92. What is more terrible than waiting is the loss of faith
When the clothing store was handed over to Sister Ke, it had been half a month since Charanwen lost news. At first, I thought he would come back after taking care of things.
So. I waited patiently.
One day, one night, one night, one day.
It's been half a month, and he hasn't said a word.
By the time the renovation of the Coastal City store was completed, the Spring Festival had already arrived, and it had been twenty-seven days since Charanman had been away.
I called Ye Lingsu, as I expected. After Gao Zefeng turned around, she broke up with Huo Chaobang. When I couldn't bear it anymore, I went back to the house that Charanwen rented in Taoyuan a few times. In the empty home, there is no trace of him.
I also tried to call Huo Chaobang, and he told me very coldly that he didn't know.
I even got in touch with Yu Luoying and found Li Huaxuan, no one knew where Charanwen was? I went to every place where he could appear, but every place was just me.
I am thirty-one years old, and for the first time I have experienced a state of mind, I am so lonely, this loneliness has nothing to do with whether I have relatives or not. It doesn't matter if you have friends or not. This loneliness is akin to the absence of a soul.
I'm still living a good life, and time is still flowing through my fingers, but I don't know what year it is.
In the beginning, I kept making all kinds of excuses for Charanwen to excuse him.
It's been a long time. I get it. Even if he dug a cave and locked him up, he had a way to leave, and he had a way to give me a word.
He was so ruthless in cutting off my hope, it must have been that he made some kind of choice. When I realized this, I felt like my whole being was getting cold.
I think. In this life, I will never love a man again.
Although, I never said a word of love to him.
Ye Lingsu and Gao Zefeng went to Dalian for a vacation, and before leaving, I went with her to see Ma Xiaolei. He had surgery to remove part of his stomach, and the doctor said the situation was quite optimistic.
When he was about to leave the ward, Xiaolin came and asked Ma Xiaolei about his situation carefully. Xiaolin told me that Liu Xinmei has not appeared since he sent Ma Xiaolei to the hospital.
On the way back to Nanshan, Ye Lingsu asked me about Xia Langwen, and I said lightly that we broke up.
Ye Lingsu was stunned, and then put her arm around my shoulder, she said, Fortunately, you haven't been together for a long time, and it's good to break it now.
I didn't tell her, my heart was lost, I don't know where to get it back?
When the bus stopped at the deep development platform, I didn't get off. I let the bus take me to Bao'an, and I went back to the house that Charanman had rented.
What I didn't expect was that the house had been locked. I looked in through the gate and couldn't see anything. Standing at the door for a long time, I looked at the door in a daze.
Charanvin, he may have been back, but he quietly left.
smiled gloomily, thinking of that time when he went back to F City with me and sat in the car, he said Xu Weilan, you listen, I will only say these words once, and he told me not to give up in any situation.
I didn't give up, he gave up first.
I'm kind of ridiculous.
When emotions are moving, it is naturally a mountain alliance and sea oath. It's just that he learned Zeng Wenxi again, and he didn't even say goodbye to me. Although we haven't been together for a long time, we've known each other for so long, so say goodbye to me.
I'm not the kind of person who will pester.
But he doesn't!
On the twenty-eighth day of the lunar month, I got on the train back to F City.
Xiaobao is very good, my mother is very good, and my brother and Qian Lei Nannan are also very good. Probably, in their opinion, I am also fine.
The Spring Festival was very lively, I played with Xiaobao, went shopping with Qian Lei, cooked with my mother, and chatted with my brother to make tea. My mother was very pleased that I had completely broken off this matter with Charanwen.
moved his mind and wanted to find Xia Langwen's third sister, but he felt that he was too thick-skinned.
After thinking about it, I gave up.
On the sixth day of the first lunar month, I got on the train back to Shenzhen.
On the eighth day of the first lunar month, Sister Ke's store in Coastal City officially opened, and she asked me to temporarily stay in the Nanshan store and build the store first. I didn't care if it was good or bad, but I thought about quitting.
I wanted to escape the city.
mentioned the resignation to Sister Ke, and she was like a great enemy. persuaded me for a long time, and then promised me that when the coastal city was stable, she would give me a salary increase.
I know I'm gone now, and she's finding someone the wrong one to take over.
She asked again and again, and I agreed.
About a week or so after the new store opened, I had just arrived at the store and stood at the checkout counter to check yesterday's accounts. Caught off guard, I felt like someone was standing in front of the cash register.
I looked up, and the man in front of me smiled slightly.
"Hello sir, what do you need?" I greeted Tang Zhaoxing politely, I had long thought that he would look for me, but I didn't expect it to be so long.
"Miss Xu, hello. He looked at me, "Can I have a cup of coffee?"
"Is there anything wrong with you?" I asked faintly.
"Half an hour, I'll wait for you outside. With that, he turned and walked out of the store.
I walked out of the cash register, I didn't know what he wanted to do, but I kind of wanted to know what he was going to do? I said hello to the clerk who was doing the hygiene, and I went out of the store.
We walked to a coffee shop next to Poly Cinema, and after sitting down, he looked at me with his head propped up with one hand, "Auntie, don't come here in harm's way." ”
"You're getting better and better. I sneered.
"Thank you. He said.
"What are you looking for me?" I asked him.
"You're divorced from Cao Shoulian, right?" he asked me.
"Does this have anything to do with you?" I asked coldly. Shimabu Dong carryed.
"No, I just think we're really destined. He also sneered.
"If you are looking for me, you are afraid that I will reveal your previous affairs in front of Sister Ke, you can rest assured. I said lightly.
"Auntie is such a smart person, I like women like this. I know you didn't say anything to your boss, though. Otherwise, I wouldn't have waited until now to come to you. He stretched out his hand and touched me lightly on the face.
I unceremoniously knocked his hand off, "It's nothing else, I'm leaving." ”
"Auntie. He stood in my way, "If you need anything and I can do it, I'm willing to help you." ”
I looked at him mockingly, "Really, don't come to me again." ”
When business in Coastal City was improving, it had been three months since Charanwen had left. At that time, Shenzhen had reached the time of spring warmth. And Ye Lingsu and Gao Zefeng broke up again.
This time, Ye Lingsu masochized himself and took a cold shower. The next day I had a high fever and she called me. I ran to her house like a firefighter, and she burned unconscious.
It took me a lot of effort to drag her to Nanshan Hospital, where she burned pneumonia. I'm busy going to work here, and I'm going to the hospital to take care of her.
One day after work hurried to the hospital, upstairs. I suddenly thought again that the last time Ye Lingsu went to the hospital because of Gao Zefeng, and then Huo Chaobang and Xia Langwen came.
This time, it was just me.