As a man, I haven't come out to mix, how can I be embarrassed to say that I have had youth.

When I was very young, my father and his workshop workers got into a group fight with others, and they beat people to death and were sentenced to life.

The first time I got into a fight was in the 5th grade of elementary school in '96. At that time, I liked a female classmate in my class, Annie Xiong, why did I like her? I heard my mother say that she is also a single parent. At the parent-teacher conference, the only two single-parent families in my class were Anne Xiong and me. Anne Xiong also lives alone with her mother

My mom told me about Anne Xiong, not because the two single-parent families sympathized with each other, but because my mom and my elementary school teacher liked to compare the two of us. Fortunately, I did better than Anne Xiong every time, which was a breath of relief for my mother. My mom always said that as long as I was better than Anne Xiong, it didn't matter how many points I scored.

Always compared with Anne Xiong, and I also slowly compared my feelings. I don't know when, I fell in love with her, but people didn't like me. Every day after school, Anne Xiong would go home with a boy from the next class. I followed them a few times and found out that the relationship between them was not very simple. So I found a few classmates in the class who had a good relationship with me to block the boy in the next class.

The boy wasn't scared because of the numbers, and he dared to fight back. I kicked him and said you weren't allowed to walk with Anne Bear. But before he could finish speaking, he kicked back. A few of my classmates kicked back with me, and who knew that the boy in the next class ran to the side, picked up a brick, and ran back to us. At that time, I was so scared that a few of us ran away, and I ran faster than anyone else.

This boy's name is Liu Shiling, and he chased me for 4 blocks with a brick in his hand. Later, I couldn't run, so I went back and fought him. I thought he was just scaring me with a brick, so I rushed up and punched him, only to have him slap a brick with his eyes closed at the same time, and he slapped me in the head. Liu Shiling was a little frightened when he saw me lying on the ground covered in blood, so he threw a brick and ran.

At that time, I was also Biao, with blood on my head, and instead of going to the hospital, I walked home on my own. When I got home, I almost scared my mother to death, and I quickly took a taxi to take me to the hospital. Fortunately, I had a big life, nothing happened, just a few stitches on my head. I can't be beaten in vain, so my mother went to Liu Shiling's house to theorize.

His father is quite capable, but he just took the medical expenses for me, and he didn't care about anything else, and he didn't apologize. My mom was with Liu Shiling at the time. As a result, Liu Shiling's father pulled a bias, and my mother was scratched by Liu Shiling's face.

My son was beaten, my mother was broken, this is all bullying me without a father. It was also because of this incident that my mother later found my stepfather, saying that if there was no man in the family, everyone would bully us.

In the 6th grade of elementary school, I had a stepfather. The stepfather is a red-faced man, and because he likes to drink, his face is always red. My stepfather would beat and scold me every time I finished drinking, so after I had a man in the family, I had a worse life. My mother didn't care much about my life anymore, and neither she nor my stepfather cared too much about me.

My mom's attention was on my stepfather, especially at night, and there was always a cry coming from the room. At first, I didn't understand, but then I secretly saw a picture in the crack of the door in the middle of the night, and I seemed to understand something. And my stepfather also hid some videotapes in his cabinet that I couldn't watch at my age, and I gradually understood more.

My mom remarried, and I learned to smoke. Every day after school, I would go to the mountains near my house with the classmates who had cigarettes to smoke, and by the way, I would study how to retaliate against Liu Shiling. I was the second person in my class to learn to smoke, and I thought I was very sassy. Sometimes I would go out of my way to smoke where Anne could see her, so that she could appreciate my charms.

But until I graduated from elementary school, Annie Xiong never liked me. So I made up my mind that I would have to mix up in junior high school in the future. Only when I mess up will Annie Xiong be impressed with me. Even if she still doesn't like me, I'm qualified to force it, and the gangsters at that time have that right! Of course, I'm not only for Anne Xiong, but also for dealing with my stepfather. If I'm a big bastard, my stepfather will dare to continue beating me??I don't believe it!

