Chapter 468: Decided to let go

Nian Yiru was suddenly very excited when she said it, Ye Chu just listened quietly, didn't say a word, and suddenly felt that she cared too little about her back then, if she paid more attention. At that time, I persuaded her not to work so hard, and to ask myself for money if I needed it, but now I think about what an insult it would be to her.

I didn't think much about it at the time, let alone because she was in trouble, if I had found out earlier, maybe everything wouldn't be what it is now.

"But I can't help it, what can I do, all the pressure is on me, I can't sleep all night, I don't dare to tell you, I don't want to tell you, the hospital calls me every day to make me pay, and those debt collectors all call me, I was really about to collapse at that time, but fortunately, with you by my side, I am not so sad when I see you every day, and I am full of energy. ”

Ye Chu couldn't imagine how much she had suffered and how much she was wronged, and she suddenly felt very guilty in her heart, but why did her grandmother lie to herself, why did she distort things.

Nian Yiru wiped her tears and didn't cry anymore, but continued to talk very calmly in the afternoon, as if she wasn't telling her own story, and she couldn't see her pain, "I thought I could get through, didn't I say that as long as I worked hard, there would be no hurdles that I couldn't overcome." Now that I think about it, this sentence is really not true at all, it is simply wrong. Until one day, the hospital issued a critical illness notice, my father needs immediate surgery or he will not be able to return to heaven, he is the pillar of our whole family, if he falls, then this family is over, no matter how I have no conscience, I can't watch my father die, and stand by and watch. ”

Speaking of this year, Yiru did suddenly laugh, laughing so distressingly, so painful.

"You know, your grandma was very opposed to you being with me from the beginning, she always felt that I was with you because of your money, hehe, I don't know why she has such prejudice against me, but do you know that she has looked for me?" Nian Yiru said and suddenly looked at Ye Chu, wanting to see how he reacted.

There was no reaction, Nian Yiru knew that this represented acquiescence, he didn't know, "She found me, asked me to leave you, and gave a very tempting condition, the money she gave me may not be able to earn in my lifetime." But I refused, I love you, love you very much, love ......"

Ye Chu listened to it in his ears, his heart trembled slightly, he didn't expect that he had invisibly let Nian Yiru suffer so many grievances, and he really didn't know it.

I love it very much...... This seems to be the answer he has been pursuing for so many years, and now he suddenly heard it, but Ye Chu's heart can no longer make any waves.

After a long silence, Nian Yiru continued, "That's right, I went to find your grandmother later, and I promised her all the conditions, including disappearing forever, not contacting you again, and appearing in front of you. I think I'll say yes and then I'll look for you secretly, but I thought your grandmother was too simple, and she found out that I was still seeing you, so she cut off all my father's treatments, which is ridiculous...... I finally complied with her suspicions, even if it was just prejudice, as if I was with you for the money. ”

"She let me go abroad and arranged all the best for our family, but I am not rare at all, I don't want those things at all, my only thought every day is to go back, to come back to you, but I can't go back, she won't let me go back, she tries her best to stop me, force me to stay, I can't help it. ”

Nian Yiru's eyes fell again as she spoke, she suddenly got up and walked behind Ye Chu, stretched out her hand and hugged Ye Chu tightly, at that moment, Ye Chu didn't know what was wrong, she didn't push her away, maybe it was really because of guilt.

"Ah, I haven't been thinking about you for a moment, I've been waiting for the day when I can come back to you, because I'm sure you'll be guarding our vows just like I do, and I know you're waiting for me, right. Ah, I'm back, can you not leave me again, we can be together forever, okay?" Nian Yiru hugged Ye Chu tightly, as if he would disappear as soon as he let go.

Ye Chu's mind was blank, he didn't expect that his grandmother actually lied to him, there was no longer Lin Nuannuan's existence in his mind at all, it was full of chaotic memories and Nian Yiru's words circling, making him unable to think.

And at this time, Lin Nuannuan, who was watching all this at the door, silently turned around and went downstairs and left here, it seemed that she had succeeded and pulled Ye Chu back from her side. Lin Nuannuan, he doesn't belong to you in the first place, let it go, leave here, maybe it's your choice. Lin Nuannuan said to herself in her heart as she walked out.

The night was already deep, Lin Nuannuan was wearing thin clothes, in the middle of the night in early autumn, the cool wind hit, but she didn't feel it at all, what could be cooler than her heart now.

Standing on the side of the street, Lin Nuannuan watched the cars coming and going, people coming and going, flashing lights, and dazzling music resounding in the sky, but when it came to Lin Nuannuan's ears, there was only a roar left, she was suddenly very confused, she didn't know where she should go, and she didn't know where she could go next.

Stroking his stomach, Lin Nuannuan suddenly smiled shallowly, "Fortunately, I still have you with me." Now she is only left with this little guy, she must protect him well, and she will be her only relative in this world in the future.

Lin Nuannuan didn't know how long she had been standing on the side of the street, she only felt that her legs were a little sore, so she sat down casually, and passers-by looked at her suspiciously, with sympathy and puzzlement, but Lin Nuannuan was in no mood to pay attention to these anymore, she just wanted to stay quietly by herself.

The funny thing is that someone actually threw money at her, Lin Nuannuan smiled dumbly, looked down at herself, and looked like a beggar, she was not polite, she picked up the money and put it in the bag. After all, she will earn money to support herself in the future, and she will have a baby.

Lin Nuannuan didn't want to trouble Xia Yuran anymore, but she didn't know where to go, she kept walking aimlessly, by the way, she promised to accompany herself to the amusement park, but now it seems that it can't be realized, so let's go by yourself, Lin Nuannuan walked and came to the amusement park.

At this time, there are very few people, and they all have to finish the garden, but Lin Nuannuan still walked in, all the way are loving couples, Lin Nuannuan looks at nature and envy, she bought herself a marshmallow, went to ride the merry-go-round, and wanted to play a roller coaster, but she didn't dare, she wouldn't do dangerous things for her children.