In the long terrace, Chu Nange smiled bitterly: "Ye Zi, I know everything, and I also know that Xiaoqing and I are about to break up again, she has never been able to adapt to my life, she has entered my heart, but not into my world." ”

Ye Nan looked at the haggard person, touched his nose and said with a smile: "It's good to be clear, I'm afraid that you won't be able to figure it out, okay, I have the sin of not teaching people to divide their wives." ”

After pulling a chair so that he could see the night sky outside the terrace, Chu Nange said softly: "Yezi, you said that life is so short, why are two people together, and they want to be inexplicably separated?"

It was as low as a lonely murmur, gently wafting in the autumn wind.

When Ye Nan heard this, he was thinking about how to answer, when Chu Nange's voice sounded again.

"After my grandfather and grandma divorced, I didn't see each other for more than 40 years, and she didn't show up until the day she died, sometimes I hate grandma very much, maybe because I grew up with my grandfather, right?"

"Yes, there are always exceptions in life. ”

Chu Nange's problem, since he became acquainted, Ye Nan knew a little bit, and he also knew why he had changed back then, so he fought all day long.

Lying on the bamboo rocking chair left by his grandfather, Chu Nanyan flicked the cigarette ash in his hand and murmured: "Yes, there will be, but unfortunately it doesn't belong to me." ”

"Then my parents went down that path, and I was the only one left, and sometimes I wondered, is it just like the curse in the anime? It's a cage that can't be broken. ”

Ye Nan looked at the person who was tired and tied up by loneliness, and said softly: "There will always be a few right and a few wrong people in life, don't you think I have broken up a few times?" ”

"Hehe, I remember the time when your first love failed, and you cried all day in my house, and I was afraid that you would commit suicide. ”

"Phew, my eyes have been in the sand all day. ”

Turning his head to look at Ye Nan, who had changed a lot, Chu Nange looked at the sky in a daze, and slowly spit out the clouds and mist in his mouth and said: "Speaking of which, we are all old in the blink of an eye, but I always feel that the day I saved you was like yesterday." ”

Thinking of the day when I didn't know if it was the hero who saved the United States, or the United States saved the heroes, Ye Nan chuckled: "I saved you, if I hadn't reacted in the end, you would definitely have to break your head and bleed." ”

"Yes, not necessarily, I can beat two, I can beat three. ”

In the cold whisper, there was a little taste of inevitability, as if with the topic, Chu Nange instantly returned to that era, the era when the world was the greatest.

It's just that the next moment, but it is shrouded in loneliness.

"What if I tried to change myself?"

"Have you changed or are you still you? Not to mention the question of whether you can change back to before, or who do you want to become?" What Chu Nange was thinking, Ye Nan could probably guess, but she didn't quite approve of his thoughts. "I prefer you now, indifferent, soft, elegant. ”

"Also, it's probably hard for my personality to change again. ”

Chu Nange let out a long sigh, but there was not much sadness in his voice, it was a pity, a kind of tiredness.

There are some things that don't matter if you can't see through them, whether you can see through them or not.

Because you only have the right to pick up and put down, there is no third way to choose.

If you have to choose, it is a kind of destruction, not the destruction of others, but the destruction of oneself.

Will Chu Nange be the one who destroys himself?

No.

He has always been sensible, calm, and knows exactly what he wants and what he can let go.

Time is flowing, the wind blows all over all corners of the city, regardless of joy and sorrow, joy and sorrow, the wind blows the same and the same temperature.

Bite... Bite... Bite....

In the blink of an eye, Chu Nange glanced at the time on the phone on the table, and said softly, "Yezi, thank you today." ”

Ye Nan said with a sleepy face: "It's good that you don't blame me for being troublesome." ”

"Hehe, there are some things I know, but I can't help it. ”

"Do you love her?" Ye Nan thought for a while and added, "Do you love her very much?"

"Love, probably love, like? ”

In the light wind chime, Chu Nan smiled bitterly and continued: "But the reality is that the personalities of the two of us are not suitable, and reluctantly walking together will end in divorce, unless I change or Xiaoqing changes." ”

Ye Nan listened to the helplessness in Chu Nange's voice, and only said softly after a long time: "Forget it, if you can be together, I am also very happy, and I will try to accept her, I will go home tomorrow." ”

Chu Nange shook his head and said: "You are here, our relationship can still be eased, if you leave, we will probably be separated soon, you can stay, it can be regarded as helping me delay a little longer." ”

"But.... ”

"It's nothing, but, sleep, you have to go to work tomorrow, in case I get old in the future, I have no support, but I will have to raise you." ”

Ye Nan smiled, directly skipped Fang Qing's question, stood up and said, "No problem, in the future, you will become an old man who lives alone, I will support you, but it is better to go west as soon as possible, otherwise I may get tired of you after raising you for a long time." ”

"I advise you to go west early and return early, hahaha.... , rest assured, you won't live long. ”

"Sleep, sleep. ”

Ye Nan yawned and didn't say anything, and left directly, she knew that he didn't go to bed so early, and knew that he liked to meditate and read books at midnight.

Chu Nange waved his hand and re-lit a cigarette, and after gently shaking the bamboo chair, he quietly looked at the night sky, thinking about something that he didn't even know what it was.

In his room, the tearful man didn't know when he had fallen asleep in confusion, and she heard their conversation.

From start to finish.

Word for word.

After Fang Qing climbed out of the whirlpool of love again, she always felt inferior in the face of Chu Nange, she felt that she was not worthy of him, and saw the loneliness in his eyes again.

That kind of loneliness, she has always subconsciously felt that she brought it to him, and that she was not good enough.

As Ye Nan said, she was dragging him down.

But how can love drag down, all this is just a demon, but it's a pity that she couldn't find out.

The bits and pieces of the past kept lingering in her mind, and Fang Qing only then remembered why they broke up in the first place.

Personalities are too different.

He was too calm, too free, too self-egoistic.

She likes to be in control of everything, likes to plan everything, likes her boyfriend to be by her side all the time, and doesn't like him to be so friendly with Ye Nan and other women.

She argues with him.

But he is always as calm as water, and he always looks exactly the same.

"Chu Nange, Ye Nan and me, who do you choose!"

"Xiaoqing, Ye Zi is just a friend, there is no choice problem in this, you calm down first, if you don't like me to be too close to her, I can keep a little distance, but she will always be my friend. ”

"No, you choose, it's just me or her!"

"If you ask me like this, I will definitely choose you, but what is the result, you know, I know, does it make sense?"

It was their second year, Chu Nange and her had dinner with He Shuhuan, and then they quarreled after sending Ye Nan home.

Standing in the cold street at midnight, arguing in a couple's outfit, and then she got into a taxi in a rage, leaving him alone on the long street helpless.

She didn't want any woman to be angry about sharing him.

He calmly persuaded her.