Before going to junior high school, I heard that Liu Shiling recognized a godbrother in our future junior high school. It's okay, so I have to admit that a godbrother is covering me at school. So I asked my iron buddy Huo Fan from elementary school to go to the billiards hall at the entrance of the junior high school we were about to go to to to recognize my godbrother.

He stole two packs of cigarettes from home, a pack of 555, and a pack of Ashima, both of which were good cigarettes. At that time, we smoked a package of 3 yuan for Meideng by ourselves, and it was only 4 yuan for the occasional Jinqiao. So we are both reluctant to send such good cigarettes. But as soon as we went to the billiard hall, our cigarettes and money were robbed. Coincidentally, it was our school that robbed us of our things, and I am in the second year of junior high school this year, and I am in the third year of junior high school after the start of school, which just meets the requirements of our two godbrothers.

Huo Fan told this bastard about the idea that the two of us wanted to recognize him as a godbrother, and this bastard actually agreed. Tell Huo Fan that we will be his godbrothers in the future, and we can find him if there is anything. Actually, I feel that this godbrother is a liar, but there is no way, the cigarettes have already been robbed of him, and he can't admit it.

This so-called godbrother asked Huo Fan to take some money to honor him next time, and Huo Fan agreed. Huo Fan belongs to the kind of money who is stupid, I have always thought so. The two of us have been together for 6 years, and I have been tricking Huo Fan into eating and drinking since I was in the first grade. Huo Fan's father is also very good to me, knowing that my father is not around, he takes special care of me.

We live very close to each other, and there are often senior students at the door of my house who scold me for being a bastard without a father. Once after Huo Fan's father found out, he took me and Huo Fan to beat the person who scolded me along with his father.

I remember that Huo Fan's father was very fierce at that time, and after the fight, he warned people that as long as that little rabbit cub dared to scold me for not having a father again, I would beat him once. Since then, none of the children in my neighborhood have dared to scold me for not having a father.

So Huo Fan's father and my mother also have a good relationship, often when I come home from school, I will see Huo Fan's father sitting at my house talking to my mother. But since I had a stepfather, Huo Fan's father never seemed to come to my house again.

When I went to that billiard hall for the second time, I was supposed to send money to my godbrother. It turned out that I saw my stepfather with a woman playing billiards inside. From the current point of view, my stepfather was a particularly suave character at that time, otherwise my mother would not have been deceived by him. My father's first reaction when he saw me was to kick me out of the billiard hall, saying that I was not allowed to come here in the future.

The woman who played billiards with my stepdad looked at least 10 years younger than my mom, but she wasn't half as beautiful as my mom. Actually, I'm quite happy, I really hope that my stepfather can go away with this woman. But in fact, when I got home, my stepfather threatened me and broke my tongue if I talked nonsense.

I didn't do anything about this, Huo Fan was angrier than me, and told me that when we grew up, we must beat my stepfather away. Since that day, we haven't been to the billiards hall for the entire summer. Therefore, the godbrother who recognized it did not have a relationship with him, which is basically the same as not recognizing it.

Huo Fan's father found out about my stepfather, and helped me inquire, saying that the woman who often played billiards with my stepfather was a chicken. No wonder when I saw her in the billiard hall, she was dressed very revealingly. In that era, she was dressed so revealingly, not sexy, but it just meant that she was a chicken! Huo Fan's father also came to talk to my stepfather about his heart in a nosy manner.

The two of them drank and chatted in the small restaurant, my stepfather usually drank a two-pot head of 60 degrees, and Huo Fan's father usually drank a 38-degree old dragon mouth. Huo Fan's father drank too much, and the two of them started to do it with the strength of the wine. My stepfather was not drunk, so he defeated Huo Fan's father in terms of combat effectiveness.

If it weren't for the small restaurant owner at the time, it is estimated that my stepfather would have followed in my father's footsteps. I also got unlucky, and my stepfather came home and beat me up again. Later, Huo Fan's father no longer dared to take care of my family's affairs.