Chapter Eighty-Three: Disgust
Jiang Nuan explained Zhou Ziyang's whereabouts, and then returned to Sanya in despair, her love with Xiao He was gone, and an innocent life was taken.
She wanted to scream, she wanted to scream, and even wanted to slap herself a few times, why was she so stupid, to like a person like that, what Chen Yi said about the world, why should people from all over the world be together, she was still naΓ―ve at the time thinking that as long as she worked hard, Xiao He would be able to see it!
Jiang Nuan curled up her whole body on the bed, she looked at the bare trees outside the door of the research institute, decadent and desolate, like her love, not her love is still bloody, that is Lu Lin's child, thinking of this, she quickly got up from the bed, she wanted to ask Lu Lin, how is that child? Is there a chance of survival. She just saw blood all over the ground that day, could it have been a miracle? The child didn't die?
She jumped out of bed and ran to the laboratory to find Lu Lin, she wanted to ask about the one in 10,000 possibility? She quickly pushed open the door of the room, running barefoot on the bluestone road of the research institute, the fierce cold wind slapped on her cheeks, she didn't feel the slightest pain, and her feet ran towards the laboratory mechanically.
On another path in the research institute, he saw Jiang Nuan running wildly, and he stopped and shouted to Jiang Nuan: "Nuan Nuan." Jiang Nuan continued to run against the wind as if he hadn't heard it, and he hurriedly chased after Jiang Nuan's figure, his eyes were shocking when he passed by, there was a trace of blood on the bluestone pavement, he looked up, Jiang Nuan's feet were frozen and bruised, and as he kept getting closer, he clearly saw that Jiang Nuan's heels were bleeding.
Jian hurriedly reached out and grabbed Jiang Nuan's arm, and asked in a low voice: "Nuan Nuan?"
Jiang Nuan didn't even know how to look at it, she just struggled to pull back her own arm, and her feet were standing still. Jian looked at the demon and stunned Jiang Nuan, and he vigorously pushed Jiang Nuan's body back to face him.
At this moment, Jiang Nuan's eyes were dull, her face was full of tears, and she sobbed in a small voice: "Yi, let's go ask Lu Lin, maybe, maybe the child was not miscarried." Jiang Nuan looked up at Jian, wanting to get a simple pit, she excitedly pulled Jianjian's arm and said, "Yi, maybe there is really no miscarriage!"
Looking at Jiang Nuan as if he had grasped a life-saving straw, he gently held Jiang Nuan's arm, separated Jiang Nuan's fingers from his arm, and then lowered his head to stretch Jiang Nuan's crooked fingers one by one, he held Jiang Nuan's hand that was not stiff and said, "Well, maybe it really didn't flow out." β
When Jiang Nuan heard his words, his eyebrows and eyes stretched excitedly, and he turned around to run again.
Jian stepped forward, grabbed Jiang Nuan's waist with one hand, and bypassed Jiang Nuan's calf with the other hand, and hugged Jiang Nuan with a force, looking at Jiang Nuan's eyes full of anxiety, he opened his mouth to explain: "Nuan, let's put on our shoes and look for it, okay?"
Jiang Nuan tilted her head sideways to look at her own bruised feet, then tilted her head and leaned on her simple shoulder, then closed her eyes.
Jian Jian followed the road when Jiang Nuan came, carrying her back, he stepped on the string of bloody footprints, his steps were heavy, he saw the bottom of the beer bottle that was not too big, where did the blood start from, Jian Jian once again shifted his gaze to Jiang Nuan's bleeding feet, and she felt a warmth on her shoulders.
It was Jiang Nuan's silent cry, tears flowing through her slightly curled eyelashes and the corners of her pale lips.
Jian Jian walked into Jiang Nuan's room, and then put her on the bed. Jiang Nuan rolled over, his back to Jian, his cheeks rubbing tears on the pillow. "Yi, you go back, I'll be alone quietly. β
Jiang Nuan attached to the pillow, her mind kept passing through her and Xiao He's past, Xiao He kissed her, Xiao He gently said to her, "Nuan Nuan, let's reconcile", Xiao He's demagogic voice, everything was turning in her mind, and suddenly the picture turned into Qian Pan'er lying in a pool of blood, loudly accusing her, Jiang Nuan wanted to expel the fear in her heart, she hurriedly flipped over.
When Jiang Nuan flipped over, she saw Jian Jian sitting on the edge of the bed, she followed Jian Jian's gaze and saw that the withered blood stains on her own feet were crawling on her heels like an ugly bug, and the same ugliness as her feelings, she was extremely disgusted, and stretched out her other intact foot and foiled the dry bloodstains.
Jian Jian hurriedly stood up, half of his body propped up on the bed, and quickly reached out and grabbed Jiang Nuan's foot that wanted to shake again, although the simple action was fast, Jiang Nuan's heel was inevitably blurred again. Jian trembled and pressed his hands on Jiang Nuan's two legs, and then moved his body to sit on the bed, he looked at Jiang Nuan's red and swollen eyes. "Warm, don't do this, it will hurt. β
Jiang Nuan stared at the simple eyes, like a soulless Barbie doll. Hoarse roared: "Why? Why do I like him, why am I not the one lying in a pool of blood?"
Jian Jian dodged Jiang Nuan's eyes and took a deep breath. "Nuan, maybe Qian Paner's child is not dead, don't blame yourself too much. β
"Hahahaha, not dead.." Jiang Nuan grabbed the quilt with both hands, her eyes were full of sarcasm, she still remembered that she guessed that day and ran to four hospitals to find Qian Pan'er, the wrapped dead baby was taken out of Qian Pan'er's operating room, and she hid behind the wall of the corridor in fear and watched. At that time, she didn't dare to take a step forward, she stared at Lu Lin tightly and leaned against the door of the operating room like a homeless man.
Jiang Nuan looked at Jian Jian and gritted his teeth and said word by word: "Do you know how cowardly I am!" I saw Lu Lin, but I didn't dare to come forward to greet him, I didn't even have the courage to admit my mistake. Now I actually want to numb myself and tell myself that Lu Lin's child is still alive, and I have to go to the laboratory to ask Lu Lin for verification, but Lu Lin is in the hospital, not in the laboratory!!"
Jiang Nuan wanted to bend her knees, but she was simply and firmly fixed, so she could only fall back to the edge of the bed. It's like asking and asking yourself: "Is this kind of me disgusting to the extreme, no wonder he doesn't like me, I hate myself like this." β
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Xiao He's irritable mobile phone was thrown to the side of the bed, Jiang Nuan had disappeared for two days, and he had called and texted in the past two days, but he didn't reply. This result is not what he wanted, he originally planned everything, he announced his relationship with the congratulatory message, diverted the attention of the media, and then he sent Jiang Nuan to study abroad for a few years, and then he slowly faded out of the entertainment industry.
Things could have been carried out perfectly, but he didn't expect Jiang Nuan to come to the studio suddenly, and under the eyes of many media, he wanted him to hide Jiang Nuan again, and after the reporter left, he would explain to Jiang Nuan, but Jiang Nuan couldn't wait at all, and he was emotional. After that, Qian Paner's miscarriage, he didn't have time to explain to Jiang Nuan, so he could only accompany Qian Pan'er to the hospital with a congratulatory message.
By the time he had settled everything, Jiang Nuan had disappeared without a trace.