After Ye Lingsu finished saying this, the recording was blank for a long time. I watched the progress bar still move forward, so I waited patiently.

"Alas. What else do you want to do? Only, Lanzi, I still want to tell you why my heart is getting desperate day by day. Last month, my father came to see me. He showed me a paternity test that proved that I was not related to him in any way. I hated him until I knew the truth, and now all of a sudden, I don't even have the object of hate. And my mom, facing my hysteria. She told me that she couldn't figure out who my father was. Hehe, a woman who can't even figure out who the father of her child is, she's quite pathetic. ”

"Lanzi, you must give Xiaobao a lot of love, okay? A person who has not loved since childhood. The heart is incomplete, just like me. It doesn't matter if I'm ten or thirty. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much money I make, I can't fill the gap in my soul. ”

"There is one thing, I have been hiding it from you for a long time, although I promised Charanvin, but I don't want to leave this world with your secret now. When you and Cao Shoulian divorced, I lent you 200,000 yuan. Of these, only 100,000 are my own, and the other 100,000 belong to Charanthin. I promised him not to tell you the truth under any circumstances. Then. He came to me, and he was going to give me 200,000, but I insisted that I would lend you 100,000. He told me that Xu Weilan is in a difficult situation now, and she has helped me. I also want to help her, and I lend her this money indefinitely. Later, when you are well, he came to me again and told me not to mention the money anyway, he was afraid that you would have a psychological burden because of the 100,000 yuan. ”

"And insisting that you go to Shenzhen, that's what I mean, Lanzi, I watched your marriage break down quickly, and watched you suffer so many blows. In my opinion, you need to change the space to complete the transformation better. And what F City can bring you is only the past that continues to erode your heart. ”

"For your relationship with Charanwen, I have always been against it before, and the reason is because of Xinmei. Lanzi, the three of us grew up together. I really don't want to see you turn against a man because of a man, but in the end, there is no way to avoid it. In that case, I bless you and Charanvin!"

"You must still be thinking about Jiang Shengmu and He Lai, right?" Ye Lingsu chuckled, "Actually, that Jiang Shengmu does look a bit like He Lai." That day, I was in a hurry to eat your meal, and when I got into the elevator, I fell hard and was laughed at to death. When I saw him, I didn't like it horizontally and vertically, and I knew that you didn't have feelings for him, so I got into trouble with him. Lanzi, I'm sorry, although it was later confirmed that it was indeed a scumbag. ”

"Alas. She let out another long sigh, and after the sigh she laughed twice, "Are you particularly surprised that I did not write you an e-mail but left you a recording?" because I thought that if I died, you would never see me again. In that case, it's good that you can still hear me. Am I very thoughtful......?

The recording was interrupted at this point, and I sat back in my chair and listened to the sound of the raindrops falling on the eaves. Thinking about it, at that time, I wanted to return the remaining 150,000 to Ye Lingsu, but she was only willing to ask me for 50,000 no matter what. Now I get it!

Inch by inch, the darkness drowned me inch, and I got up and walked over to the couch and sat down. Snuggling up on the couch, I turned on the TV. I didn't pay much attention to what was going on on TV. At ten o'clock in the evening, I unplugged Charanvin's phone.

"Hey. Charanvin's voice was thick with sleepiness.

"Did you wake you up?" I asked in a low voice.

"It's okay, haven't you slept yet?" he seemed to roll over.

"I haven't slept yet. I tightened my grip on the pillow, and after a moment of silence, I said, "Shall I go to the United States to see you?"

"Huh?" he said, after a moment's pause, "why do you suddenly want to come and see me?"

"yes, I suddenly want to see you. I laughed, "You know, I have the money and the time right now." ”

"Okay, you arrange a time to call me, and I'll ask Di to pick you up. He said.

"Okay, then you can sleep a little longer. I said mildly.

"Bye!" he hung up.

The tourist visa I have already completed to the United States is still valid, and before going to the United States, I thought about going back to F City to see my family and Ye Lingsu.

When I went to see Ye Lingsu's grandfather, Liu Xinmei was also there. We took a look at her, and she was pale. I put the nutrition on the table next to me, and then walked over to Grandpa Ye Lingsu.

"Grandpa, are you okay?"

"Good, good. "By the fall, he was already having a tendency to Alzheimer's, and my mom said he didn't know much anymore.

"Grandpa, is it still good to eat now?" I asked again.

"You're Su Su, ah, are you back?" his wrinkled face stretched out, saliva trickled down the corners of his mouth, and Liu Xinmei took a tissue to help him wipe it off.

After chatting with Ye Lingsu's grandfather for a while, I got up.

When I walked to the door, Liu Xinmei followed, and I paused.

"Thank you for taking care of Susu's grandfather like this. ”

"To see Susu?" she asked.

"That's how it was intended. I said.

"I'll go with you. She hurriedly ran back to Ye Lingsu's grandfather's room, and after taking her coat, she followed me out.

I drove my brother's car to the XX cemetery, and along the way, Liu Xinmei and I didn't speak. As time passed, those deep resentments seemed to gradually dissipate, as they were once unforgettable, and in the end there was only a faint greeting. Dumb bird rowing.

I got out of the car with three bouquets of flowers, and Ma Xiaolei was also buried in this cemetery, and I haven't seen him yet. After placing the lilies and carnations in front of the graves of Su Su and her grandmother, I half-knelt in front of Ye Susu's graves.

The tombstone is pasted with a photo of Ye Lingsu, and she has a pair of particularly smart eyes. After staying silent for a while, I got up, hugged the flower and followed Liu Xinmei to Ma Xiaolei's tombstone.

After putting down the flowers, I bowed three times. After getting up, I looked at the somewhat gray sky in the distance and whispered to Liu Xinmei: "How are you doing all these years?"

"That's it. She said lightly.

The two men fell silent again, and the wind blew, and I said, "Are you ready to be alone all the time?"

When I turned my head sideways, I saw that Liu Xinmei's expression was slightly sad, and after smiling, she said: "I have no expectations for finding another man to live with." Xu Weilan, do you know? I didn't realize until later that in those days when I was willful and reckless, Xiao Lei was deeply seared into my bones. After his death, my days were tormented by remorse, but I would not kill myself like Susu. I feel that I should live, because I think only if I live long enough, Xiao Lei will not wait for me all the time. I must live to be ninety years old, so that he will die and will drink Meng Po soup and be reincarnated as a human being. ”

"But he will never know your mind again. I muttered a little.

"I used to hate you so much that I thought you had robbed me of what belonged to me. Xu Weilan, I'm sorry, I used to be so stupid. Liu Xinmei brushed her hair, the wind was stronger, and her voice was blown around.