It was a few days of confusion, and on the day Ye Lingsu and her grandmother were cremated, there was a drizzle in F City. When the last remains are said goodbye. I sat back in a chair, and Charanthin was going to help me up. I waved my hand and whispered, "I'm not looking, let her go at ease." ”

"Xu Weilan. He had a hard time calling my name, "You want to open a little, or, to end her life is another kind of new life for her." ”

"I'll want to open it!" I hung my head and looked at the floor, "you look at your fourth brother." I'm fine. ”

Charanwen has to take care of me on this side, and his fourth brother on the other, and he has lost a lot of weight in a few days.

After Ye Lingsu turned into a box of ashes and came out, Huo Chaobang took it. The man who had been shrewd and cunning at the wine table had only sadness in his eyes at the moment.

I think his grief cannot be described in words. For almost half of his life, he loved two women, and both women left him in this way. For the rest of his life, how should he deal with himself?

On the same day, Ye Lingsu and her grandmother were buried. Huo Chaobang bought the cemetery for her and her grandmother together, and the grandparents and grandchildren lived next to each other. Years ago. Ye Lingsu said to me, Lanzi, I will never get married in my life. I just want to make more money and stay with my grandmother until she dies.

I asked her, what if your grandmother dies of old age?

She said, "Then I'll go and become a monk."

I joked at her that if you leave home, I am afraid that the threshold of the temple will be broken by the door of male pilgrims.

Now, she is really as she said, she has passed away and accompanied her grandmother.

After Ye Lingsu was buried. I went back to my house. In the past few days of dealing with Ye Lingsu's aftermath, I haven't gone home. Xiaobao only knew that Ye Lingsu had passed away, but she was a child after all, and she didn't have a special understanding of death.

"Mom, is Aunt Susu like my grandfather and will never come to see me again?" she asked me with tears in her eyes.

My eyes were hot, and I hurriedly raised my hand to wipe my eyes before tears fell.

"Xiaobao, Aunt Susu accompanied her grandmother to heaven. Charanwen explained a little palely.

"Mom, then you must accompany me to heaven when I am a hundred years old, okay?" the little girl hugged my hand.

"Okay, okay!" I hugged her.

This world. The most powerless thing is to say goodbye to death.

That evening, I left my family and returned to Shenzhen. Su Su is dead, but I am still alive, alive, and there are many things to do. I thought that Huo Chaobang was going to stay in F City for a while, but I didn't expect Xia Langwen to persuade him, and he got into the car.

Along the way, Huo Chaobang almost never opened his mouth. I looked back at him a few times, and his eyes kept falling out of the car window.

It's already the eleventh day of the first month, and Xiaolin has called me several times to ask when I will return to Shenzhen. The counter key was given to her by courier, and under her leadership, several counters were considered to be open normally.

Before leaving F City, I originally wanted to give the 100,000 I owed Ye Lingsu to her grandfather. Su Su and her grandmother left, leaving her grandfather alone. Ye Lingsu's uncle and aunt are not good people, because her grandmother took in the daughter and granddaughter who married off, and they were divided into two families in the early years.

When I found Ye Lingsu's grandfather, his son and daughter-in-law were making a noise in his room, asking about the inheritance. I stood for a moment, then exited. This money is Ye Lingsu's hard-earned money, she is dead, I can't let those who are alive come to rob this money.

I want to find an opportunity to help her donate in the name of Ye Lingsu.

After returning to Shenzhen, my life seems to have returned to the way it used to be. However, it was different, and my state of mind could never return to what it used to be. I'm not interested in a lot of things.

I didn't go to see Huo Chaobang, I was so sad and speechless that I was speechless, this was his calamity.

Charanman didn't have many days in Shenzhen, and I lived in Taoyuanju in Bao'an most of the time. Originally, the staff dormitory could have been lived, but I was in a bad mood and I didn't want to affect them.

I started to have insomnia again, and when I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, I always sat quietly against the head of the bed. Flipping through the phone, on QQ, Ye Lingsu's avatar has turned gray, and he will never light up again in this life. Her WeChat profile picture is still a photo I took for her, and in the photo, she is leaning on the railing and smiling very brightly, as if she is a carefree person. On Weibo, her last Weibo wrote: The Spring Festival is here again, I wish you all a happy New Year!

The day after she died, I went to look for her phone. I didn't find it, but after asking around, I found out that Huo Chaobang took it, so I didn't ask him.

I don't cry anymore, I'm just sad, I am friends with her in handkerchiefs and have grown up together. She left so suddenly, without leaving a word, I was so sad, but she didn't know.

I went back to Shenzhen for about half a month and received a call from Gao Zefeng. I don't know how he had my number, and he asked me to meet. Ye Lingsu's death, in my opinion, he is at least partially responsible. So, I agreed to meet him.

At three o'clock in the afternoon of the same day, I arrived at the café on Nanshan XX Road early. Sitting by the window on the second floor, I held my head up and looked at the pedestrians on the street.

"Hello!" I sat for nearly twenty minutes, and a low, magnetic male voice rang out.

I withdrew my gaze and glanced at Gao Zefeng, who put down his car keys and sat down across from me. I didn't say hello to him, just stared at him, and the man in front of me was tall and well-dressed. A face with sharp edges and deep eyes.

Ye Lingsu went to the hospital twice for this man, and left Shenzhen, keeping Huo Chaobang out of his heart.

"What's the matter with me?" I opened my mouth first.

"Susu ......," he looked at me with some difficulty, "I heard that she ......"

"Are you happy that she's dead?" I looked at him coldly.

Gao Zefeng opened his mouth, his eyes quickly moistened, don't look over his head He slowed down for a while before turning around, "Can you tell me?"

"Tell me, what to say, tell me that she cut the artery in her wrist and thigh together in order not to leave a way for herself? Or is it that there is a good man who is sad for her? What do you want to hear?" I smiled at the corner of my mouth, "Gao Zefeng, everyone is dead, what do you ask her to do?"

Gao Zefeng lowered his head, "She called me at seven o'clock in the morning on the fourth day of the first lunar month. ”

My heart fluttered, "What did she say?"

"Very usual chat, ask me how I'm doing. She also talked about her recent situation, saying that she was ready to start work after the new year. Nothing else was said, and her calm tone was something I hadn't expected at all. Gao Zefeng let out a long sigh.

On the fourth day of the first lunar month, her grandmother passed away at five o'clock in the morning. I called you at seven o'clock and called me at eight o'clock. I turned my head to the side, trying to hold back my tears. How do you look at death as home, so that you can say goodbye to such a heart.