Chapter 1281: Junyang Fanwai (1)
My surname is Li, my name is Junyang, and the word Changle is the word I begged my sister to give me, and no one refused when I made this request, even if it was my brother, even if it was my uncle and aunt like a parent!
I saw their eyes at that time, there was relief and joy, I knew that they all wanted me to be well, so I was okay, as they wished, and at the same time, I also lived for myself
The most common thing I heard when I was a child was that I was a mourning star, saying that I was born to defeat my mother, then my father, and then I gave a solid family to nothing.
I have never experienced my mother's warmth, and the only impression I can remember is that my father's elegant and handsome face was full of sorrow, and my eyes were dull and lifeless.
My brother is very busy, only my sister often stays at home to accompany me, but after I lost my father, my sister also became busy, in order to survive, and for my brother to be able to shine on the lintel of the Li family.
Daddy is the only son of grandparents, as soon as Daddy goes, the burden on my brother can be imagined, after his parents go, my brother is much more indifferent than before, although there is still warmth, but there is also a little more cold.
In the eyes of others, I was just a doll who didn't understand anything, and probably even my brothers and sisters didn't know how lonely, scared, and guilty I was, and I longed for the children who were always whistling back and forth on the village road, jumping and running.
But I didn't dare to go, because when they saw me, they would only call me a mourner, sing me such ugly songs, and even beat me with stones or fists, and I didn't want to go out, but I envied the vast world outside.
Until that day, my brother was drenched in the rain and cold, and my sister, who had always been silent, violated her practice of not leaving the house at night for the first time.
I thought at that time, it would be nice if I were older, so that I wouldn't have to let my sister, who was depressed and depressed by life, go up the mountain, but I knew that the more times like this, I could only show my incompetence, or rather, the Li family fell to the point where it is now, it is really my fault.
I often guess like this, but I don't dare to show it on my face at all, although my brother may not take care of me, my sister who always hangs her head may not be able to see, I served my brother to eat, waited for my sister all night, but I don't want to, waiting for only my sister who is almost silent with blood on her head.
I thought, the most important thing to happen is me, or, I shouldn't be alive, watching my sister lying there angrily, I hate myself more and more, hate me, the mourning star in other people's mouths, but I didn't expect that when my sister opened her eyes again, it would be so beautiful.
The original sister was good, but she was so busy more often that she could barely lift her head, or maybe she was even more miserable than me, after all, she enjoyed the days when her parents were around, and I was the only one with them
She rarely looks up, let alone takes a good look at me, but her sister who wakes up again is different, she will look at me carefully, the crystal phoenix eyes on that scorched and thin face are really beautiful and beautiful, I found for the first time that my sister is also so good-looking.
She looked at me, with distress and pity in her eyes, smiled with me, promised me, would divide me in half of the porridge that was left, she gave me a warmth that I had never experienced, so cherished, so much, I wanted to make people cry
My sister has changed, yes, when she woke up I knew at first sight that my sister had changed very well and was very good to me, she would make delicious meals for me with simple food, and she would go to the mountains to hunt, and she would not sell it in the market, but only said that it was for me and my brother to make up for it.
She said that I was too thin, and it was the first time she pinched my face so intimately, and I was happy in my heart, and I felt that I liked my current sister more, but I was so sorry for my former sister, I know, I was shameless, but I really liked my sister.
It's just that I never thought that my sister was so powerful, she is getting better and better-looking, although she wipes ash on her face, but she can't hide the jade-like skin on her neck, but she is such a good-looking person, she is as beautiful as you can imagine when she fights, although they look painful, but I am very happy in my heart.
That's the person who bullied me, I didn't expect that I would remember it so clearly, it stands to reason that I was just remembering at that time, it turned out that I looked down on myself, and it was so refreshing to see the person who had wantonly bullied me fall into such a situation, not to mention, the person in front of me was my dearest.
Yes, compared to my former sister and Tong Sheng's brother, I like the sister in front of me more, and it is also from this moment that I feel that there is gradually sunshine in my life, and I can clearly feel that the place where the sun can shine in the atrium is gradually expanding, and I begin to understand the meaning of life
The family built a new house, and the attitude of the young and old in the village towards us has changed, and there used to be disgust, pity, and embarrassment, which only dazzled you, but without exception, when they looked at me, they all looked down on me.
Now, it's different, they're looking up to us, they're slapping us, and sure enough, my sister is really strong, and sure enough, she's not the original sister but, no matter who she is, I like her very much.
I know that my brother also found out, because my sister is so dazzling, so dazzling, she shouldn't be standing among us, she is more like an immortal, after all, she is so magical.
My sister brought my uncle's family and said that they would build a house for their two cousins to go to the town to study, and the house was very lively, and I was very happy, because I couldn't play with the children in the village, and I couldn't forget what they had said to me, but I never thought that my sister would say it like this, and tell her origin!