same as Xiao Er's but were skinned, and how to face Yuan Yuan, who liked her so much, but was almost crazy.

Yes, as Gu Bai said, she was afraid, she was worried, after living two lifetimes, she could never live the life she wanted, she had been suppressed, and she always had to think too much.

Just like today, she was smiling during the roadshow, but her heart was almost shattered.

I'm sorry, she hasn't been strong.

"Yuan Yuan will be fine, right?" she raised her head and tugged at Gu Bai's clothes, her eyes full of anticipation.

Gu Bai promised, "Yuan Yuan is fine, Xiao Er is fine, and you will be fine." He lowered his head and kissed Ye Jingjia's forehead, "Remember, never hide things in your heart, I will always be by your side, listen to your heart, guard your side, and don't turn me away, okay?"

Ye Jingjia didn't nod, because she didn't know if Gu Bai could really be relied on.

She remembered that there was a small picture book in the orphanage, and it was old and worn, but she liked it.

It tells a story about a mother bird and her newborn chicks living in a farmland.

The autumn harvest is abundant, but the birds have not yet grown.

One day the farmer came to the field, he looked at the ripe crops and said, "Tomorrow I will ask my neighbor to come and help me harvest the crops." "Cat flutter Chinese