80. You listen to me
I looked at the man in front of me, he was so young and handsome. After watching it for a long time, I also have the same question in my heart as my mother, does such a good man really treat me? Or, he was just fascinated and confused, and he didn't care about the future.
"What are you thinking?" he asked me softly.
"I wonder how sincere you are to me?" I looked out the window at the night, and my heart welled up with inexplicable sadness.
Charanwen didn't speak, and the car fell silent for a while.
"Xu Weilan. At least five minutes long, he suddenly called out to me, "I'll only tell you these things once, and I'll never say them again." ”
I looked at him with some trepidation.
"The world always seems to be biased, and good-looking people will always be labeled as flowery, unreliable, and unaffectionate. I've gotten used to sticking it, and over time I've got a protective color. Xu Weilan, we have known each other for almost four years. What kind of person you are, I know very well. If I'm just looking for a woman to play with, I won't look for you because you can't afford to play with it. I, Charanvan, am a bastard, so I won't make fun of you. I know you're also entangled in my feelings for you, and feel that the gap between the two of us is too big. What I want to tell you is, first of all, the appearance is just a stinky skin, the years will not look back, people will get old, and when there is a pile of white bones, no one is better looking than others. ”
"Then I'm going to tell you that I'm looking for a woman who can live with me for the rest of my life. What values, outlook on love, outlook on life, those are too empty. I knew that with you, I didn't think a lifetime would be long. ”
"Back then, I was lying in the hospital, and you helped me. Later, a lot of things happened in your family, and now you are trying to help others. In my heart, you have a good heart when you are on high. Falling to a low place, you don't have a heart for self-consolation. These are rare to come by. We seem to have some gaps now, but we can't choose our background, and the gap in our career only takes time, although in my opinion, it doesn't matter if you have a career or not. And in terms of personality, we have never been far behind, and even you are higher than me. ”
"Finally, I want to tell you that I didn't decide to be with you in the heat of the moment. I don't know when I couldn't let go of you, but when I saw you fall like that with one foot like that, you were so stubborn that you refused to shed a single tear. I decided, I want to be with you. I'm not afraid of any external obstacles. ”
"Don't be afraid of the future, don't be afraid that I will change my mind one day. I told you that I am a very dependent person, and I am more afraid than you that one day you will give up on me. In this matter, in fact, we are equal. ”
After Charanwen finished saying this long paragraph, the car fell silent again. I felt a stain on my face, so I lowered my head in embarrassment.
"Xu Weilan, if we want to get to the day when we build a family, it will definitely not be so easy. I have only one request for you, that is, don't give up easily in the face of any situation, can you promise me?"
I nodded, and I had no reason not to nod.
The two of them sat in the car for more than an hour before my mom called.
"Shall I go back first?" I said to him after hanging up the phone.
"I'm going to sleep alone today?" he instantly regained the characteristics of the Shar Pei, "I'm scared, what should I do?"
"Nonsense, how did you sleep alone before?" I glared at him.
"I don't know, I'm just scared to sleep alone right now. He blinked and tried his best to be cute.
"I'm not kidding you, I've got to go up. "I reached for the car door.
"Then you kiss me. He craned his head.
I had to kiss him on the forehead and open the car door.
"Then I'll send you a WeChat message later. "He got out of the car with me.
Sending me to the elevator and watching the elevator door slowly close, the dead boy actually wiped his eyes at me.
When I entered the house, my mother was sitting in the living room waiting for me.
"Mom!" I slowly walked over to her and sat down.
"Have you made it clear to Natsu?" she asked me. What a bloody battle.
I hesitated, then nodded.
"Grandma, I want to sleep with my mother today. Xiaobao, who had changed into pajamas, hugged a pillow.
"Xiaobao, you go into the room, and my mother will talk to my grandmother for a while. I touched her head, and she turned around obediently.
"What about Yuiliang?" I asked my mother.
"I just took a shower and went back to my room. My mom sighed slightly, "I just hope you can all be well, and stop doing some bells and whistles and unreliable things." I'm too old to stand your tossing like this. ”
"Mom, I see. You go to bed early, tomorrow is Saturday, and our family is going shopping. I whispered.
"Well, Weilan, it's not that Mom is unreasonable. You have to understand that I'm a mother, my heart hangs for you all the time. She got up, "You wash and sleep, you and Xiao Xia must be broken, you know?"
"Hmm!" I hung my head to look at the floor.
When he returned to bed after taking a shower, Xiaobao was already asleep leaning inside. I took the mobile phone that I had muted and put on the bedside table, and Charanwen had already made three calls to me and sent more than a dozen WeChat messages.
Coaxed him until more than 2:40 in the morning, and then he went to sleep aggrieved. I put my phone back on the bedside table and lay down with Xiaobao in my arms.
The next morning, Qian Lei knocked on the door and shouted for breakfast. I took the phone on the bedside, and after lighting up the screen, I found a lot of unread WeChat, so I opened it and looked at it. That dead boy didn't sleep all night, and he sent a WeChat every once in a while, and the last WeChat was sent fifteen minutes ago.
I sighed and gave him a good night's sleep during the day. He didn't reply, probably asleep.
At breakfast, I offered to go shopping. Qian Lei secretly glanced at my brother, and Xiaobao looked up at me.
"Is Uncle Xia going?"
My mother's face sank, "Little girl, eat your buns, don't ask." ”
"Go ahead, I haven't been shopping in almost a year. My brother said lightly.
"Daddy, Daddy. Nannan held out his hand to him.
Although my brother had a pale face, he immediately hugged him. It seems that the relationship between him and Qian Lei can't be slowed down for a while, but since my brother has regressed, coupled with Qian Lei's coquettish abrasion, it is estimated that it will not be difficult to reconcile.
At half past eight, our family went out and walked out of the hallway. I saw Charanvin's car at a glance, God, he wouldn't sleep in the car all night, would he?
I walked a few quick steps to the car, and sure enough, the dead boy was sleeping soundly on the steering wheel.