Chapter 55: The City in the Night

There is always a lot of helplessness in life, and this is something that no one can avoid.

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In the time of sunrise and sunset, Chu Nange of course also had helpless things.

Money solves problems, not problems.

But when a person lives, there are too many problems that cannot be solved by money and power, and that is a kind of helplessness.

Just like the problem with Fang Qing, Chu Nange wanted to solve it but couldn't do it, she said that she felt that she was very indifferent and ruthless, but how could she not be indifferent?

Scene?

Or what...?

Chu Nange really didn't know what to do was right.

As you have loved me a little bit

Please don't recognize each other

If you see that I am lucky

Keep your eyes closed

If you hear the cry of my heart

Please put away surprise

Sleep quietly

There is no need to comfort me to be emotional

In the sound of singing and melody in his ears, leaning on the transparent glass of the carriage, Chu Nange looked at the crowd around him with scattered eyes, this time was the time when he felt that the city was the most beautiful.

Because everything in the eyes is vague and unclear.

It's beautiful because it's blurry.

I couldn't hear the sound of ding dong ding dong, but saw the crowd flowing in the opening and closing of the car door, Chu Nange once thought that he had found the right person and found Fang Qing.

But he knew that it was all just a dream.

He knew they were on the verge of collapse, and neither he nor she could redeem the relationship.

Clearly, Chu Nange clearly knew where the gap between the two was.

nature

His and Fang Qing's personalities are really not suitable.

Love is important, but fitting is even more important.

Maybe in another ten years, Fang Qing will be suitable for his current self, maybe he will be suitable for Fang Qing when he is ten years younger, but the problem is that there is no maybe, the fact is that they are ten years apart.

So she's enthusiastic,

But he has been worn away by the years.

With the vibration from his pocket, Chu Nange took out the phone that he didn't use much, looked at the text messages displayed on the screen, and was silent.

"Have you gotten up? I'm going home to spend time with my mother today, and I won't go over to eat at noon, Xiaowan wants to eat Thai food. ”

"Well, in the car, you be careful. ”

The short, daily text messages are bland, just like a conversation between ordinary lovers, but no matter the other end of the phone, the two of them feel a distance.

Not the distance of the earth, but the distance of the heart.

The door to the station opened, walked smoothly on the road, walked out of the station, walked to the company, and the day's work began again.

No one knew that Chu Nange's heart was sinking, he looked as calm as ever, there was still nothing wrong with his work, and he was still smiling and indifferent with his colleagues.

It's just that in the unknown heart, the light is gradually extinguished.

In the time of flowing water, there is no day or night in the bustling city.

For the night is the day of another living man.

Some people yearn for the sun, some people yearn for colorful lights.

In his early years, Chu Nange belonged to people in the night, wandering in that colorful light, but now he didn't know that he belonged to that world, just like that, he was sandwiched between two worlds.

Under the changing red, blue and green lights, the rain is very small, falling little by little, and on the streets of laughter, some people are dancing, some people are toasting together, and some people are hurrying through the flow of people.

Sitting under the eaves outside the bar, Chu Nange touched the wine glass and sat quietly, waiting, during which he met the woman who came to talk.

"Nange, why did you ask me out for a drink? Hey, where is Fang Qing?"

"What's the matter, I can't ask you for a drink?"

Chu Nange looked at He Shuhuan and smiled indifferently, waved his hand to call the waiter, raised the whiskey and ice in his hand, and motioned for two more glasses.

"Yes, your boss can say anything, are there any beautiful women today?"

He Shuhuan, who lit a cigarette as soon as he sat down, smiled heartily, and a pair of eyes circled around.

It is normal for a man to drink outside and take a look at the beauties around him, especially for He Shuhuan, even if it is pleasing to the eye.

Chu Nange had long been accustomed to his temperament, and said with a smile: "The new waiter is good, and I saw Tong Tong when I came just now, but I didn't say hello." ”

"Huh, that guy is here, where is it?"

"In the bar below, with a whole bunch of beautiful women. ”

Looking back at the bar under the slope, He Shuhuan took out the phone and said with a smile: "There is a beautiful woman who doesn't call me, grab her and ask." ”

"It's not that I'm afraid you've harmed her friend. ”

"Hey, how do you talk, this son is handsome anyway, it's not good to say that her friends have taken a fancy to me and harmed me. ”

Seeing that the waitress who had just delivered the wine was snickering, Chu Nange took the newly arrived wine and said with a disdainful smile: "Face, I was laughed at." ”

He Shuhuan didn't react to that kind smile, no one who can work here will maliciously offend guests, and besides, he likes to see the girl's smile.

"Hey, Tong Tong, where are you?"

In the noisy voice, He Shuhuan raised his voice and asked the person on the other end of the phone.

"Drinking, He Dashao, didn't you hear that I was very noisy here?"

"I heard it, I'm at the bar above with Nange, you hurry up and check out, how many people are there? I'll find a good location." ”

On the other end of the phone, Chen Yutong heard He Shuhuan's words, looked at the six friends, and couldn't help rolling his eyes and replied: "Did you say that you can find a place? There are so many people today, and it is full everywhere, you two, right?"

"Two, I heard Nan Ge say that I saw you with a beautiful woman, and I don't plan to see it. ”

"Oh, I'm surprised that you came to me so late, and thought you were going to work overtime, so you let Nange come to me, you can go where you like, my mother doesn't want to see you today. ”

Touching the top of Chu Nange's cup, signaling to drink it all in one go, He Shuhuan scolded with a smile: "Isn't it just that you are tired of being scolded, as for it? Now that it's here, have I seen those people?"

Chu Nange, who had been sitting next to He Shuhuan, heard it very clearly, drank all the new wine that had just arrived in one go, and then stood up and prepared to find Chen Yutong.

The person who wanted to chat with He Shuhuan didn't care about one more Chen Yutong, or any more people, he just wanted to drink some wine and relax himself.

Too busy at work, too many things to worry about, always have to find an outlet, people like him are just wine pouring a thousand sorrows.

Even if the troubles are still there after waking up, the problems are still there, but it is very important to get a moment of peace, so that he can seriously reorganize his pace and think about his future.

What do you want, what do you want to do, what do you want to get?