"After she was discharged from the hospital, we asked her to see a psychiatrist, but she was very resistant, her father ran at her and her grandfather's, and she was also ......physically and mentally exhausted" Zhuang Lijun sighed, the Zhuang family was anxious during this time, and the most pressure was not him, but his father Zhuang Nansheng, his father was seriously ill, his wife committed suicide, his son and daughter-in-law divorced, and everything was about to crush him.

"She doesn't want to admit that she has mental illness, because she is afraid that you think she is crazy and will leave her one by one, the more this time, the more you need your support and care, Dad is under a lot of pressure now, usually and she can't get along, you care more about her, don't put the responsibility on Dad, Dad is not easy, don't drag Dad down. She said seriously.

In this era, there is still a misunderstanding of mental illness, equating mental illness with madness, not only is it intolerant and considerate of people with mental illness, but also regards "neurotic" and "crazy" as scolding words, in such an atmosphere, although Su Suyun is a doctor, he also avoids medical treatment, and does not admit that he has mental illness when he dies, and he is even more reluctant to see a doctor.

But no matter when he has a physical illness or a mental illness, if he is sick but refuses to seek medical treatment, it will aggravate his condition, and if Su Suyun continues like this, it is very likely that he will push himself to a dead end again.

"I will. Zhuang Lijun squeezed her hand gratefully, even if she was hurt by his family, she was still willing to think about them.

She suddenly reached out and hugged him, a little choked, "You're suffering." ”

He sent her back to Southern Province and sent Zhuang Lihong out of the country, there were only three big men left in the family to face the mess of the Zhuang family, Zhuang Limin has always been cold and affectionate, even if Su Suyun committed suicide in front of him, I am afraid that his eyebrows will not move, although Zhuang Nansheng is responsible and responsible, but he is too upright, and many times it is easy to fall into the way of others, and most of the responsibility of the family will fall on him alone.

"Fool, you are the one who really suffers and is wronged. He cautiously hugged her back, and his eyes were quietly red.

Many people envy him for marrying Liu Haohao, one of the "Beijing Shuangbi", because she is smart and capable, sleek and sophisticated, and has a great demeanor, but what he loves has never been these, but her sincerity, she will be anxious and angry because she can't change the poverty in Zhengxi County, although the people there don't know her, she will also worry about Su Suyun's condition, even though she has hurt her.

He knew very well that she was not accommodating unprincipledly, she was just open and dusty in her heart, even if she was also strategizing and calculating, but those calculations were just the hardest armor on her body, to protect the softest sincerity inside.

"Don't worry, I will take care of myself and my children in the Southern Provincial Capital, don't worry about us," her head rested on his shoulder, her eyes were like the brightest moonlight, "You also have to take care of yourself, it is a rare good opportunity to be able to study with Professor Gan, you must follow him to learn more, it will be of great benefit to you in the future, don't think about anything else." ”

Zhuang Lijun froze for a moment, and chuckled helplessly, "How can you guess anything?"

"Because I know you, I know you can't let us go, so you also want to transfer back to Southern Province. Liu Hao let go of his hand and looked at him seriously, "I have no objection to you being transferred back, but you must graduate from Professor Gan, you finally transferred to this major, the foundation is already weak, you need to spend a lot of time and energy on it, Professor Gan's graduate school is not so easy to graduate, don't be ashamed." ”

Seeing what Zhuang Lijun wanted to say, she immediately cut off his words, "You and I are in a different situation, you know that I originally majored in this major, and my foundation is very solid, although I graduated from college not long ago, I am still young, but I can say without exaggeration that my professional quality has surpassed most of the current law graduate students, so Mr. Xu and the school agreed that I should go back to Southern Province to continue his graduate studies, you have not reached my point, you must continue to study here solidly." ”

Zhuang Lijun looked at her and smiled slightly, she probably didn't realize how domineering she was when she said these words.

But he didn't refute her words, after all, he just had such an idea, and he knew that it was too emotional and unrealistic, and before he could say it, he was strangled in the cradle by Liu Haohao, so he didn't continue to insist.

"In short, you have to do well in the capital, you have to take care of your career, and you can't ignore your family, your mother's illness should still let your grandfather know, because of my affairs, the second elder has some emotions about her, and he also takes the responsibility on themselves, and has been blaming himself, letting them know that she is sick, they can be more considerate of her, and they can also let go of themselves, but you must also pay attention to the method when you speak, you can't let them feel that her illness is incurable, and you can't let them also be pessimistic and desperate. ”

"And Uncle Su Qian, such a big thing has to be given to him, at least let him accompany his grandfather more, even if he doesn't want to get married, he can't hide in the study every day to do learning, Lihong and I left, no one accompanied grandparents, they suffered such a big blow, and their spirits were easy to collapse......"

"Grandpa's side, just leave it to Dad, it shouldn't be a big problem......" Zhuang Jianming has never been waiting to see Su Suyun, and when she is sick, Zhuang Jianming won't take it too seriously.

"It's better to wait until Lihong goes abroad, otherwise Lihong will know about it, and I'm afraid he won't want to leave......"

Liu Hao pulled him and explained carefully, "After I returned to Southern Province, I asked my grandmother, I heard that some prescriptions of traditional Chinese medicine also have an effect on mental illness, if she refuses to see a doctor and take medicine, see if she can try food supplements......

Zhuang Lijun's heart swelled with warmth, she was clearly so annoyed with Su Suyun before, but she was still willing to think about this family so unreservedly, and she nagged so much, and even considered some details that he had never thought of.

She is so meticulous and attentive, obviously not because of how deep her relationship with Su Suyun is, it is all because of him, because she is his mother, she is willing to ignore it again and again, and silently care behind her back again and again.

How could there be such a gentle and generous person in the world, he held her in his arms, and felt that God was too merciful to him, not only let himself survive, but also gave himself such a good wife.

"What's wrong?" she paused, looking at him quizzically.

"Liu Haohao, you don't know how good you are. ”

She was stunned for a moment, then laughed and reached out to wrap her arms around his neck, "I know, I know I'm good, I'm so good to be worthy of you." ”