Chapter 1283: Jun Yi's Confession

Li Junyi's life is probably a legend that can be talked about in the eyes of others, but now I don't think this kind of life has any meaning, I still remember when my parents went, I was full of pretending to study hard and shine on the lintel, why, because I was poor, because I had no background.

I lost my mother when I was young, but I was half a teenager and I had no father, and there were a pair of younger siblings below, so at that time, I could do very little, and I sold the only blue brick house to bury my father, and then I wanted to study, my sister was still young, and my brother could do less, and the only thing I could do was to study and study.

I was very tired and tired, but I couldn't show it in front of my younger brothers and sisters, all I could do was to keep working hard, I couldn't stop, studying, setting up stalls, going home, carrying water, chopping wood, and the small thatched hut at the foot of the mountain became my only sustenance.

I didn't expect that the change in my family, whether it was my family or myself, would hurt me because of my sister, who was collecting medicine for me, and that was the first time in a few years that I looked at her so seriously.

This girl who has no blood relationship with me but is like my own sister, she is very thin, and her skin is not as delicate as that of a girl but a little rough, I am sad and blame myself, and I am more annoyed, because I have no ability, and I have no way to give them a good life as the head of the family.

She is only eleven years old, her hair is yellow, even her body bones are thin and thin, only a handful of bones, and her facial features are very exquisite, but the continuous work of the wind and sun in the past few years has made her lose the color she should have, and even the beautiful eyebrows have a wrinkle, if it is not for the frowning of the eyebrows over the years, how can it be so, seeing the doctor treat the wound and wrap it with a strip of cloth, I can't help but sigh a sigh of relief.

But I never thought that when I drank the medicine and woke up, my sister would have changed her appearance, or that face or that body, but the momentum of the whole person was very different from before, those eyes were very beautiful, and when I laughed, they shone like a crescent moon, I knew that something must have changed.

My sister is too capable, but it shows that my brother is incompetent, but my brother is very happy, the light in his eyes almost burns me, it is the vitality and hope that I have never seen, he is very dependent on his sister, and he admires it, I thought so at that time.

I was cured, but I didn't go back to Jile to go to class, because the family was about to build a new house, and the drawings were drawn by my sister, and they were very beautiful, even more beautiful than the old house, but in just one day, she brought back money that I never dared to think of.

Build a new house, let the family eat and clothe warm, she is caught, I feel that I am useless at the same time, but my eyes are more and more on her body, without him, too dazzling, too magical, her dry and yellow hair and face have become moist and silky, especially the skin is very white and tender like jade, more and more her facial features are exquisite, phoenix eyes are like an abyss, she is very mysterious, I told myself.

Although I am the head of the family, I have not done anything for this family, but this family has gradually become fuller, but since that day, my sister has always followed the man, the mysterious but powerful man.

Whether it is Bei Wuxian or his uncle, they are all strange people in the village, obviously Orion, but Bei Wuxian is not only familiar with the Four Books and Five Classics, but also has a deep study of the six arts of the gentleman.

He came with his hands on the people's livelihood and national conditions, as if there was nothing he wouldn't have, let alone a good martial arts, but I guessed, it wasn't all that was revealed, I was curious, but I was also envious, but also because of his erudition I often asked him for advice, although he said little, but he didn't hesitate to point out to me, originally, I was very grateful, but, until I found out that I had some kind of idea about my sister.

My uncle and aunt settled down with the help of my sister, and there were more people in the family who my sister brought back, and I continued to read, going back and forth between the town and the village, but I could also find the changes in my sister, and she became more and more undisguised in her momentum, she was not the sister she used to be, this, I already knew.

My sister was just a well-behaved little girl, shy and extremely dependent on me, and after my parents died, I had little time to care for her, and most of the time I struggled to survive.

If she hadn't been injured that day, I'm afraid I wouldn't have noticed that she had changed so much, such a little girl, almost revealing a feeling of exhaustion, it was my fault, but I didn't have the ability, I couldn't change everything.

Today's sister is almost better than all the men in the world, she has a ditch in her chest, in a short time, she has her own power, she teaches her younger siblings, even I often listen to her words, I like her, this is not surprising, because she is so beautiful, so .... Dazzling.

But when she was my brother, she only looked at me with warmth, and even, she always protected me under her wings, and treated me as a junior, she hoped that I would achieve something, or she thought that I thought so, and she would make it happen.

I should have been content, but when I saw her sharp edge, that smile and that style only for one person, I couldn't help but feel a little envious, or rather, jealous.

Junyang probably saw my thoughts, and even said something that shocked me several times, I know this is not right, whether she is related to me or not, whether she has changed her soul, she has been my sister for more than ten years, this is incest in the eyes of others, not to mention, she has never had this mind.

I know I have no hope, but when I see the Xiliang soldiers coming to the city, and seeing that the towering city walls can't stop them, that kind of desperate moment, watching her come by eagle, like a fairy, I can't let go anymore, and I don't want to let go, even if I can't get it, it's good to put it in my heart.

Bei Wuxian left, and I didn't call her sister anymore, because I heard Bei Wuxian call her Xiao Jin'er, so I called her Xiu'er, but I clearly saw that she just looked at me in surprise, and there was not even a little extra mood swing.

