Chapter 38 (I): I have met, but I am still lonely

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Turning to the last page, Xiuxiang's eyes moistened slightly.

There was a knock on the door. Hideka quickly got up from the bed, put the book aside and trotted over to open the door. Outside the door stood Yang Mian, holding a cup of yogurt in his hand. There was no desire to come in.

"Well, sure enough, you're still sleeping, get up early. Yang Mian said, showing Xiuxiang how refreshing he was after washing, "Look at my outfit today, how is it." ”

"Good. Thank you for the yogurt, I thought you would deliver breakfast. Xiuxiang said.

"What kind of breakfast, I could have gone for breakfast, what time is it, I think we just go straight to the next meal, don't you have staple food and vegetables in the things you brought back yesterday, you can deal with it." Anyway, you and Caiyue are very lazy, and they definitely don't like to get up. ”

"Ah, have you been to Caiyue's room?" Xiuxiang suddenly felt that she was a lot more energetic, and she was still immersed in the world of the novel when she opened the door, but after saying a few words to Yang Mian, she woke up, I don't know why.

"Of course, I have to go to the eldest lady to report first, haha, the eldest lady is exactly like you. Ah, no, it's even worse than you, sleeping all over the place, I feel like I must have been very tired last night, and I came back this morning. Oops, I can't bear to bother. Yang Mian said, waving his hand and twisting it.

"You've got it, don't play on it. ”

"I thought we were from the same country, but I didn't expect you to rebel again one night, become Caiyue's best friend again, and abandon me fiercely. ”

"What, what do others think of us? ”

"You drink milk slowly, I've already had breakfast anyway, haha, witty as me. You two can eat whenever you want. Yang Mian said and went back to his room.

"If you drink this cup of yogurt, I'm afraid I'll be full. Xiuxiang muttered to herself, took out yesterday's hemp ball, and a little dish, and ate to her heart's content.

The three of them said that they would eat on time at two o'clock in the afternoon, and then set off to the venue at about four o'clock. It's good to pass unhurriedly, because there is a lot of time. Xiuxiang was thinking about when Caiyue would find herself, so she opened the cool dog music player on her phone and started listening to songs, which showed that she had been listening to songs for thousands of minutes. She clicked on her favorite songs and re-grooved herself to the music. Music is a way for her to regulate herself, listening to music can first of all be relaxed, and secondly, Hideka feels that "music is the closest place to her dreams." "Even listening to music, it seems that you can fall into a whirlpool of thoughts, past and present lives, reality and fantasy, can change freely.

She is a girl who seems to be quite quiet, but her favorite music is electronic music, and she likes passionate songs, which is very different from her image. Xiuxiang unconsciously beats the beat with her hands, and her body continues to warm up with the music, which is a good feeling. The mood gradually emptied, she experienced a kind of happiness growing from the inside out, she was out of the chaos of the world, soaring in her own world, so free, Xiuxiang felt that this joy was wonderful, as if you closed your eyes and came to another ethereal world, you plugged in the headphones, turned on the music, and built a bridge, this bridge connects you with which ethereal world, you walk on the bridge, you find that there are already birds and flowers around you, every step you take, you are closer to that world. In that world, it seemed that many, many impossible things would become possible, but she never told anyone about this idea.

Hideka seemed to have a dream again, in which she said, "Since that time, I haven't liked anyone else, where are you? I really want to find you." ”

Xiuxiang opened her eyes and found a few tears in the corners of her eyes. I feel that the world is brighter, and my eyes are already so tired from looking at mobile phones and books for a long time, and we still have to use such a tired pair of eyes to explore the world, should we really do this?

She suddenly felt that although she was now a hundred times more energetic, every organ in her body needed to rest. What kind of experience it is for such an emotional person to learn such a rational science, he knows very well. Xiuxiang, who went to school earlier than others since she was a child, seems to be recognized by her family as a suitable person for learning, and she has won the affirmation of her family and school with this decent performance, and she has walked out of the general public on the road of studying. Her life is like millions of children, she is well planned, kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school, high school, and university have all entered the best schools, and finally after graduation, did she really take the path she wanted to take?

Hideka didn't know what she wanted, and she felt that she seemed pathetic like this. It's like the sunlight projected on the wall, sparkling and shining, and even the spots of light on the wall seem to be living objects, jumping, so casual, and I have completed the most wonderful part of my life according to the plan of others.