"I stayed at home for two years, and life was worse than death, but when I thought of my sister, I didn't dare to leave like this, so I could only live day by day, until another pregnant woman in the village was injured because of farm work and had to go to the hospital, and I was the only literate person in the village, so I had the opportunity to leave the mountains and come to the legendary best poverty alleviation hospital, and it was at that time that I learned that my sister died strangely. ”

Xia Min sat under the window, the sunlight shining through the window, falling on her face like a net, covering her tightly.

"I was in the hospital as a family member, the doctor was not optimistic after the first examination, and said to me, this child has a problem, if it is born, it may be a disability, if it is beaten, the pregnant woman may not be able to get off the operating table, ask the family what they want to do, I thought, no matter what, of course, we must choose a way to save life, so I told the doctor, give birth to a child, keep the adult, but the husband of the pregnant woman asked, if the child is born, what will happen to the adult? The doctor said that there might be an impact on the body and that he could no longer work, but her husband thought only for a while and said, "This child is gone!"

Xia Min looked back at me, and couldn't tell whether it was despair or anything on his face, but said lightly: "That's his wife who has lived with him for decades, just because he heard the doctor say that he may not be able to work, and the child may also be disabled, she has no value and has become dispensable garbage, do you know how shocked I was when I heard his decision?"

I didn't speak, but I thought to myself, I guess I was shocked to the news of my sister's death.

Xia Min continued: "I also had an argument with that man, and I persuaded him that no matter what I said, it was also a life, and he couldn't just give up so hastily, but he told me that a person who can't do work is different from waste, and the family can't be supported by me alone." I watched him happily sign the agreement with the hospital, and he sighed heavily after sending his wife to the operating room, this is all he misses his wife, not as important as a cow at home. ”

Ignorance, ignorance, rigidity, and conservatism are all traditional ideas left by the mountain villages for generations, and this thought has become an evil idea in people's hearts when it collides with the rapidly developing times. They need money to support themselves, so they need labor to generate benefits.

But if a person does not have the ability to generate income, he is worthless.

Xia Min raised his hand, and there was a scar on his wrist that looked like a rope, and said: "They say that my sister died of dystocia, from injuries sustained while busy farming, but I think that my sister died in their hands at all! They are afraid that my sister will become a burden and will not be able to work, so they would rather take back a corpse than bring back a whole person!"

She suddenly smiled and said: "I went back and asked them if this was the case, and they were like cats with their tails stepped on, and they all exploded, and they tied my hands and feet and said that I was rebellious, I was possessed by my sister, hum, my sister is so kind, how could she come back to them, I just don't want my sister to die so wronged." ”

"Then I broke free from the rope and tried my best to escape overnight, trying my best to avoid their tracking, and I was admitted to this hospital and became a nurse here. ”

I said, "You found the basement while you were working?"

Xia Min nodded and said, "Yes, it took me a year to gain the trust of the hospital's doctor leaders and make them believe in me, so that I can get closer to the center." It was during this time that I found that all the bodies of pregnant women who died on the operating table were transported to a separate room before they were transported to the incinerator, and the hospital would often bring some cans of wine into that room, and before the bodies were re-transported to the incinerator, I would always smell the strong smell of wine outside that room, and then someone would come and take a sealed jar and send it to the basement. Finally, one day, I became the one who went to hold the jar, and went into the basement, only to learn that my sister and unborn child had been made into wine, stored in that dark, damp place, waiting for someone to buy it. ”

Xia Min cried, sat quietly in the chair, crying silently, if it wasn't for the tears falling from the corners of her eyes, it would be difficult to find her excitement at this time.

I wanted to comfort her, but suddenly I heard the voice of the female in my head, so I could only say goodbye to her and go back to my own room.

The female scarf had already wiped Yang Zhen's body clean, and covered her face with a square scarf, and she could only see from the uneven shape of the square scarf that a part of the skin and flesh was missing somewhere on her face.

The female said, "What do you want to do next?"

I sat down, my eyes always fell on Yang Zhen's corpse and said, "Revenge." ”

Nulu asked again, "With your current strength?" Yang Lu, there must be a limit to innocence. ”

I bowed my head and couldn't speak.

Indeed, we were able to escape from the hospital not because of any powerful power among us, or how fast Zhou Chen's ghost attendant was, but because Zhuo Shen didn't catch up, we were like puppies with no hair in front of the current Zhuo Shen, and it was not enough for him to do anything, and the reason why he left us was just because he didn't want to take the risk of taking her out of my body when she was so vulnerable.

We can't fight him.

But just accept my fate, I'm not reconciled!

The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, my heart twisting tightly into a mess as if it had been grasped by a hand, and I once again realized the importance of strength. I put my fist on the wall, five bone joints, and the skin opened when I landed, "Why am I so useless! I can't save grandpa, I can't save Yang Zhen, I can't protect alone! Why didn't I be the one who died!"

The female snorted and said, "What's the use of talking about this now!"

My eyes were sore and painful, staring at the delicate face of the female girl, and said, "Then you say, what can I do, I also want to have strong strength, and I also want to be able to turn the tide at the most critical time, I ......"

The female lu suddenly interrupted me and said, "If you want to gain power, you will definitely lose something, are you willing?"

Listening to her tone and the content of her words, it didn't seem like I was happy, but it seemed like she really wanted to fulfill my wish.

My eyes were moist, and my grandfather's corpse and Yang Zhen's corpse flashed over and over again in front of my eyes like two photos with needles, and I said, "I am willing, I don't want anyone to die because of me, I don't want to be protected as a waste anymore, then you can help me." ”

The female said, "I want a life." ”