She confessed to me where she came from, and I just suddenly understood that such a character is not what this kind of place should be, she is more like an immortal, magical but untouchable, she will only treat me as an older brother, an eternal brother, even if she is just a baby that my father and mother happened to pick up because of my sister's early death.

But I'm unwilling, until now many people have seen my thoughts, especially Wuxian, I even think that his eyes looking at me are mocking, my cousin is unbelievable, trying to make me destroy this thought, only Gu Yisheng, he always has that smiling face, but there is undisguised disdain in his eyes.

This is how it should be, because they don't know her background, so I said it, but she didn't change anything about me after she knew, no, I should say that it's a little better, but I know it's pity, I said my mind, she didn't hesitate to refuse, looking at those eyes, I completely understood.

She began to run around and make a name for herself, and the number of people under her gathered more and more, and there was no shortage of handsome people, and I began to devote more time to reading, but the study became a place where I stayed for a long time in her absence.

I listened to her story all the way to high school, and it was very smooth, and it was all because of her, and the study was full of books written by her, and I thought it was immortal, even if he was the noble King of Ease, he was not worthy of her.

However, I watched the cold face in the eyes of others laughing like a childish child beside her, and squinting and pretending to be enchanting, I found out for the first time that this person actually had such a means, I don't know if I should laugh, I lost unjustly.

I used to look forward to the day when the lintel would shine, but when I saw her find her biological father, watched her accompany many people, and watched her hold hands with others, I still hoped that she would look at me more, even if it was more emotional.

But when I became the emperor, this one person is above ten thousand people, and even the little emperor respects me, she has already become a legend in the eyes of others, I don't want to compare for a long time, and I can't compare, from beginning to end, there is only one person in her eyes, thousands of rivers and mountains, she only treks for him, I envy, but I can only envy.

I began to stay in the imperial capital for a long time, perhaps to receive a few more letters from her, until she said that she was going to get married, I looked at the emperor with a smile and a look of anticipation, and took the errand with a calmness that I could not even imagine....

I met the girl again, the girl who was somewhat similar to hers, with the same radiance, and though she was not as good as her, I could see her through her, and I saw this girl as her, and watched her smile at me, and saw her eyes full of affection for me.

Later, I heard someone mention that her surname was Guo, but at that time I couldn't take care of anything, I went back to the village, accompanied her to come and go, carried her on the sedan chair, and handed her over to others with my own hands, I thought I should be heartbroken, but I clearly felt that I smiled brightly, as at the beginning.

She has no children in the cave room with others, but she has not given birth for several years, I am twenty-one, and others have held a few children at this age, but I have never had anyone close, except for the Miss Guo, who is a little similar to her, but gradually stranger to the woman.

In the end, I still married her, because it was so similar, or I didn't want to delve into it, and I watched her become more and more beautiful and gentle and charming, but my heart gradually hurt.

The woman beside me was long gone, replaced by full of affection and tenderness, but I became more and more sober, that night, I was drunk, and when I opened Xipa, I saw her face that had been carefully depicted, the thin eyebrows that protruded into the sideburns, and the elongated eyeliner, confused my mind.

She cried under her, calling me Langjun, those eyes stained with tears made me in a trance, the ghost made the gods, I didn't want to kiss her, the next morning, I just glanced at her, said hard, she was happy, I think, she is really not like her at all.

I told her to just do business with the fair, because she called me brother, and I don't know if I wanted to keep that dignity in front of her, but all the courage I had gathered disappeared with that sentence.

She is pregnant, I saw her looking at Bei Wuxian's eyes so gentle, so spoiled, so graceful and intoxicating, just such a person, no matter when, always has the ability to make people's hearts break.

My feelings for that village gradually became complicated, but I didn't say that to Junyang, I told him that I still want to go back to the village to live the old days, he answered, looking at me with a clear gaze, I smiled bitterly and proud, my younger brother is always like this, he can see through people at a glance, he has grown up, with what he wants, I, there is no need to exist.

Guo Shi wants a child very much, she has been looking forward to it, but she doesn't know that I don't want her to conceive my child, it's very sad for a woman, I know I'm sorry for her, but my heart is extremely clear.

I don't know if she found anything until that day she brought me a bowl of soup that burned all my sanity, and when I woke up she slept beside me, in disarray, but I knew that I had probably not said anything, because I was almost accustomed to sitting alone and silent behind the man.

I didn't do anything more this time, she was full of expectations for a smooth pregnancy, and even offered to go back to the village to live, I agreed, and soon followed.

said that she was worried about her, but her eyes always subconsciously followed Jinxiu's body, I don't know if I responded to such a sentence, what I can't get is always the best, I always say it well, hide it well, but I always can't do it.

Guo Shi was born, it was a girl, she looked at me very worried, but I smiled, only that there is nothing wrong with girls, my sister is also a daughter, but she is a woman who is incomparable to men in the world, she breathed a sigh of relief, but I have decided that there is only one child in this life.

I looked at them, and I only had each other's legendary fairy couple in my eyes, and I was now sitting in a high position that I had looked forward to, but I only felt bored, but I still lived with a smile on my face, because she said that the path she chose was always to be adhered to.

I don't want to get her anymore, but I can't forget her......