"Madam, what you did for Ning'er, if only Ning'er could know about it. ”

Thinking of Ning'er, Su Ying'er always felt a little more regretful in her heart.

Zhou Youyi said with a smile, "Actually, we don't necessarily need to let her know what we do, as long as she can live a good life with An Sheng." As for the rest, don't think about it. ”

Su Ying'er nodded.

In the evening, Shen Che and Deshun returned to the mansion.

"Deshun, you're back now, you know what to do, right?"

Shen Che had already seen Deshun's thoughts, and immediately asked out loud.

Deshun was stunned for a moment, not knowing how his thoughts, which had been hidden for so long, could be discovered by this man all of a sudden.

Seeing that Deshun still refused to leave, Shen Che simply called Su Ying'er for him.

"Sakura, come over here. ”

Deshun was completely panicked at this time, this Shen Che has always been a player who does not play according to the routine, and now it is even more so, he suddenly regretted why he followed this master.

At the moment, it is impossible to stay away from Su Ying'er.

Su Ying'er walked up to Shen Che and Deshun and asked suspiciously, "Young Master, what did you tell me about?"

Shen Che pointed to Deshun beside him and said loudly, "No, take Deshun back to measure the size and help him make a new dress, I see that the clothes on his body are old." ”

Shen Che just made an excuse, Su Ying'er naturally heard it clearly, not to mention that there were still Shen Che's words at the moment, Su Ying'er naturally wanted to take Deshun back to measure the size.

And Deshun in the room felt that Su Ying'er was so close to him for the first time, he couldn't believe that this woman was less than five centimeters away from his eyes.

Seeing that Deshun had been staring at herself, Su Ying'er asked out loud, "Have you seen enough?"

Deshun shook his head, then nodded again.

This honest appearance made Su Ying'er laugh out loud.

Deshun's own thoughts, Su Ying'er knows best, but she also knows that she may not be able to give Deshun the affection she wants, after all, in Su Ying'er's heart, she no longer regards herself as a perfect woman.

But in Deshun's view, making some mistakes when you are young does not mean anything, everyone has a young age, but if you hold on to some mistakes because of this, it will not be too tired to live in this life.

"Sakura, have you thought about the things I told you before?"

Deshun couldn't hold back, and once again asked the answer he had always wanted.

Su Ying'er was stunned for a moment, the movements in her hands immediately stopped, looking at Deshun's eyes, her voice was soft, "Deshun, I have already told you once, have you forgotten?"

Deshun put down his arm and looked at Su Ying'er, extremely serious, "I haven't forgotten, I've always known that you're good, but Ying'er, you should be able to feel my feelings for you." ”

For Su Ying'er, Deshun has never vetoed it since he confirmed his intentions, and in his heart, Su Ying'er is already the most important person in his life.

But Su Ying'er didn't think like this, she put down the measuring tape and wanted to go out, but she was pulled into her arms by Deshun behind her.

"Sakura, I won't say anything nice, but I want you to know that I have decided that you are you in my life, and I don't want to be with anyone else except you, so you can think about it, okay?"

Su Ying'er was moved, but in the end she pushed Deshun's hand away.

Just like before, in the days when she was hurt by Lin Xi, she also pushed away the hands of the people around her who showed favor to her.

She has become what she is today, Su Ying'er knows best, all of this is her own self-inflicted.

Zhou Youyi was drinking tea in the room, and when she saw Su Ying'er walking back as if she was about to fall, she couldn't help but ask, "Ying'er, what's wrong with you?"

Looking at Su Ying'er's eyes, Zhou Youyi immediately stood up and helped Su Ying'er in front of her up, and then continued, "Is Deshun looking for you?"

In this mansion, what can make Su Ying'er's mood change so quickly, I'm afraid that only Deshun can do it now.

Su Ying'er didn't speak, and she acquiesced to what Zhou Youyi said.

Zhou Youyi sighed, Deshun's feelings for Su Ying'er, everyone in this house is very clear, everyone agrees, but Su Ying'er herself is unwilling.

"Sakura, can't you let go of your heart knot?"

Aside from this reason, Zhou Youyi couldn't think of why Su Ying'er refused.

Su Ying'er nodded, and shook her head again, "Madam, the current Deshun is no longer the previous Deshun, I am just a subordinate, how can I be worthy of the master next to the general, I ......"

Su Ying'er wanted to continue, but was immediately interrupted by Zhou Youyi.

"Why are you a subordinate, although you have a deed of sale with me, I have never regarded you as a subordinate, and you are not in my heart. ”

Zhou Youyi knew very well why Su Ying'er thought so.

Because of low self-esteem, a great inferiority complex deeply troubled Su Ying'er, causing her to dare not take a step forward.

"Madame, don't persuade me, I know what you mean, but I never thought that I would meet someone in this place who likes and cares about me very much. ”

Looking at Su Ying'er in front of her, Zhou Youyi's heart was even more distressed.

Su Ying'er has come all the way, she has seen it in her eyes, and she knows how difficult this girl is.

And now, Su Ying'er personally sent Lin Xi to prison, which can be regarded as avenging herself.

It was supposed to be harvest time, but it rained.

"Then what do you want to do? Right now, you and Deshun always have to meet in this mansion, do you have to hide all the time in the future?"

Su Ying'er didn't think about this, she just wanted to stay away from Deshun, a little farther away, as long as she didn't meet again, everything would be fine.

Looking at Su Ying'er, Zhou Youyi's heart was not a pain.

She used to be the same, but she was luckier than Su Ying'er, and when she was about to fall, it happened that Shen Chengyi saved her.

"Sakura, why don't you and Deshun try it, what if you can?"

This is what Zhou Youyi wanted to say the most, but Su Ying'er said that she didn't want to say anything.

Zhou Youyi couldn't, so she had to let Su Ying'er watch it herself.

The night was darker, and after Su Ying'er finished serving Zhou Youyi to wash, she returned to her room, but Shu Yueyi never slept waiting for her.

"Sister Sakura, you're back. ”

Shu Yueyi said as she sat up from the quilt and took out the gift next to her, which contained a roast chicken.

Although Su Ying'er rarely ate this night, only Shu Yueyi asked for it, and Su Ying'er would still accompany her to eat some.